Sunday, September 28, 2014

记得是最好的遗忘

通常看到我的一些奇奇怪怪不容易明白的标题的时候
很明显的,就知道我的话题很不对劲了
是的,我很不开心。
一年了,能开心的日子不过于10个
不是压力就是跟“他们” 性格不合
不是不合就是害怕孤单
不是孤单就是感到失落
能开心的,也许是我找到了真心对待我的室友、朋友
虽然与我同一班的没有什么接触到,也不能说他们不好
也许心理上或是性格上的总总不合,所以我默默地离开他们
不是他们不喜欢我,不是他们讨厌我,也不是他们针对我
只是我觉得我生活中不值得深藏某些人的记忆,所以我选择离去。
这一年来,我能说自己逐渐坚强了、逐渐学会更加珍惜、逐渐学会独立
我不需要身边人的依靠也不需要他们的关怀
生病的时候我懂得照顾自己,没有交通或是家里缺食物的时候我懂得自己想办法解决
所以我进步了。

我其实很矛盾,我不喜欢孤单一个人,也不喜欢太多人的时候,更不喜欢被人遗忘。
人家看见我的时候会觉得我很外向,其实我心里知道,我上了大学以后,我很内向
我的想法也因此而改变,担忧的事情也挺多,烦恼的事情也愈来愈残忍
我变得很不爱说话,我一直活在自己的小世界里,有时候连自己也忘了什么叫做叽喳
连上课的日子也习惯一个人搭巴士,一个人享用午餐,一个人躲在一旁上网
有时我会觉得,多一个人陪是一种烦恼,但同时觉得很温馨
有些人越是烦恼,我越是喜爱你们这些烦恼,所以请你们多多陪伴我
有些人原本是烦恼,现在还在增添烦恼,我越是离你越走越远,请你别烦我。
我不喜欢太多人在一起的时刻,也不喜欢单数的走在一起
原因呢,在多人的时候一起走一起说话,其实里边一定会有人被遗忘
有时候遗忘的不明显,而是遗忘得太邋遢了,很多话题插不进,很多时候就没有伴
而单数呢,3个、5个走在一起,会不会觉得,其中一个是会被遗忘的呢?
尤其是两个两个走在一起的时候,剩下的一个,不会觉得孤单吗?

说到遗忘,我真的习惯 “被遗忘”
遗忘这概念一直都在我词典里,也许现在还不怎么习惯,但终有一天还是得习惯
一个人若是太过以来身边人,孤单的时候或是没有陪伴的时候,要怎么办?
被遗忘的人,就算是被遗忘,你也懂得搞怎么做,该则么搞定一些事情。
我呢,就是这种人。
自从上了大学后,被习惯的总是遗忘。
上课也没有人陪伴,有时候就忘记我,然后对方自己走去上课了
下课享用午餐,有时候就没叫我,就三五两群的自己走去了食堂
连温习功课也可以忘了叫我一起,没关系我现在已经习惯一个人了
我不是没有朋友,我有朋友,我也有很要好的朋友,我只是被遗忘罢了
孤独,总好过被遗忘。
孤独,你本来就没有朋友,也不用怕被遗忘。
有朋友,最怕的就是没有理会你,对方忘记你,你被遗忘
如果是我,我选择一个人活下来。
记得是最好的遗忘。

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很好听的一首歌,值得大家的赞!!

