𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭!
𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐙𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐬.
𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐈 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐙𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝!
#5 :𝑱𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈
I started Journaling when I moved to New Zealand. Don't get me wrong but I am a person who loves stationery but I never wanted to do fancy journaling —— yup that's what I call it. In fact, the main reason why I stopped myself from fancy journaling is that I can't
However, one night when I was scrolling YouTube, something struck my mind that led me to search up "stationery haul" videos on YouTube. Immediately I found a community that was so similar to me, as if I've found a new planet, with species so similar to me —— 𝙪𝙝𝙝𝙝 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨? I saw so many videos, penpal videos, journaling videos, haul videos, plan with me videos, argh! My mind went crazy after that and I binged watched a whole lot of videos related to stationery. Then, it finally gave me the motivation to start my own journal! I bought my journals at Whitcoulls, a national bookstore in New Zealand and I got them for a discounted price! I loved my grid journal and because I started journaling, I began learning ways to hand lettering. I started my first try during August and successfully implied hand lettering into my journal spreads by the end of 2019. I am really proud of what I have achieved especially when it's something I used to fear a lot, but now I have overcome the struggles of hand lettering! I am still improving of course and trying out different fonts!
Time to unlock something during days of unemployment!
#6 :𝒀𝒐𝒖𝑻𝒖𝒃𝒆
After starting my own journal, there were days where my mind kept bugging me with thoughts about starting my own YouTube channel. I am really interested in YouTube but there are pros and cons to it. Pros meaning I'll be able to share my own stationery collection to the community without afraid of being judged since I am a person who loves to share. Secondly, if I fulfill the requirement, I'll be able to monetise my channel and earn a bit from YouTube but that's like something that won't happen so soon, I thought to myself, so I focused on delivering content.
Cons, I am afraid of revealing myself in the videos and I had worries about whether I needed to show my face in my videos. Secondly, will people who disliked me from my previous communities find out about my channel and start hating me for something I didn't do wrong? Third, I really don't want too many people to know of my YouTube channel, will I be able to hide it perfectly? *I have my reasons for this, please don't judge me*. Forth, will I really be free from people who used to judge me? Or will people find out about my YouTube channel and continue to judge whatever I do since the contents I put up on my channel aren't really topics liked by many people as some people thought stationeries are boring.
However, I followed my heart and started my YouTube channel on October 20th and posted my first video on October 29th. I really sucked at videography back then but I did slowly improve. But, because I was only living in a small room, with cramped space and dim lightings in the room to film, I decided to stop after my first video until I can find a place with better lighting and a bigger space to film my next video. Yes, I have my own rules for my videos now that I want my videos to be better.
By February, luck came to me as YouTube's algorithm started to hit me hard on my channel. One of my videos "What's in my backpack" blew up within a night. It took me months to even get it to 250 views and now it has blown up to 550, 1K, 5K, 10K views, and up till May, it has reached over 400K views in total for just one video. That's when I realised my channel is fit for monetisation as I have fulfilled the requirements! Now, this is considered very lucky since my channel is only 3 months old. On March 10th, I applied for monetisation and on March 14th I successfully monetised my entire channel! How blessed I am and by then I had already accumulated up to 5K subscribers! I couldn't believe everything happened so quickly and just because of one video, I rose from 300 subscribers to 5K subscribers in just a short period of time.
It's May now, and I have reached 13K Unicorns (my subscribers) on my channel and have earned some extra income through my channel! I couldn't be more grateful for this to happen! As of now, I am a freelance YouTuber I think since I am not earning anything apart from YouTube. Besides, I've also gotten my first collaboration and sponsorship from some businesses and I really thank them for trusting me! Everything has escalated to a peak season for my YouTube channel! At this time of my life, where I was rejected in society, I still had something to rely on, at least!
#7 :𝑴𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒂 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 (𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒊𝒕𝒚!!)
Remember when I mentioned I had a cramped space and dim lighting to film my videos? I moved to a new place last year November. I am truly blessed for the places me and my boyfriend moved into. The rent is the same as our previous one, but this time we live in the city and it takes less than 10minutes to walk to the city! It's so convenient that we don't even need to take the bus to the city anymore! Not only we are situated in the city, we now live in a serviced apartment, which also means there's a receptionist to help collect our parcels and mails! Receiving parcel has been my nightmare in the past where I couldn't find a place for me to collect them but now I don't have to worry anymore. Both of us rented a studio, and to us, it's a huge one for the same price as our previous room but this time it's a STUDIO not A ROOM! I can't help but to say, it's the studio of my dreams!
We can fit 2 desks, one for me and one for my boyfriend, a sofa, a queen-sized bed, a built-in closet, bathroom, and kitchen, and also there's an area for us to store our luggage and extra items! Back in my Airbnb, we stored some of our luggage and items in the balcony and at the corner of the living room area. But now we have a whole lot of space to store our items and I couldn't be happier than ever! I brought a lot of things over from Malaysia so I needed additional spaces to store them! Also, I finally have my own desk! Our previous room was so small that it couldn't even fit a desk so I had to journal on the floor but now I have me own desk, it felt like my little leisure corner where I do most of my stuff here, including watching YouTube videos, journal, video editing and it sometimes turned into my dining area. We do have our own balcony but we dry out clothes outside now instead of putting our extra luggage outside.
It's 5 and a half months since we moved in and I love it here! I don't think I'll ever move out of this place. Perfect location, perfect room, perfect place to receive parcels and a perfect spot for me to do anything I want without having to worry about disturbing my landlord.
#8 :𝑪𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑫-19
My job search journey has been very tough ever since I came to NZ but it became even worse when COVID-19 hit globally. Since the employment rate has decreased and people losing their jobs, it's really hard to even get a job considering there are many locals who don't have a job. My challenges have grown to another level where I have to deliver a strong CV and cover letter in order for my job applications to be noticed but sadly, I have been turned down a lot. I am now relying on my own savings and cash is running out on me. I have to do something before my work visa expires, I mean, I spent a lot of time and effort getting this visa though, it wasn't just an "apply-and-go" visa. I had to fight my way through thousands of applicants who applied throughout the world, to only make it to the top 300 applicants. It has been months since the COVID-19 incident and I have to say New Zealand has done a great job during this difficult time.
We started our lockdown by end of March, and we are now freed from quarantine by April 27th. Our cases dropped from over 1000 cases to now less than 200 cases. Although we don't get any outside food from restaurants during our quarantine but I know the government has its own reasons for doing so and I respect their decision. All I have to say is good job to NZ's PM for controlling the outbreak!
𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏
I guess I'm done with my post. Don't get me wrong, even when it's tough finding a job in New Zealand, I still love it here! I love the ambiance of this country, I love the culture and the weather here, I love how life is at its own slow pace. I feel refresh and overjoy. I find myself at ease ever since I arrived in New Zealand and it's something I wouldn't discover when I visited other countries. I want to stay on for as long as I can, I don't want to leave this beautiful country so soon but with that being said, I have to find a job first. I really don't mind if it's a contract job or a part-time job at some retail industry or not, I just need a job to survive and live my life here. I've enjoyed too much of New Zealand and I really need to move on with reality.