Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Life goes on.

Here's a post I've read somewhere in the magazines and just wrote it out
I think it's meaningful =)

Friends, you call yourself my friends?
Take a look at yourself, 
Have you ever wondered how you'll ever crossed your mind?
Have you ever wondered what are my feelings towards you?
Have you ever notice someone ignoring you in your sites but when they needed you here come's YOUR FRIEND
Have you ever wonder, when you needed help, why isn't there anyone there for you?
Have you ever wondered why your friends never support you
Have you notice frenemies by your side?
Look again, you still call them your friends?

It's hard to even maintain a long friendship without thick and thin
It's easy to call ones' a friend especially when they are still there for you after so many arguments
But after going through all those thick and thin, if someone is still holding a grudge against you, you'd better just let go, she aint your friend anymore as friends do not get angry with you after a long time
Apparently, friends argue, but grudges are released once their mood is gone
So, think twice about this

Ever felt lonely among so many friends?
Count how many close friends in your usual group
Odd Number or Even Number?
If it's odd number, you'll know your answer
Even number, something has gone wrong somewhere, fix it or leave it.
Odd number,one of them will be ignored
So there's no use joining a group of people will members of an even number

Ever felt that no one cares about you?
Do you feel non-existing among your friends?
Some may argue, some are born with the aura of being ignored
Does that even relate to why you're being ignored?
Have a thought, they may be busy
They may have something on while you're still free and easy going
From a negative thought, yeah they ignored me purposely
They dont care what I think
I'm not their friend
To what extent do you have this in your mind?
Maybe you've been ignored for a long time that you dont feel comfortable among your peer group?
Then leave.

Do you ever feel that no one is there for you when you needed them?
For example, when you're sick, no one is there to wish you GET WELL SOON
or... When you're hurt, no one says TAKE CARE
even... When you needed someone's comfort, no one lend a helping hand
Especially when you expected it from your group of good friends
And then you realized they cared for each other except you
How do you even feel? Why do you think they did this?
If you've even tried to get closer to them, if nothing much has done then forget it.
Let life move on, someday they'll remember you one you're gone forever.
Let them regret.

Ever felt why everyone around you is discriminating you?
Why are you being ignored in a group chat?
I don't really know the answer, maybe leave the group?
Or stay there being spammed by unwanted messages that doesnt concern.

No one is born to be ignored.
No one is born to be hated.
No one is even born to take hold of your life.
Life goes on. You only live once.



Goodbye 2013 and Hello 2014

Actually, I've already mentioned everything in yesterday's post
But today I'll post about something different...Maybe about my Best Memories?
Why am I typing in English again? I just realized it's more tidy and neat, no reason why.
And also, I dont need to search for the correct words HAHAHAHA
Well today is the last Tuesday of 2013 and the last day
After that welcome New Year and Hello 2014 =)

2013, the rough and tough year, I'm going to say sayonara to you and konnichiwa 2014
I hope this is gonna be a blessed year for everyone :)
Please 2014, 2013 has been a bully to us all, treated us like we're slaves ='(
Well as you, 2014, shall be our savior of the year,
please bring us sweet, serene memories and please be super hyper extra nice and delicate to us all
I dont want a nightmare like 2013 although there are some good memories in it
Well 2013, friends come friends go.

People who you never expected to be your friend has been your friend
People who you believed to be your best friend has been your frenemy
People who you look up for does not have contact with you
People who you miss does not even care for you
People who you wanna keep by your side has turned on your back
People who is important to you can turns out that you're just a noble person in their eye

Many things happen but just treasure the moments you capture
They have become history now, there's no turning back but start with a new self, a new life.
Try to be better to change the future, try to mend your self and confront every mistake

One of my best memories of 2013 was....

1. Getting the first and last chance to see my all time favourite idol : Fala Chen =)
Firstly, not everyone adores her, but I do, I've been her 8-year-fan, I've always been a fan of hers
No matter in reality or in the heart
I do want her to be my sister and do hope that she's my long-lost sister
I do wanna keep her and admire her all-day-long
She's beautiful in any way, not because of her acting nor her personality
She's beautiful in being herself, that's what I admire and sadly, I wont see her in any TVB dramas anymore

2. I got the chance to see Tavia Yeung, my all time favourite actress in many dramas
I kinda like her, she has a wonderful personality, she is kind, caring and of course in most of her dramas too
Sometimes I do dream of having her as a god-mum, she has the potential
I would really love to meet someone like her in reality

3. Nancy Wu Ting Yan, I finally get to see you after so many years!!!
I mean seriously. I've watching your movies since I was 8 years old
Those times, those days, those memories, the time when I still look up to Kenix 郭可盈、Bernice廖碧儿、Charmaine 佘诗曼、Gigi 黎姿、Ada 蔡少芬、Flora 陈慧珊、Nancy 胡定欣、Ron吴卓曦、Joe马德钟、Kenneth马国明。。。。。。。。。。。。。
And now..everything has changed...From Kenix to Fala, From Joe to Kenneth, From Bernice to Kate Tsui
But 胡定欣,still remains in my heart after 10years :)
Although she hasnt got any best actress award in reality
She'll always be my number one supporting role model and will always be the best actress =)