今天我在这里陪你
满天风雨从此变得安静
别再想 别害怕 会不会分离
在此刻 专心地 感觉爱 寸步不移

请你要相信 相信 不放弃
一辈子永远 永远 不分离
未来多艰辛 未来多神秘 我还有你
陪我一起看闪烁天际 那颗星

今天我在这里陪你
寒冬退去春天悄然来临
别犹豫 别着急 该不该坚定
生命中 悄悄地 给我们 一些惊喜

请你要相信 相信 不放弃
一辈子永远 永远 不分离
只要你愿意 只要你珍惜 我不休息
用尽全力将此生的爱 告诉你

别让遗憾成了过去 一道痕迹
别让回忆成了未来 一声叹息
所以我会下定决心 不顾一切
一定要让你更幸福

请你要相信 相信 不放弃
一辈子永远 永远 不分离
只要你愿意 只要你珍惜 我不休息
用尽全力将此生的爱 告诉你
陪我一起看闪烁天际 那颗星

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Note 3 Neo

Okay so I'm gonna blog about my phone which I bought like 4 months ago, it's called Note 3 Neo
I know most of you hasn't heard of it before, you guys might only know Note 3
Well, to be frank, I didn't know about this phone until my previous S3 was stolen in the mall
Then, quickly, I went back home, did some research on what other phone models to buy
Before I came across this model, I wanted to get a Grand 2 then suddenly I saw Note 3 Neo
I was like... Huh? Since when Samsung launched this model?
And I got to know that it's cheaper than Note 3 and slightly bigger than Note 3 in width but not in length
It's cheaper than Note 3 but still expensive since it's over a thousand ringgit
Well, I fell in love with this phone ever since I got it
And to this day, my 4 months old phone is still functioning so well, unlike my S3...
3 months and the whole phone hang like sh*t...
So I decided to delete some unwanted apps but it didn't help
It took such a long time to delete the apps and guess what, the RAM was kinda malfunctioning
And that's why it took a very long time to remove apps
Not only my S3 hanged, the battery usage was soooo high!!
I mean I can't use the phone without a powerbank, the phone can't even last for half a day!!
I have been suffering with this phone for more than a year and finally, thankfully, someone took it!!
Good luck trying to unlock my phone and recover the hanged system

For Note 3 Neo, these things never happened even once
At first I thought all Samsung phones are like this but to my surprise, No.
If you took care of your phone, nothing will happen
And to my other surprise, the Samsung S series are the ones who have problems
And that's why I didn't choose S4 or S5 as my new phone.
They are all the same. I have friends who bought the S series, within few months, there goes the phone.
Note 3 Neo, launched in April, not many people know this model
But I have to say, it's battery really is long lasting and no matter what kinda apps I downloaded, it won't hang
Maybe it will or maybe I spoke too soon
I like this phone so very much and I wanna introduce it to y'all
The battery can last for more than a day if you don't use it or seldom touch it
But for me, I use it for whatsapp, texting, calling but still till night, the battery can still last till maybe 30% left?
Well 30% is better than 5% right? where you have to rush for the powerbank or the charger.
When I was using my S3, I thought my ipod touch 5 lasted longer than samsung phones
But I was wrong, ever since I got this Note 3 Neo, it seems like this phone lasted longer than my ipod!!
What a surprise!!

It hasn't hanged so far even though I downloaded quite a number of apps
Quite smooth and steady.
The only disadvantage I must say is, because it's a new model and not very popular...
You can barely find a phone case for it or a screen protector or any accessories for it.
It's been the 4 month since it was launched and I'm still having trouble finding the correct casing for it
Other that that, everything is fine!
I love it's big screen and it's long lasting battery!
Here are some photos of how the phone actually looked like





Friday, September 26, 2014

F A S H I O N I S T A . D I A R Y

Hey guys so I'm gonna type this post in English
I've been typing too many Chinese posts recently
I'm not trying to cover what I have to say but I just wanna build up my mandarin
So if it's a post which  I think conveying it in English would be best then English would be my choice
Other than that, it's easier for me to convey it in Chinese.
Maybe because the Chinese language has a more vague usage of vocab and grammar in it's language
It's easier to twist a sentence with Chinese hahaha.
Okay stop this talking and we'll move on to the topic of the day.
ANOTHER FASHION SPREEE vs FASHION CONCEPT
I'm kinda like a Fashionista but it's so that I don't have good looks nor do I have a slim body shape
So I'm don't really look that awesomely stunning like the other girls who have good looks and skinny figures
I just look normal and it feel weird when someone randomly tells me "You're pretty"

Although I'm not a good looking person or a skinny figured person
But I love getting Mix and Match outfits, especially those Korean and American inspired outfits
I totally love Korean Stylenandas and American Apparels
And I cannot, CANNOT live wearing the same outfits every week
So I go fashion spree shopping every end of the month
I'll save up money so that I don't overspend and limit my budget for next month (in case of emergencies)
So recently, I went to Berjaya Times Square and Pavilion with one of my good friends
I'm kinda feel like an introvert, I dont like to be alone nor do I like to be in huge groups
But all in all I still like to be alone in comparison with huge groups of people
But hanging out with 2 or 4 person is okay with me.

