So, today is the 2nd last day of 2013 as well as the last Monday of 2013
Well it has been, sweet, sour, spicy and bitter throughout the year
Hmm, can I say it's one of the toughest and roughest year for me?
Many people have left their loved ones behind and stayed along the Lord's side
I've lost many people this year, it's very sad..
I lost my Chinese teacher, I lost another teacher recently, who is a happy man
I lost a friend of mine, who should be sitting for her SPM this year, lost her battle to cancer
We lost Paul Walker too ='( It was tragic!!
Somehow I believe something went so wrong this year that I've gotta feeling it's being cursed...
Even few days back, the guard of my high school found a human corpse floating in the river behind my high school!! What in the world?? =__=??
To me, it really has been a hard but fun year
Friendships last and go, back again and let loose again
Lost few due to some misunderstanding, maybe hatred for a few too
Sometimes I really would like them to come back to my life where everything is fine
But now, I just gotta let time to its own thing =) I believe. one day we'll be friends soon =)
I'll just have to get used to not having you guys in my life
Gotta get used to harsh words or any criticism
Some I admire you, you hate someone but yet still treat them so well
Sometimes I even wonder, do you even hate that person? Or just in the mind and forget everything once your bad mood is gone?
Some, I dont even know what to think about,
I know we've gone through a hard time but there are times where we dont even contact
and these person eventually just disappears in your life
I know some childish ones, still playing the "I dont wanna be friends with you" game
Some friends, I dont know how to thank them much
They gave me a wonderful year, a sweet taste of 2013, to these people, thank you :)
Well, it's my first year in college, everything went well in my semester zero
Loved my classmates, loved my lecturers
Somehow I feel, semester zero was the best semester I've had for now although the workload was horrendous!!
I had lovely classmates, the best classmates ever!! I really do miss them :(
I missed my semester zero lecturers, they were wonderful!!
I miss combining classes with the business foundation students!! We had so much fun together!!
Had presentations together, laughed together, chatting with each other, sharing our thoughts
and now, we only combine the business foundation in a big class, no more the small class like before
I had a wonderful Malaysian studies teacher, who cared for me and was there by my side
and it was my fault for skipping a week's of class to enjoy Korea and missed an exam
Since then. I hardly have a nice time wandering around in my little mind
I had a bad feeling, something is gonna happen after I came back from this trip
and yes, I felt easy going, some of my friends started to go further away :(
Those who used to be my close ones, we are no longer in need :(
But you guys are still in my heat :) Cuz everyone is nice and I treasure all of you =D
I know some of you have asked me to join you guys for lunch, dinner bla bla
I'm sorry but, I felt like being alone for the very first time and now I regret :(
If I'd go closer with you guys more, maybe we'll be good friends :)
I missed the times where we used to hangout in the old SA buidling
I missed the times where we studied global issues together
At that time, you guys really helped me a lot :)
I love all of you but sadly I couldnt fit in much but you guys were there for me when I needed help though
Till the past sem1, it has been a seriously rough time for me coping for this sem
Meeting new people was the hardest thing and the fun-est thing that has happened!!
I never compare my friends, each had their own good and bad
As long I'm comfortable with, yes you guys are the ones :)
Met some lovely friends after I went back to campus, leaving my previous group which already had 4 of them as 5 seems to be odd cuz one of them will be left out, ignored so I moved on
Although we had hard times, sometimes quarrelling, sometimes leaving out each other
But you guys are marvellous :)
Maybe because I'm not too close with you guys yet, so sometimes I do feel left out, to be honest.
It's not fun having dinner alone, or without having anyone inviting you to join their dinner
So that is why I choose to eat in my room whereas for lunch, I have company :)
I have met the most wonderful people who have helped me overcome some hardships
People giving me advices, people who never left me there sobbing in the nights and people who talk to me as if im their close friends and people who joke with me, making me laugh like an idiot HAHAHA
Thank you all (you know who you are, dont be shy)
There are also people I've met who doesnt cross my mind at all
Sorry, maybe we live in 2 different worlds
I have the best group members ever, the best team mates, the best society ever!!
I appreciate everyone really!! You guys helped me aaaaa looooooottt!!!!!
But for this semester's class, I enjoyed it heaps!! but not as much as the previous one HAHAHA
Nothing can compare to my semester zero's class XD It was always laughing, laughing and laughing!!
Although I had the guts to actually voice out in class this semester which is an improvement but still not enough, I had to do more..
I've joined several societies but the best is... CHAMBER ORCHESTRA!!
Omg although we are small, we still loved each other, cared for each other!!
I never had a rough time there so I enjoyed every meeting & practice with them all :)
I didnt have the stress there, everyone was so friendly, helpful and caring!!
I can say I have the best seniors ever!! Thank you for the wonderful time!!
Next the Dance Club, thanks to Dance Club I knew how to dance several songs!
The seniors are very very nice!! I love chatting with them :) Their wonderful!
At least, very ngam keng so can talk alot with them :)
Lastly the Chinese Orchestra, although I havent really attended any of the practices or meetings
But they are nice :D Thanks to my er hu senior, I can actually sound the er hu!!
Which was my dream come true!
Thanks for spending some valuable time teaching me
Thanks for the patience!!
and then I get to meet up with several Amway fellars :D Became friends :)
Awww, those memories =(
Anyhow, at the end of the year, I opened a shop :D Called The Top of Fashion Shop!
Here's the link, remember to come visit me anytime :)
Happy Shopping
So anyway, am gonna my final's soon, very nervous but not doing anything which sucks
Was actually aiming for distinctions but then I'm not even doing anything, how to get a distinction?
A useless dream ._____.
Goodluck to everyone who's gonna sit for their finals this very January!!
Goodbye all!!