4. Seriously...After so many years, Ron & Chilam I conquered you!!
Well, it was fun admiring these 2 people, they are fun and funny
Always loved their dramas, it's always fun to watch =D

5. I...FINALLY SAW BENJAMIN AND MANDY LIVE!!!!
Oh meeee goodnesss you know how i love that couple in On Call series
Damn they are so sweet and so loving!!!
I love Benjamin, he's handsome and nice!!
I cant believed he waved to me and looked at my camera twice!!!
Thats the price you get when you wait for 4hours beforehand and shout his name =)
Whereas for Mandy, I loved her although she has a few bad characters in some dramas
But in her real life, she aint like that, she's beautiful just the way she is and I like her very much

6. I get to see the 2 local stars, Stella and Nick Chung
OMG hahahahahhahahaa I fell in love with them when I first saw them 
I was like awwwww they're so sweeet 
And I finally met them HAHAHHAHA after so long!!!

7. I cant believe I actually met Amber Chia!!! AAAAAHHH!! Dream Come True
And now she's even my friend on Facebook!!!
She's so friendly and so supportive!! Thank for supporting my presentation page =D
She's a wonderful model :D Always positive minded and cheerful

8. I cant believe I met Jimmy Tan, Yuki Lee, Wong Xiao Le in Sungei Wang!!
It's like so hard to meet them out on the streets and it's so hard to get lucky bumping into them and taking selfies with them
Now I had the chance and I'm so happy for myself!! WAKAKAKA!!

9. I went to Korea TT omg I never expected to go to Korea so damn quickly
I mean its like a week before I went there, my friend was telling how longing she was to go to Korea
and the next thing I knew was... I got a call from my mum saying I'm leaving for Korea next month (May)
Shrieks with joy came out from my mind!! Yes, Korea!! I'm coming!!
One the best trips I've had!!!! Wish to go back to Korea again :) It was really fun!!

10. I have wonderful new friends =)
But the ones I trusted most was my primary school and high school friends who would never behind
Thanks!!  I love everyone =)

10 best memories ever!! Wonderful but not as a wonderful year for me
So I shall go off now, bye =)
Happy New Year Everyone!!!





Monday, December 30, 2013

Dissapointment

Hey ya, kinda disappointed here though
Since last year, I've already planned to go to <单恋双城大妈造势活动> since they shot some scenes in Penang Island and Ipoh
So I've already predicted that their gonna do their promo here
But I never expected it to be... ONLY IN PENANG....
And never expected it to happen so early......I thought it's gonna be after my finals =(
And it's very confusing... At first they said it'll be held at Penang Times Square?
And then now it's what? Tesco BM? It's getting near to me T___T
I wont be here on the  5th of January .______.
I'll be going back to uni this week T___T What da .____. I cant even attend it
Plans were all ruined =(
Even if I was still in BM, I cant go =( I have finals on the 6th
and the event is on the 7th ROAR!!!!
Why so early ah?! WHY WHY WHY??!!
But here's the thing.... Aimee Chen is not coming LOL
Apart from Ruco Chan and Elaine Yiu, I dont think anyone knows the rest of the 3 actors
So... no Aimee im not going haih
Triple stage disappointment =(
And plus... I', afraid I might not be able to attend anymore of these 造势活动
I have my 5 months break from May 2014 ~ September 2014 then it's degree
I dont think I'll have the time to go all the way to Paradigm Mall ='(
Sad case....

Memories that won't fade.

So, today is the 2nd last day of 2013 as well as the last Monday of 2013
Well it has been, sweet, sour, spicy and bitter throughout the year
Hmm, can I say it's one of the toughest and roughest year for me?
Many people have left their loved ones behind and stayed along the Lord's side
I've lost many people this year, it's very sad..
I lost my Chinese teacher, I lost another teacher recently, who is a happy man
I lost a friend of mine, who should be sitting for her SPM this year, lost her battle to cancer
We lost Paul Walker too ='( It was tragic!!
Somehow I believe something went so wrong this year that I've gotta feeling it's being cursed...
Even few days back, the guard of my high school found a human corpse floating in the river behind my high school!! What in the world?? =__=??
To me, it really has been a hard but fun year

Friendships last and go, back again and let loose again
Lost few due to some misunderstanding, maybe hatred for a few too
Sometimes I really would like them to come back to my life where everything is fine
But now, I just gotta let time to its own thing =) I believe. one day we'll be friends soon =)
I'll just have to get used to not having you guys in my life
Gotta get used to harsh words or any criticism