So first and foremost, Pavilion.
My friend kinda drove me over since we were too lazy to take the KTM
And surprisingly it wasn't jammed up at Jalan Tun Razak when it's supposed to be on Saturdays
So, we went to Tokyo Street, arrived at my all time favorite shop, MIIRA MEW
I'm sure Pavilion shoppers and fashion seekers will know this place, located in Tokyo Street
Every time I come to Pavilion, it's a MUST to enter the shop
Even if I don't buy anything I'll still walk in and try out some outfits, their outfits are way too cool and the price is reasonable!
Imma HUGE fan of Miira Mew!!
I really do hope they have an official Facebook page where I can like and get updated with new clothing
So, went in that day and bought a top printed "WHAT EVER"

I kinda like the material for the cloth and it's fashionable design and color!
If you guys like this, you can get it in that shop but I won't guarantee it'll still be there
There's um, blue, red and grey when I got there. I bought the red one since it suited me most.

Next, headed towards Berjaya Times Square since it's a MUST GO place for me every time I visit Bukit Bintang
Of course the main reason I go to Times Square is because I love the shops there
Especially Honey Bibi Closet and Simple Bean and the little shops in Tiny Taipei
So, whenever I drop by Times Square, Honey Bibi Closet and Simple Bean is a MUST GO clothing store
I really like the other shops but I sadly I don't know their names :(

Here's the link for Honey Bibi Closet, they update their clothes every month > https://www.facebook.com/honeybibiclosetkl

And this is for Simple Bean Boutique
> https://www.facebook.com/pages/Simple-bean-boutique/166422820227109

There's a Room8008 in Tines Square, quite reasonable too but I couldn't find the shop most of the times
> https://www.facebook.com/roomchen

So it's like everytime I enter Honey Bibi Closet, I HAVE to buy something from them
Otherwise, I regret that I came to Times Square, it's just I feel weird not buying something when I'm there
So what I bought? A Celfie crop long sleeve top + a checkered skirt

*Pssst... I love checkered skirts, no matter what color it is...*
All their clothing are so fashionable, really!!

Later on, I headed downstairs to some random RM10 clothing stores
I can't guarantee their qualities are good but somehow I don't really care about low quality stuff
As long as you take are of it properly, everything can be in good shape no matter what price they are
I had a RM9.90 shorts and a RM10 shorts, I bought since last year and the shorts are still in good condition till today
No color faded, no thread lines went loose, no zip problem, basically NOTHING
But then, I bought a RM49.90 shorts and a RM35 shorts from a random shop and oh hell = = the color faded everytime I wash it, and thread came loose everytime I wash it...
So.. price doesn't really matters though.... You just need to keep it well maintained..
So, carrying on, the RM10 clothing store, I bought a Paris printed tee

The material is so soft and comfortable but somehow it was slim fit but I still bought it
Cuz I roughly measured myself and I somehow seem to fit in and I was right
Went back home, tried it on and Voila!! It matched me perfectly!!
I'm guessing the color will fade maybe once or twice since it's black but it's really comfy wearing it

Okay so that's it for my shopping spree in Bukit Bintang since I have to save up money for the rest of this month, so I only limit myself to spend at most RM150 plus food
The rest of the post will be my throwbacks fashionistas
So this pic, is a Glamour polka dot printed tee that I bought at Taiping Sentral's Glamour Boutique

I don't think they have an official facebook page...
And next is this Meow shirt I bought at Amigo Fashion in Autocity

> https://www.facebook.com/AmegoFashion
I think it's a new shop but I'm not sure as well, it's next to Chocolate Passion Chocolate Cafe.
Their clothing are selling at RM25!! Grab them fast when you're at Autocity!!
And the skirt is from Miira Mew from last year, I couldn't find this skirt anymore in Miira Mew.
I liked it really much.

And this pic, I really liked the purple stripped shorts, I bought it from a blogger.

This is the link to the blogger's site
> http://www.melissa1010.com/2013/07/melissa1010com-handpick-2.html?m=1
The quality is quite good and comfortable, fashionable too!!
Really like it sooooooooo much and of course the top, newly bought from Miira Mew hehehe

Okay for your information, I usually shop at H&M, Cotton On, Acewin Boutique, Miira Mew, Honey Bibi Closet, Simple Bean, Two Nine Fashion and Brands Outlet

I think I kinda think that I blogged to much today so erm I'll end here
Bringing you more fashion posts n future, thanks for support!!