Some I admire you, you hate someone but yet still treat them so well
Sometimes I even wonder, do you even hate that person? Or just in the mind and forget everything once your bad mood is gone?
Some, I dont even know what to think about, 
I know we've gone through a hard time but there are times where we dont even contact
and these person eventually just disappears in your life
I know some childish ones, still playing the "I dont wanna be friends with you" game
Some friends, I dont know how to thank them much
They gave me a wonderful year, a sweet taste of 2013, to these people, thank you :)

Well, it's my first year in college, everything went well in my semester zero
Loved my classmates, loved my lecturers
Somehow I feel, semester zero was the best semester I've had for now although the workload was horrendous!!
I had lovely classmates, the best classmates ever!! I really do miss them :(
I missed my semester zero lecturers, they were wonderful!!
I miss combining classes with the business foundation students!! We had so much fun together!!
Had presentations together, laughed together, chatting with each other, sharing our thoughts
and now, we only combine the business foundation in a big class, no more the small class like before

I had a wonderful Malaysian studies teacher, who cared for me and was there by my side
and it was my fault for skipping a week's of class to enjoy Korea and missed an exam
Since then. I hardly have a nice time wandering around in my little mind
I had a bad feeling, something is gonna happen after I came back from this trip
and yes, I felt easy going, some of my friends started to go further away :(
Those who used to be my close ones, we are no longer in need :(
But you guys are still in my heat :) Cuz everyone is nice and I treasure all of you =D
I know some of you have asked me to join you guys for lunch, dinner bla bla
I'm sorry but, I felt like being alone for the very first time and now I regret :(
If I'd go closer with you guys more, maybe we'll be good friends :)
I missed the times where we used to hangout in the old SA buidling
I missed the times where we studied global issues together
At that time, you guys really helped me a lot :) 
I love all of you but sadly I couldnt fit in much but you guys were there for me when I needed help though

Till the past sem1, it has been a seriously rough time for me coping for this sem
Meeting new people was the hardest thing and the fun-est thing that has happened!!
I never compare my friends, each had their own good and bad
As long I'm comfortable with, yes you guys are the ones :)
Met some lovely friends after I went back to campus, leaving my previous group which already had 4 of them as 5 seems to be odd cuz one of them will be left out, ignored so I moved on
Although we had hard times, sometimes quarrelling, sometimes leaving out each other
But you guys are marvellous :) 
Maybe because I'm not too close with you guys yet, so sometimes I do feel left out, to be honest.
It's not fun having dinner alone, or without having anyone inviting you to join their dinner
So that is why I choose to eat in my room whereas for lunch, I have company :)

I have met the most wonderful people who have helped me overcome some hardships
People giving me advices, people who never left me there sobbing in the nights and people who talk to me as if im their close friends and people who joke with me, making me laugh like an idiot HAHAHA
Thank you all (you know who you are, dont be shy)
There are also people I've met who doesnt cross my mind at all
Sorry, maybe we live in 2 different worlds
I have the best group members ever, the best team mates, the best society ever!!
I appreciate everyone really!! You guys helped me aaaaa looooooottt!!!!!
But for this semester's class, I enjoyed it heaps!! but not as much as the previous one HAHAHA
Nothing can compare to my semester zero's class XD It was always laughing, laughing and laughing!!
Although I had the guts to actually voice out in class this semester which is an improvement but still not enough, I had to do more..

I've joined several societies but the best is... CHAMBER ORCHESTRA!!
Omg although we are small, we still loved each other, cared for each other!!
I never had a rough time there so I enjoyed every meeting & practice with them all :)
I didnt have the stress there, everyone was so friendly, helpful and caring!!
I can say I have the best seniors ever!! Thank you for the wonderful time!!
Next the Dance Club, thanks to Dance Club I knew how to dance several songs!
The seniors are very very nice!! I love chatting with them :) Their wonderful!
At least, very ngam keng so can talk alot with them :)
Lastly the Chinese Orchestra, although I havent really attended any of the practices or meetings
But they are nice :D Thanks to my er hu senior, I can actually sound the er hu!!
Which was my dream come true! 
Thanks for spending some valuable time teaching me
Thanks for the patience!!
and then I get to meet up with several Amway fellars :D Became friends :)
Awww, those memories =(

Anyhow, at the end of the year, I opened a shop :D Called The Top of Fashion Shop!
Here's the link, remember to come visit me anytime :)
Happy Shopping
So anyway, am gonna my final's soon, very nervous but not doing anything which sucks
Was actually aiming for distinctions but then I'm not even doing anything, how to get a distinction?
A useless dream ._____.
Goodluck to everyone who's gonna sit for their finals this very January!!
Goodbye all!!

Thursday, December 26, 2013

可恶的沉默

有时候,不出声竟比出生还要危险
但是,你不出声,每人会说你是哑巴,可只要一出声,你就是多嘴
有时候,你渴望的朋友未必是你想要的那种
有时,表面好像在安慰你,背后却是累累的坏话
有时,你总以为他在鼓励你,更改你,其实他在讽刺你
有时,你更不知道到底他说的话,哪句是真心的,哪句是玩笑

你啊你,可别那么单纯吗?被别人骗了友谊,却无所事事
原以为是我对那个人有偏见的,因为他的性格,他的本性,真的很困扰
我还当初要把他从我朋友圈里给删了,但还是不忍心
毕竟大家都长大了,无需完这些我跟你好,我不跟你好的游戏

虽然我真的真的对他的所作所为感到非常地不安,但我一句话都不说,全都摆在心里
我对他的不满,我没在别人背后指指点点他,也更没有批评他,讨论他
我也很尽量地远离他,避开他,但最后,那个人还是有东西讨论我的呢
我有什么好讨论啊,请问?
我都没有跟你说话的,能避开你都避开了,你还是那种小孩子样地缠着我的朋友
所以我选择尽量少说少点小动作,以免打草惊蛇

对,我真的有点讨厌你,但不至于到“不跟你好”的那种情况
你给我的第一个印象就是很“自霸自为” (广东话)很“不知所谓”
你为什么要弄到全世界的人要服从你呢?
你懂为什么我不把你的所有一切都揭穿吗?
因为我知道,我们几乎每个学期都要面对面,如果有什么差错,我一定会永远避开你的
还有,我竟然跟你是同一艘船,总之有任何的会议都离不开你的眼线
我真的真的很尽量地不说出任何一句话了,连意见都不敢出声
我才不要因为一个意见就影响我的朋友圈

我知道有些人的想法未必合你的一样,意见不合,但你也要尊重一下其他人
你知道为什么我当初对你的语气会比其他人重吗?
你,就是。。。。啊!!我不懂要怎么说!!!!!!
我只是没想到,明明之间就是没什么问题,为什么你要弄到很大件事那样?
你的播音系统嘴巴,可以别乱扩散谣言吗?
你给我的一种感觉,就是喜欢喜欢就说这个人、那个人。。。
我给你的那份信任感,简直就是毁灭了
我不会再相信像你这种人了!

几个星期过去了,我也尽量跟你少联络
原来沉默可以赶走一个人,那很好啊!
我本来就很想删了你的啊!但看在是同学的份上,又是我好友的朋友,忍了你吧
到后来,遭殃的我,被删得是我呢!
我还内页信息你:“圣诞节快乐”
你很厉害哦,这么好心祝福你,你竟然一言不发?!
Seen but NO REPLY....
我就是不喜欢像你这种人!

你别乱说人家形象不好,你好歹也不是一样吗?
哦~原来你要玩这种游戏是吗?我陪你玩吧
我也不知道你到底跟多少人,暗地里在背后说了多少人的坏话
我也不知道你会跟老师讲些什么,也许会聊到我和其他人
也许是我想太多,这个答案还是个谜

我终于拆穿你的人为了!若有一天我忍无可忍,我一定会“爆”你的料出来!
我不明白为什么,我中学毕业了会遇到这种人的!
是不是,轮到我去试探着上帝派来的考验?
还是,这是天意,使突如其来的天意?
喂,我很无辜的你知道吗?正所谓:城门失火,殃及池鱼。
我才不要变成那只池鱼呢!

放心,我不会以同样的眼光来看待你既不会以同样的态度善待你。
我的态度决于你对待他人的行为,我的脾气决于你的性格,无能为辩
冷静、冷静再冷静,别再圣诞节流半滴泪也别为了一个小人发脾气,很不值!

假日暑假一起放!

Annyeong~ 隔了几天终于回到家了!
从上个星期开始就跟表格表姐们一起下槟岛游玩
真的很好玩哦!而且最特别的就是,这一趟我一分钱都没花呢!
我呢就居住在 Golden Sands Resort 而且也得到一间 Presidential Suite Room
超美超大的!只是 = = 窗外竟是个 carpark 风景
才第一天而已就去海滩玩。。。
我个人属于好玩个性,喜欢挑战大事,所以那天就挑战了大浪
我越游越深,游到某个部分是连我自己也无法站住了
结果,玩的很兴奋的时候,我的天,是哪只可恶的水母,狠狠地往我大腿叮一脚!
我还以为是什么东西咬我一口呢!就赶快游回海岸。。。
游着的当儿,伤口越来越酸痛,越来越麻痹,实在是顶不顺了
那种感觉就像被红蚂蚁咬了一口再加上一支针打下去的痛,真的很麻木
赶紧拿了毛巾就快速地包扎了小伤口
连海岸的游客看来我包起脚来,都纷纷望了望我这边来
我当时还不知道那阵刺痛竟是水母,直到去了海边柜台才知
那时,我望了望我的大腿,天啊,起水疱了,红肿又痒了,还有一滩一滩地皮肤浮起来了!
保安就赶紧拿了白醋,吩咐我沾一沾,应该会好些
沾了白醋的我,大腿突然很麻痹而且 muscle 也莫名地发痛
没办法了,回房间去休息看法外风云!