Wednesday, September 24, 2014

New life: Degree

新学期,新开始,新生活,新面孔,新导师,新朋友,新同学
我很开心,我进到英语及文学系
我很开心可以跟历史拜别,无须再面对那些琐碎荒谬的事
我很开心,生活开始安定下来,不再像以往那样担心好多事情
也许这就是新生活来临的定义
好多事情,走向前了,别回头,过去的事就当什么都没发生,美好的回忆就尽量忆起它

新学期
新学期,新的挑战,新的课程,新的导师,新的同学
课室和同学的数量逐渐减少
原本60位的同学,现在变成了20位
当然课室也不再是从前那样大的班级了....
几乎每个都是小班,很容易被发现,尤其是上课玩手机和缺席者
我比较喜欢这学期的课程,没有像上一学期那样复杂,不喜欢也要喜欢
这次呢,都是我爱上的希腊文学课,西班牙语眼课等等
导师,也没有我想象中那样 “西方化”,还以为这学期很多 angmor 可是,我错了...
虽然不是每个都 angmor 但他们很和蔼可亲,很亲切
不像上个学期那样,怕这个导师,怕那个导师之类的,这一学期,我很轻松的面对大家

新生活
我搬出去了 ,搬去一间大概有18个人左右居住的一间屋子
里面不算是一间家,更像一个宿舍
虽然住在外面,但这里的床的确比宿舍的还要舒服一百倍!
一躺下去就直接睡到天亮!
现在不像往常那样,很方便的,要吃就有吃,要喝就有喝,要什么有什么
在外面的生活,没有车是有点不行的
上课搭巴士,说方便也方便,说不方便也不方便,赶不上巴士就没得上课了
屋子外面的四周是没有卖吃的,都是要坐车才有吃的
而且水还要自己煲,吃杯面也要煲水。。。。
然后有时候肚子饿了又怕其他人出去了把我一个人丢在家里
在外面的确很不好过,而且很危险

新朋友
新朋友也包括新同学拉
之前我说过,我跟一些人不合,不是表面上不合,而是想法很不合
所以我已经尽力的避免这些人
所以我在等上一个学期的结束来迎接这一新学期
我仍然不知道会有什么样的人,有什么样的面孔
不过我只能说,我看过一些陌生的面孔,不曾认识的人,我看到他们的人为
同班的我也看到几个人的面孔,有的好有的不怎么好
最可怕就是,看穿一个人的内心却无法告诉身边人
有些的脸上挂上了 wa beh song 的字眼,有些就挂着我讨厌他的字眼
我不知道该如何呀,每次我看到一个人的脸,我就已经猜到那人怎么对待身边人
不管人不认识都好,我一定会看到
这样很可怕,我真的不想这样的,但直觉就是直觉,我们无法控制的第六感
它要给你看见什么,自然地就会给你看。。。
所以我要忍受。。。


Tuesday, September 16, 2014

《一生一世》

 



我的天呀~~我终于有机会看《一生一世》啦
主角是:高圆圆女神和谢霆锋男神
这部电影证明给我们看 “一生一世” 是存在的(但都是电影逻辑啦~)
很羡慕生活中的那些青梅竹马,长大后都是甜蜜情侣们
有些人渴望这样的日子,有些人觉得挺无奈的哈哈哈哈
《一生一世》这部电影太。。。爱情唯美化了!
都是我喜欢你,我对方不知道自己到底喜不喜欢你
然后突然就两个在一起
但到最后两位主角没得在一起拉,就有点伤心
我也很想要有 “赵永远和安然”一样的爱情故事
感觉太不一样,不会反胃,不会肉麻,恰好甜蜜的那种
都是从小的青梅竹马,长大后成情侣,深爱对方
可惜,我从小就没有男生的青梅竹马,从小陪着我的人都不懂跑到哪儿去了
我心里虽然锁定了目标,但还是很犹豫
一生一世呢,就要从小培养起,慢慢一年一年累计到以后
一生一世陪伴你,一生一世深爱你。
我特别爱这部电影,因为它感人,而且催泪
我就是那个看完电影哭着走出来的那个哈哈哈哈!




Monday, September 15, 2014

无法忍受你了,扑街!

今天一早起来就心情很糟糕!
我最讨厌的就是,当你很累,很想睡久一点的时候却有人打扰你
这个是我的底线了
更不妙的是,七早八早叫醒我了,只为了出去,Okay 我起给你
我冲凉,我梳洗,冲完之后,突然敲了我的门:“我们不去了...”
其娘之!为什么等我冲完凉了你才跟我讲!你们不去的话可以早点说吗?!
我昨晚又失眠,所以只睡了两个小时!七早八早还得为你们早起,早起了又不要去?!
尤其是那只老鼠,其娘之!昨天问你要不要去,你说随便,结果全家要因你早起
结果早起了你又不要去,你不要去,昨天就要讲不要去而不是随便!!!!
还更糟糕就是,我起来了,不管有多爱睡有多累,起来就是起来了!
就算眼睛有多酸,我也不能再睡下去了!结果搞得身体疲累啊!!!
我心情已经严重糟糕了!!!!只睡两个小时的时候被吵醒,然后得知不去了,王八蛋啊!
这次不飚粗口我不是没脾气的人啊!!!!
我一天的心情就这样被一只老鼠毁了!!!

你知道吗,老鼠!我忍你很久了!
从小我都一直在忍你,尽管被你说出我有多不好,我忍
你发神经乱发脾气的时候,我忍
你要一辆车,我忍,你拿去我不拿
半夜早上玩游戏吵到我,我忍
你没经过我的意见拿我的东西,我忍
你弄坏我的东西,我忍
你的 dota 把整个网速减慢,我忍!
我没得缓冲淘宝网,我忍!!!
结果,最后你怪我说我弄到你网速慢?扑街啊你 = =
爸妈比较疼你,我也要忍
忍忍忍,你知道憋在心里,忍,很辛苦吗?!!
总之我什么都忍,19年了,我忍够了 !!!!!
为什么样样都要忍你?!为什么我要当姐姐?!为什么我是最大的?!
我不敢相信,我竟然被一个脾气不好人逼到自己也那么脾气不好!!!
我也不敢相信,19年了,我竟然活过19年了,在第19年的时候顶不顺了!!!

明明说 waja 给你,银色Myvi我驾
最后为什么 Myvi是你驾?明知道我驾不了 Waja = =
最后搞到我没有车你懂吗?!还要买新的?!!!!!
如果不是你,父母不会再花钱买新车
现在有车很大啊???!!! 蛤??!!!
妈的,如果不是我让你,你今天还有车驾吗?不要kek 到你好像有车很厉害这样
Highway 驾140km 你 sot 的是吗?!结果saman 还不是父母帮你给
KL 那边中一次三百块,Perak那边又中一次,多三百块,总共六百块
钱不是你给的当然你爽啦,驾快快 = =
结果,说车 engine不够快,现在要跟我换车?!你扑街啊!!!!
妈的!起初是你要那辆银色 myvi,我让给你,我不要驾,你驾
现在嫌银色那辆不够快,又再跟我换?!!!你想得美啊!!!!!
是你自己起初提起你要银色那辆的阿!凭什么现在跟我换?!!!
而且整天说我驾车烂,你更烂好吗?!!才出去驾第一次而已就车祸 = =
连 Myvi的前后都给你撞到没有前凸后翘,撞到像个 Smart for Four 的车那样 = = WTF!
你会不会驾车的!!!!auto 车只可以用一只脚踩 break 和油!
你干吗左脚踏 break 右脚踏油???!!!!结果就撞车咯!!!
还敢讲我烂??!!!! 不守规矩的家伙就是如此!!!!
就是因为你这个扑街乱驾车,亲戚才反对我驾车,以为我也跟你一样!!!
你妈的!!!就因为你的一个错误,搞得其他人也把我跟你归类在一起!!!
但幸好父母信任我,所以才买多一辆的!!!!