隔日,我还以为这一阵的刺痛会很快的解消
没想到那阵刺痛还在 .____. 只不过没像昨日的痛
而且我还有能力去水坝又去瀑布
其实这一天也没做什么。。。最后还去了姓陈桥,傍晚风景优美,环境优宁

再隔一天就回家咯~~~~~
其实不算回家,是直接回外婆家去!去见一见我美国来的亲戚!
就这样,一直吃一直吃,buffet, 大餐桌全都吞下去了
平安夜当天,我就去 ipoh parade 逛逛,买了一条裤和DIY 手机壳的材料
裤,我应该以后都不会买了,好像买了很多款式了
有美国国旗的,渐变色的,碎花的,美国式的,糖果色的,薄荷绿的,牛仔的
说吧,还有什么款式还未买呢?
至于手机 DIY ,这次真的是我亲手花时间去弄的,而且很满意*虽然蛮贵的*
但至少有了成就感,毕竟是第一次嘛~~~
献丑了不好意思~~~
圣诞节早上就早早起来去教堂咯~~~~~
然后回槟城哈哈哈!假期完毕,26号开始读书了!
Aza Aza Fighting!!!!!! Distinctions pleaseeeeeee




Friday, December 20, 2013

这一篇,是献给胡定欣女神的 =)

我真的很想把这篇献给 Nancy Wu 胡定欣,你演了这么多年的戏,
从我二年级开始在冲上云霄注意到你的 vincent / coco 兄妹情到3年级的卓曦/定欣的大唐双龙传,
四年级的酒店风云马丽雅,
五年级的高朋滿座的Sugar和愛情全保 Julie
再来Form1的野蠻奶奶大戰戈師奶,古靈精探、搜神传,
Form2的大冬瓜、巴不得爸爸,
Form3的讀心神探、巾幗梟雄之義海豪情和刑警,
Form 4 的法政先锋3,
Form 5的当旺爸爸、拳王、大太监
至今年18岁的恋爱季节和冲上云霄2,
你懂我看了你10年的戏,当了你10年的小粉丝,
我还是觉替你有点儿不值,演了10年的戏,女主角这个提名也没拿 TT
配角也至少该属于你的吧 TT
从你以前是个少女变成现在的靓女,越来越美演技越来越好!
我只想说你永远是我心中的女主角!♥ 加油!猫屎妈妈一定支持你!

我真的希望有一天你会回复我的 微博,回复我的 instagram =)
这么多觉得中,我最最最喜欢你演的 Coco Ling,何秋生和 Eva 周
以后我孩子的名字就是奕霏哈哈哈!蛮好听的说!
加油靓女!!!!不管怎样我的心中还有你!!!
衷心祝福你 
大冬瓜 =) 霍思思




 大唐双龙传 =) 婷婷

 搜神传 =) 迦莫邪

 2003 年冲上云霄 Coco Ling
比起今年的。。。。
老了又美了又成熟了!!!哈哈哈!

 王老虎抢亲 =) 王秀英

 巴不得爸爸 =) 梁翩翩

读心神探 =) 鄧冰冰
 高朋满座 =)Sugar
 古灵精探 B =) Momoko

 酒店风云 =) 馬麗雅

 刑警 =) 许文诗

 巾幗梟雄 =) 孙海棠

 巾幗梟雄 =) 马丽华

当旺爸爸 =) 溫婉嫻


 大太监 =) 倩蓉

 恋爱季节 =)何秋生


 拳王 =) 丁恩慈


 法证先锋III =) Eva

万凰之王 =) 彩蓝



冲上云霄 II  =) Coco Ling



 这些都是近年来定欣的近照~~~~美咯!迷人!


即将播出的。。。猫屎妈妈!!!!

这些都是胡定欣的变化哈哈哈!
看够胡定欣了吧~~
好了好了我今年就post 到这里~~








迟来的《万千星辉颁奖典礼》成绩单

哈咯大家好!我回来了
最近都忙于 assignment,所以就是没空上来了~
Erm 有好多人都一直问我当天 《万千星辉颁奖典礼》成绩如何
我只把最观点的 Post 出来,请各位别惊讶 =)

最佳剧集:《冲上云霄 II》
最受欢迎男角色:张智霖 - 顾夏阳《冲上云霄 II》
最佳女配角:江美仪 - Head姐《冲上云霄 II》
最受欢迎女角色:田蕊妮 - 姚文英《巨轮》
最佳女主角:田蕊妮 - 姚文英《巨轮》
最佳男主角:黄子华 - 香广男《MY盛Lady》
最佳男配角:許紹雄 - 香善男《MY盛Lady》
飞跃进步男艺员 :王浩信
飞跃进步女艺员:岑丽香
最佳综艺节目:三个小生去旅行