明知道我比你更需要一辆车,你都不顾人家享受就直接说我要 Myvi
你为什么需要车?!你住在城市!你楼下有giant 有 mydin,周围有这么多店屋!!!
我那边根本就是一个森林,交通又不方便,而且我周围没有一个地方可以走路的!!
都是要驾车才可以到一个点,你这也不通融点吗?!
我周围连吃的都没有,都是要驾车出去才可以吃!!!!
而且这一次我不想把车带下去,我带下去了我妈驾什么车去工作?我爸驾什么吃去弄他的东西?
为什么你那么自私,那么不为别人着想??!!
18岁了,长大了哎哟 = = 不懂还要跟你活多久= =
多希望我是独生女,什么都不用想,只想我自己更好!!!!!
不用为兄弟姐妹操劳,不用那么辛苦去眷顾别人的感受!!!!
我真的受够了!!!!!!!


《最烂学生2》


嗨大家,相信在这时候很多人都睡了吧?
我还起着呢,想你们也猜不出我这么夜还在干嘛对吧哈哈哈!
我在看钟盛忠最新的微电影 《最烂学生2》!
是9月14号(昨日)出炉的啊~
微电影不止好看也很感人甚至主题曲也很好听,很配合这部微电影呀~
首先呢我要说出我对这部《最烂学生2》的感言
盛忠哥哥,我觉得你已经突破自己了!
这一部电影不算差,也不算太好,我最喜欢就是这种微电影了
我也觉得这种电影很值得人民的赞赏,很值得每一位学生去看!
我万万没有想过我会看着看着并留下珍贵的眼泪
我本人是一只很感性的动物,所以从晓玉姐姐开始在医院挣扎的那一幕我真的落下眼泪了
而且越落越起劲,结果落得眼睛红彤彤
这微电影是告诉我们,要珍惜身边人,不管是老师还是敌人也好,喜不喜欢的人也好
别等到失去了身边人才开始说对不起,我后悔,后悔了也没用呀
像王老师这么好的老师,我深信,这世界上是肯定有像王老师那样保护学生的老师
也许有些同学不喜欢老师,不怎么听老师的话
但我认为这种学生应该看一看这新的微电影,也许你们会对老师和身边的同学改观
《最烂学生2》很值得大家去看!
网址在这〉〉〉 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCGqYATwqUA

接着就是他们的主题曲《请你相信》
网址在这〉〉〉http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HJ2qE_kAsA
这一首歌,是一首非常好歌!为什么呢?
这首歌真的好唯美,好感触,简直是感动了我的心
看完了 《最烂学生2》再来听一听这首歌
感觉真的很不同,我是被微电影感动了
所以听着这首歌的时候,我是流着泪去聆听盛忠哥和晓玉姐的歌声和歌词
这首歌写得那么感触,歌词更唯美,简直是一首唱出感情的一首歌
而且,这是唯一一首歌,让我听了第一次而严重爱上它,一直在循环,百听不厌,百听不腻
今天是15号的凌晨3点,这首歌14号出炉,
我已经可以把整首歌唱完并可以在钢琴弹奏旋律了,
简直太惹人喜爱了,一首听不腻的歌永远是一首非常好歌!
加油盛忠哥哥和晓玉姐姐!
期待你们下一首新作品,肯定支持你们哒!
还有10月5号金河广场不见不散啦!

Friday, September 12, 2014

Fashion spreeee....♥

Okay so I'm left with about 5 days so I decided to make a change and go shopping!
Went to Cotton on and H&M recently and Acewin Boutique
Previously I really liked to go window shopping in H&M cuz I didn't that kinda money to buy their outfits
I mean, if that outfit is RM50, in my perception, I can get about 2 to 3 clothing with RM50
Despite the fashion-ness in that outfit, I'm still gonna go for RM50 with 2 to 3 clothing hahaha
Maybe that's how I shop, H&M isn't really expensive for some outfits but still....
I do realized that I can get something more reasonable so that's why I only go there for window shopping
Just take some outfits that I really like, walk in the dressing room and try it on
Oh and not to mention, take a selfie cuz I ain't gonna buy it anyway and I might not see it the next time I return
So that's how I window shop hahahaha!

But yesterday, I felt different.
Decided to go shop in 1st Avenue and the first clothing store I entered was the majestic H&M
Just when I was trying out my first outfit, I got a call from my dad saying that we have to rush back from mum's work!
So I hurriedly tried a black crop tee, OMG this is the first time I fell so in love with a crop tee!
It suited me perfectly!! Although the pattern isn't really stunning or special
So what? I look good in it, it fitted me perfectly and suited my casual style, I'm gonna get it!!
But then my mind was like.. Urgh, H&M crop tee aint gonna be that cheap though
And then I took a bet and looked at the price
What a relief to see that it only costed RM29!! HAHAHAHAHA!!

So, without feeling hesitated to try the other outfits, I quickly rushed to the counter for payment
I WAS LIKE ON TOP OF THE WORLD, FELT SO HAPPY I BOUGHT A H&M SHIRT HAHAHA!
Like finally getting a suitable crop tee in H&M is like a dream come true!! HAHAHAHA
So I went back home, tried it on a few times
Not to say that I'm feeling very pleased with myself but I really like the crop tee!!
So here are some pictures of the crop tee, I kinda mix and matched it with shorts and skirts
And to be frank, it really is a very fashionable crop tee, can match it with anything hahahaha!!

Top and Bottom both from H&M but only bought the crop tee recently
Inspired American flag stripped from Cotton On

Stripped skirt from Acewin Boutique
The new crop tee looks awesome with it's casual style with shorts and skirts right?
That's the beauty of this crop tee hahahaha
And also, to fit in the topic of fashion spree, I present you my most satisfied mix and match fashion ever *claps*
Casual Mango printed tee from Mango store (obviously)
Studded shorts from Two Nine (Sunway Carnival Mall)

N。21 floral crop tee from Honey Bibi Closet (Berjaya Times Square)
Studded dip dyed shorts from Forever 21

N。21 floral crop top from Honey Bibi Closet (Berjaya Times Square)
Vintage floral shorts from a random shop in Berjaya Times Square

Agnes B. printed tee from Agnes B.
Distressed shorts from Cotton On.

GAP printed tee from Honey Bibi Closet (Berjaya Times Square)
American Flag from a random online shop

So these are my mix and matches, it's not really that perfect but I really love wearing these in my daily life
Casual, simple and not gaining too much attention
I just simply love Word Printed tops, like: Mango, GAP, Agnes B etc.
Love the causal style, not too complicated and not too harsh on fashion style
I really love to snap OOTD and Mix and Match photos
I upload them on We Heart it app
But in order to create Mix and Match photos, you gotta be determined
Your determination is you inspiration hahahaha! So good luck!
I got tired after arranging all clothing nicely argh.... Those simple but tired work to get nice pics!
Here's my We Heart It ID, you guys can follow me or re-heart my photos if you like them okay?
The mix and match photos are in the album called : Mix ☆ Match ψ Fashion  
On We Heart it, there's no rule about copyright, it's all about sharing is caring!
If you like my photos or my editing styles, re-heart them on to your We Heart It! No worries!!
Have fun! I really do hope I give you some inspirations on dressin up for the day!













加油茹初见!

好呗,今天星期五了,本小姐即将重新回到了森林迎接新一学期的挑战!
这一学期不再是比之前轻松了,而是战争的开始!
什么样的战争?就是,争取考上英国的战争!
考上英国,不是每个人渴望到的一个学位
要去英国?不容易也不得易。
条件:要考获前十名、全期总平均得至少75%或以上、成绩分数要稳定
这一次是来真的,不能只靠 “有钱 富有” 就能去,而是靠优秀的成绩
到底这一学期,我做得到吗?
这一学期对我非常重要,因为下一学期就是交换生到外交流的一个学期
如果错过了这次的机会,恐怕再也没了,我的梦想也泡汤了!
人生中就这么只有一次,哪怕这一次错失黄金时机,我真的会遗憾
我一向来成绩不怎么理想也不怎么优秀,考获前十名就像在日新考全级前十名那样
真的有应得的压力,沉重得很。
如果,我这一学期,成绩突飞猛进,优秀杰出...
我不但有的去英国还可以申请半年到 中国 浙江 宁波深造、半年 英国 诺丁汉深学
其实这才是我要的梦想,半年中国半年英国
但这一切都只是幻想,就算我成绩再怎么好,我觉得我应该拿不到半年中国半年英国的位子了,最多也只能一年英国
就这么一次努力,我行吗?就这么一次圆满我的梦想,我可以吗?
我入这间大学的原因是因为,这所学院是英国鼎鼎大名的大学,也是可以到英国交流
这就是我进入这所大学最大的原因
如果我没得去英国,岂不是很浪费我的时间?我的目的就是考上英国!
不得不认真了这次!
也不能一直给自己增添压力,努力得够!也要玩得够!课外活动也要杰出!不可落后!
加油 杰尼斯!你可以的!你可以在大学时期,最难关的时候突破历史以来最好的成绩,靠自己啦!
前十名,看似遥远,但如果不努力就一定得不到!所以我要发奋尝试!
 