今年势力最强的还是 《冲上云霄 II》、《巨轮》、《My 盛 Lady》!
而田蕊妮今年势力真的比往年的强好多!
恭喜她!双料冠军!!!也就是我们今年 2013 年的视后!
虽然今年的得奖名单呢比起往年有所不同,但至少实至名归!
虽然也获得少许观众的反对,但想开一点,也夺得了不少观众的支持哦!
我呢,就站在立场,虽有些不满意,但一想起得奖名单,其实蛮值得的

先说不满的吧,
Hmmm....配角这个奖项版给江美仪其实还不错,但还是觉得胡定欣比较适合呢
我没说Head 姐不好,她的演技深深的得到我的敬佩,我也非常喜欢这个角色
而且我也有投给她,只是我没想到,Coco Ling 会输给她 T___T 就这样而已
双方的表现都非常优秀,这只是个出乎预料的满足感
至于男配角呢。。。。許紹雄。。。。Erm 我没有想过会是他 .____.
这个就真的引起好多观众的纠纷。。。
我还以为会是 Him Him 得主呢。。。。而且许紹雄,我没投给他 .____.
到这里你们有没有想过,这些奖项都是颁给老一辈的吗?
我个人觉得,他们在演艺圈这一行应该不算还有很多的时间所以就趁还在就颁

女主角呢,我没投给阿田不是因为不喜欢她,只是我没看她演的《巨轮》所以就没投给她
我也不知道她在剧中的表现如何,但至少她也夺得了观众的好意
我还以为今年又是个“珊怡之战”,没想到子珊、嘉欣和杨怡都输给田田。。。
而男主角,虽然爆冷场,但还是实至名归啦!其实他演艺很不错!夺得了观众的喜爱
而且真的很搞笑!总之有黄子华的地方就会有笑爆的一天 XDDD
我不反对他是最佳男主角,而且他应该得的
只是,你想一下,今年势力最强的张智霖、马国明和吴镇宇都输给他!!
我还以为得主会是三个中的其一,没想到,竟是哈哈哈香港男!!!!
Chilam 应该得的嘛~~~ T————————T

Okay,说到这里,我最不满意的就是,大多数我投的都没有得奖
很浪费我的时间和我的一心一意呢!
至少勉强些,岑岑和最佳剧集奖有得!
而且势力一直以来最强的《On Call 36 小时 II》今年一个奖项都没得!真的很令人伤感啊!
接下来满意的不多,也就是《冲上云霄 II》获得最佳剧集奖!Yipee!!!
然后岑丽香获得飞跃进步女艺员!!!啊啊啊啊!!疯了!超级替她开心得!!
也很开心虽然 Chilam 得不到最佳男主角奖但很开心他获得了当晚最受欢迎男角色奖!

就这样,当晚就毫无遗憾的结束了
希望明年会更好!有种感觉明年会是“田欣之战”-田蕊妮、钟嘉欣之战哈哈哈!
拜拜~~~


Saturday, December 14, 2013

Korean Disaster Movie : The Flu

Heyya~ This is gonna be an English post, imma lazy to convert to chinese HAHAHA
So, before I blog about this movie...
What's this movie about? Some people may ask
So here's a brief summary about the movie okays?

This is a movie about H5N1 the swine flu that has spread throughout Bundang-gu in Korea within seconds
You wont believe!! It really spread within seconds
One cough, or even one breath from a person that was diagnosed with this disease and you're done
This vital disease spreads in the air, through a human's breathing
So, everyone in the city has to wear a mask to avoid contact with the air
Well, this disease, I cant really explain how it got to Korea
It was kinda confusing at first but all I know was, it spread from a guy in a clinic
And bazaar....Almost everyone in the city caught the Flu
There wasn't a cure or a medicine for this disease and the amount of people diagnosed with this disease has increased rapidly
The doctors had nothing much to do so they fled
They fled not because they dont wanna be infected but...
the number of deaths, the number of patients is really horrifying

So there was this pretty lady doctor Kim In-hae, a single mom with a daughter Kim Mi-reu
She was one of the doctors looking for a cure to this disease
But unfortunately, this disease spread too quickly and her daughter got infected by it too
In order to cure this disease, they have to find the antibody to stop it
Before that, the government decided to separate the citizens
Those who were infected in one zone, and those who were not infected in another zone

So, pretty In-hae did not want her daughter to be separated from her
So she hid her sickness without anyone knowing it except the rescue guy Kang Ji-goo, who rescued In-ha during an accident at the starting of the movie
Because there wasnt a cure for it, In-hae's daughter, Mi-reu was badly ill
Red dots were showing on her face, and she couldnt hide her sickness from anyone else anymore
Just when this happened, In-hae found the antibody and quickly injected it to Mi-reu's body
Although it was effective but it took a few days to show some results...
And it hasnt shown anything on Mi-reu's body so....