Thursday, September 4, 2014

#RIPEunB #PrayForLadiesCode #StayStrongLadiesCode

最近太多事情发生了,2014年真的那么不吉利吗?
最令我遗憾的是 Ladies Code遇上了超可怕的 车祸
夺走了其中一位成员的命—— EunB
五名成员中其两名情况不妙,还在医院拯救着
请大家,不管知不知道他们,喜不喜欢他们,有没有听过他们的歌曲
都一起双手合起来为他们祈祷
他们虽然是去年加进来的新人,但我很喜欢他们的音乐
我最喜欢听他们的 “漂亮漂亮 Yeppeo Yeppeo” 和 “So Wonderful”
没想到事情太突发了,其中一位成员就离世了
而且,昨日刚好是 Ladies Code 成员 SoJung 的生日
SoJung目前在今年生日带着生命往医院跑,而EunB就在 SoJung 的生日过世
这个太残忍了.........
#RIPEunB #StayStrongLadiesCode #PrayForLadiesCode


过往;现今

其实,
你不问,我不说,这是距离
我不找你,你不找我,这是疏远
很多事情,不是靠肉眼就看得出一切
难道你可以看透一个人的想法或是做法吗?

逐渐地发现,时间是我们的侦探
随着日子的增长,随着年龄的岁月蹉跎
时间真的让我们看清了好多未知的事情;
时间时坏时聪明,他知道一旦让你看清些不愉快的事
他就立刻使用它的魔法为你冲淡一切
让你从中忘怀、忘掉所有的不愉快
让你在未来的日子过着更安定的心情,再也不敢欺负你了。

这是我一直告诉自己的事实
但有时呢,我说的并非准确
我不是上帝,也不是谷歌,我不是万能的
我一直怀疑,时间真的可以冲淡一切吗?
四年了,你还是这个样子。
四年了,你变得不多。
四年了,你开始怀疑身边人物。
四年了,你还是记仇。

当年,我可天真了,那时还小,懂的也不多
身为聪明的你,眼睛应该看得出我年龄不大
小孩子,还未中学毕业,能做的又多少?
我承认我以前真的很贪玩,而且很喜欢冒险也喜欢查事物
人家深称我是 “小侦探”,一点东西就可查得水落石出
就算是表面掩饰着,你的内心也藏不了多少。
当时我贪玩,害我自己被骂,小孩子,不懂事,被骂了就愧疚了
可是你,仍然把我当成四年前的我,为什么?

四年了,我改变可真多
我不比以前贪玩了,事事都以真为物
我认真的时候,你却把我当个玩笑看待
我尝试了严肃我自己,身边人还以为我开玩笑
我不比以前爱笑,也不比以前爱哭,不哭不笑,平衡得了
我比以前更寂寞,更珍惜身边人,更爱护在乎我的人,更保护懂我的人
更心疼我爱的每个人,更维护我心中的那些人
可惜,往事无法随风而去
不管我再怎么努力,你也放个盲眼,什么都没看见

你曾说过,珍惜拥有
我完全看不出你对我的珍惜
也许我有天我该放弃你,什么都不理会,但我不能。。。
因为你是我在乎的人,也是我心疼的人,你更应该受保护
从前的你,对我有说有笑;现今的你,对我加谨严肃
我到底做了什么对不起你的事?
眼中钉就是眼中钉,无论做了什么好事,你也当看不见听不见
原谅你,我可以。
也许表面上你表示无语、面无表情,也许你心底还有个我
你只是表面上不珍惜,心里珍惜。

我也许这一生不会是你心中的某某重要的一个人
地位,更不可能
但,别无遗憾,我能做的就这么多
你看不看见、听不听见、装傻、扮盲也好
我尝试了,我不会后悔,我心里有数,成果会是怎的。

多想所有的后悔,睁开眼只是梦一回
千言万语,都化成不说谎的泪。
总之,你的健康是我不变的心愿。