In the end, Mi-reu was caught by the authorities for being infected and was separated with her mum and Ji-goo
In-hae was brought to Seoul, Ji-goo well to cover for In-hae, went to the infected zone
During this part, Ji-goo fought for everything to save the life of Mi-reu
Well as you can see, those who were badly infected has to be eliminated
Well, in other words.... Burn To Death to stop the disease from spreading out
Mi-reu, unfortunately was under the list of badly infected and was thrown into the pit of human
Erh herm.. In other words... imagine, a mountain, full of humans, even corpse, no matter alive or dead being burned to death!!
*The other citizens who wasnt infected sisnt know about the human pit*

So, Ji-goo went into the pit and brought Mi-reu out as she has the antibody with her and was still alive (basically, getting better as the antibody is helping her)
But then the citizens found out about the human pit, they didnt expect the authorities to burn the infected citizens in the pit
So since then, riot started to happen all thanks to the Government and Professor Schneider....
The citizens wanted to spread the disease to Seoul as they thought it was unfair
Why they are not infected and yet not allowed to cross the Bundang border to Seoul
And it was really dangerous for In-hae to go back to Bundang-gu to save Mi-reu and Ji-goo
Soldiers everywhere, soldiers vs citizens mainly
But then, brave In-hae ran from Seoul to Bundang to save her little one

At the borderline of Bundang, she saw Mi-reu and Ji-goo safe
But, just as Mi-reu wanted to run out from the riot crowd
The government ordered the soldiers to shoot anyone coming out from the orange borderline
So, as you can guess, a young girl, excited to see her mum willdefinitely run towards her mum
So as she ran towards the borderline. In-hae ran forwards to warn them not to come across the border
But unfortunately, In-hae was shot in the middle of the riot while hugging her daughter...
Not shot by citizens but orders from Schneider...

This scene was really touching!! OMG shed most of the tears!!
Young Mi-reu stood up against the soldiers, pledging them to stop shooting her mum
Imagine a girl, that young, about 9 years old or even younger standing in front of the war base asking the soldiers to stop fighting
This is really touching and this really stopped the war
Although In-hae shot but was glad to be by her daughter's side
But then, in order to cure the citizens, they have to inject the antibody out from Mi-reu's body
So well, that's the end of the story......

It was a happy ending, a life touching, heart warming story!!
It's worth a watch and worth the audience's tears
I look a rabbit while posting this hahahaha
So here are some of the scenes from the movie =)
 Okay so this is pretty lady In-hae (Park Soo Ae)


And this is In-hae and Mi-reu, cute huh?
Mi-reu is a very sensible girl
So young yet obeys here mother's rules, listen to what her mother says
and In-hae (Park Soo Ae) I give you my vote for best actress of the year!!
Thanks for making this movie a wonderful act!!
I give you my salute, it was truly an honor to be able to witness such a nice touching movie!
Looking forward to your next movie!

Oh and this is a highly recommended movie
Me, myself am not a Korean Drama maniac (but a Hong Kong drama)
So I dont really watch Korean Dramas and movies but this one...
I'm giving you my vote!! 
Even I, a girl who doesnt watch korean dramas can actually tell you this is a wonderful movie
So you better keep my trust and watch this!

I really do hope this kinda disease doesnt happen to our world..
It's kinda scary to witness everything around in havoc...
Lord, please bless everyone in the world, peace and calm =)

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

11.12.13特别篇:我,总算默迪卡啦!


经过11个星期的折磨,我总算摆脱了那场忙碌的折腾!
星期一,终于从晚上8时赶到隔日早上8时才赶完我最后一个Assignment!!
我只能说,这种经验是第一次也将会是最后一次!No more next time!! ROAR!!
结果隔天就呼噜噜地睡到傍晚3点!太厉害啦  = = 而且还很累!
就在这一天,我终于破例了!我终于可以再次地追戏了!我亲爱的《My 盛 Lady》!
原本的我都说,只在做完所有 Assignment 的时候才来看,
毕竟我还有明年的Assignment,而且还打算在16号之前赶完。。。
但,我这次真的破例了!我顶不顺了!我已经11个星期没看了!
没有 TVB 陪伴的日子真的很乏味!
然后现在,我好想中了什么毒那样整天追看 My 盛 Lady! 哈哈哈然后一直笑不停!
Then.... 昨天(星期二)我跟一班朋友去 KWC Fashion Mall 和 Berjaya Times Square 逛!
我这班朋友,谢谢你们哦!终于然个我完成我的梦想陪我去逛 KWC!!
我一直都听说那里卖的物品都属于便宜价钱,所以想亲自去看一看,哪知,中肯啊!
简直就是购物天堂!非常适合像我这样的购物狂啊!
结果就买了好几件战利品!
接着就赶着去 Times Square,最后一次去的时候是好多年前,根本就没那么注意价廉物美的商品
结果我这次的目的是要亲自去看一看到底有传说中的那么便宜么?
我的天!从3楼开始到最高一楼都是 shopping shopping and SHOPPING!!!
而且我一天也走不完,太多东西看了,而且时间很紧密,就重重忙忙地看看买买
就这样,又买了好几个战利品   = = 
我想说的是,rm90 买了5件物品真的很值得,超值得!我下次一定会再回去看看

Friday, December 6, 2013

Random 爆了....

哈咯,本小姐又回来了!
哈哈哈!几乎每个 assignment 都做完了,下个星期一再交多一个,就交完今年的assignment了!
其他的就明年才交上去了
现在的心情好堕落哦,不是说我很很很堕落那样拉
只不过,我真的很想开始做,但又不知如何下手啊。。。
结果就一直拖、一直拖。。。。拖到我没那个斗志去做了
看来这次是是真的 要堕落了哦。。。
谁能给予我能量啊!给我点 idea 要从哪里做起啊!
加油,最后一份了!!!

#500th post extravaganza!!


Finally!! 500 posts!! I have reached my goal in achieving 100 posts per year
But then... its not even 31st of December and I've already reached my goal!!
Lets not talk about painful event that hurts your heart, let it be an awesome celebration post!!
Stand tall, stand strong and go against situations you think is criticizing you
Let it a cheery day!! Leave all sorrows behind!!
Well, what happy events have I been through lately? Hehe..

Apart from tonnes of assignments, I finally have a chance to perform on stage with the Chamber Orchestra!
For the past 2 days, I had an awesome experience with the orchestra team!
The BEST! The AWESOME!! The WONDERFUL the WONDERFUL team!!
We performed in DECIBEL NIGHT and VIVA LA VIDA NIGHT!!
It was also my first orchestra performance during my uni life!!
It was really awesome, to hear the applauses!!

Thank you so much for the awesome stress-free practices
Thank you for the performance
Thank you for everyone's corperation
Thanks for everyone's care and share
You guys really made me feel like part of a family
You guys never leave anyone behind, once we do something together, we do it together!

Thanks for tolerating me whenever I am wrong =) Thanks for advises!
Thanks for being there for me, thanks everyone!!
I am really happy to join your group of people!!
I never regret, and it shall be one of my best memories
No matter practice, on stage or anywhere else in the world
Sometimes whenever I'm with you guys, I feel like shading tears of joy
I have you guys with me now =') Thanks for everything!!

Thursday, December 5, 2013

反省


我最近都一直生病,我不知道是自己逼来的,是自己心理作用然后逼出一场病
还是,自己太投入这场病情的剧情,是不是自己太过掩饰自己的缺点呢?
从上个星期开始就是头疼、发烧,甚至到昨晚的脚扭伤
这几天都无法正经地去上课,况且又是赶assignment 的日子
平时的我都不怎么翘课,能够翘课,不是我的强项也不是故意的
能去上课我就尽量去,不能去的时候,我就不逼自己跳下床蹦蹦跳跳地上课

但昨天,我一直都在反省自己,亲,你已经好多天都没去上课了,是怎么啦?
到底是自己心理作用,把各种各样的病患也逼出来,还是这就是老天爷安排的命运
也许是时候找个栖息地来好好休息吧
再说,我不敢相信,我竟然已有3次没出席我最爱上的课。。。
而那个讲师也是我最尊敬之一的一位,所以就对这课有感兴趣
可是,每当我脑海中再环绕着:去上他的课,不管怎样都要上她的课
但一次又一次地。。。到后来就变成3次了!可恶!为什么我要这样!

在最后一堂课的前一晚,我还跟他联络,她也很好新地为我解答困扰
还慎重地告诉我:明天见哦~
你看他这么好声好气地帮我,那么好声好气地吩咐我明天去上他的课
我竟然因为头疼而没去上课了,是真的头疼吗?还是心理作用啊
我一直反复地问自己

 “你这样做,对得起他吗?亏他这么关心你这么么疼你,你为什么要这样做?对得起他吗?”
虽后悔但还算选择了这么做,回不到过去,只能绕在困扰中,
反复地提醒自己 “你,到底对得起他吗?!” 还是未能找个确定的答案。。。

隔日上课,果真他的班,小猫两三只,他也觉得失望
至少,我个人觉得,看到我出席,应该也会让他开心点吧
反正,他真的前一晚就吩咐我了,被吩咐的,能够出席,也值得开心吧
我看我也太失败了,我真的很后悔,3次了!
他也知道我已有3次没出息他的课,他也没说什么,也没对我有些偏见
还好好地告诉我,帮助我。。。。

亲,你到底对得起他吗?

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

动力,谢谢你


朋友,谢谢你给我些动力
要不是你告诉我你很早就赶完功课,也许我就不会跟你一起拼
我想证明给你看,其实,我也是跟你一样是可以的哦!
现在,我动力回来了,谢谢你!