Tuesday, January 17, 2017

#Throwback:H&M Flash Deals!

Hey guys, so I'm going to direct this post in English, well, mainly cuz I'm pretty lazy to type it in Mandarin, so yeah... And, yes, I'm sure most of you have heard of the crazy H&M flash deals going on last year, preferably end of year. You can see most of the social media sharing this crazy sales form as low as RM10, well they weren't joking cuz I bought my friend a pair of jeans which only costed RM10, yes you haven't seen it wrongly, IT'S RM10 FOR A PAIR OF JEANS! Apart from that, most of the sweaters are ranged from RM40, when the original price was suppose to be more than that, so I consider it as treasure price for me. Well, without further ado, I'm going to be sharing the clothes I bought during the flash sales and altogether, it didn't really cost much, in comparison with the normal H&M price range that is, so I'm quite satisfied with every piece I bought.



First off, this 'Living for the weekend' sweater, although it's not the best seller sweater but I've seen the original price, definitely more than it ever cost. Well since, it's only 39.90, I gave a go at getting this sweater at an affordable price. I've been eyeing on this sweater for quite some time, hoping that the price will decrease cuz the original one was way off my budget (I can't afford to buy expensive clothing unless it's really worth it), since this discounted price was just RM39.90, why not? It had this tumblr-ish feel on it and it's partially worn like a mini hoodie dress but still it shines the apparel part of the clothing on you! Well, you can wear a super short shorts under it to make it look more fashionable. I actually wore shorts underneath it but it didn't show so it's quite successful haha! You can still wear it with shorts, tucked inside it, but because it's an oversize thingy, I suggest you to just let it be in its natural form cuz usually tucked oversize seems abit weird if you can't get the hang of it.


Next, is this turtle neck long sweater, similar to the top but this looked more like a dress. The material is quite thick, only thing about it is that, it's pretty hot if you wear under Malaysian weather. Not only that, because it's a turtle neck top, not every girl can get hold of this kinda design though. I actually looked ugly but I insisted on buying this since it's already on discounted price, RM39.90. I guess for countries with Fall or Autumn, this sweater goes really well with the slightly cold temperature. 



Similar wordings as the above sweater, 'Latte and Love', I kinda like the caption of both sweater and tank top so I decided to buy both types of clothing with the same caption yoh! If you're looking for a lose fit tank top and not the slim fit kinda thing with comfy material, well this is the tank top you should get! I haven't worn this before but the material gives you a comfy fit to the Malaysian weather since it's really hot and humid. The disadvantage side of this tank top is that, the material is pretty thin with lose fit, so I suggest to not get a size bigger than your usual wear cuz it can see through from the armpit sector, unless you know how to bare with clothing like this or you wanna be fashionable, cuz most of the tank tops can see through from the sides. I kinda like this tank top which actually priced at RM25 before but now, I've saw this in H&M quite recent like after the flash sales, oh wow, the price went back to RM49.90. (slightly not worth the price though)



 Another worthy piece from H&M would be this, purple off shoulder longsleeve. I actually liked the material since it's slightly more to a thinner knitwear kinda material but it's comfy and it's not warm or hot when you wear it, so you can just worry free and wear it for your outings! This top comes in three different colors (or more), Black, Grey and Purple I guess, or maybe there's white, but I haven't come across it yet. This material is kinda slim fit which sticks to your body shape so I decided to get a M size for myself, cuz I didn't wanna look so bloated up with the usual S size, and yeah I wanted to get black since black color has the magic to make you look thinner and yet I chose purple cuz it's not a mainstream color and I don't have this color in my closet just yet. Well, all I could say is, I really like this top and I'm gonna wear this quite often as it matches my style with shorts or a black mini dress.


 Coming up, this red cropped top for Chinese New Year! Yeah, bought this at a discounted price cuz the normal price for this was slightly overrated for this kinda material. Well, this top is actually cropped but I decided it's length can be tucked in the shorts. For material wise, it's slightly thin, and if you try to pull it just to tuck it in your shorts, it can slightly see through, so I decided to get a size bigger so that I have enough cloth to tuck in, although it's a crop top but cuz I have a super short body figure, even XS seemed slightly long for me but can't tuck it in cuz the cloth kept coming out of the shorts so I decided to get S size which I have more cloth to tuck in. The cloth is comfy and light but you have bare with the thinner side of this top yeah.




Again, another sweater, well this is not my sweater cuz I bought this for my boyfriend to wear. It's actually not grey or brown color but something like army green plus olive plus brown kinda color, I find it unique and bought it for my boyfie, I hope he likes it hehe. Well, I bought this at the men's section, also with flash deals, kinda forgot how much it costs, but it's comfy for sure! Worth the price paid. Although it's from the men's sector, but it looks okay on me hahahaha well, now very heng boyfriend oversize tops right? Yeah, that's the feel I get when I wore this although I look like a penguin. 


Well, not relating to H&M flash deals, I still feel like sharing my overliking towards Forever 21's camis! Although it's not that cheap for a simple cami, but still the colors really attract me !


I know I'm utterly crazy over special colors and that's why I bought 2 uncommon colors, But due to the filters I've added on the pictures, it made it look different than the usual color. The first cami was actually army green color and the second one is charcoal grey, but after the filters, the second one looked like my boyfriend's sweater color right? But no. They're both totally different colors. After my search for H&M flash deals, I decided to hang around Forever 21 since thy have sales too and what caught my eye were the camis! The comfy and special colored camis! They're kind slim fit and a little low V, but it fitted me well, and yes I'm lovin the colors oooh!! Well not to mention, the shorts I'm wearing with the camis is also from Forever 21 haha! It's dark blue with discounted price too! I'm so lucky to get my size at the pile of discounted shorts sector, booyah! I was hesitated between buying camis and the shorts, in the end I bought all 3 and it didn't cost me much and I'm so happy!



Well, I guess that's it for my fashion blog today, I just hope every piece of clothing fits me well til the very end of my semester yeah, and, I'm going to stop myself from buying anymore summer clothing and just focus more on autumn and winter wear cuz I might be going to New Zealand some what this year for work after graduate. I hope to get nice winter clothing from Uniqlo I guess! Thy have really nice winter clothing there like bomber jackets and all with special colors! But yeah they're bit costly for me to purchase them right now since I'm pretty much outta cash. I'll definitely save up to buy my dream winter coat, I hope. But, for now, I will end my post hehe. 




Sunday, January 15, 2017

2017 年,开跑咯!

2017年的开始,对我来说不是一个特别顺利的开始
第一,堕落太久以后,Assignment 差点来不及做完,考试也没准备的好
很怕这次又在 Fail,也很怕考试会不及格,但一切都是自己的该死的
但我真的感谢我最亲爱的男朋友,虽然有时差,虽然在异地,但还是会陪我一起努力
就是,会在跟我 Video Call 的当儿,鼓励我,激励我
还帮我检查 Assignment 陪我分担这个那个,帮我做 Referencing
你真的是个非常好人欸,你是一个读 Nutrition 的人可是会帮我这个读语文的人 check 功课
太棒了!而且没做过 MHRA referencing 也能照着 type 给我,我真的,omg 感动屎了!
谢谢你那几天的陪伴,真的是最温暖的陪伴,身在远方也懂得陪我,感激不尽
真的,很愧疚你为了我牺牲了好多时间,尤其是睡眠,一直早醒为我加油打气的
看到你的付出和贡献,我深感抱歉,请你好好休息吧
虽然,当中因为压力而对你发了脾气,但你都没在意,一直当我是因压力而发泄的
对不起啦,真的不是故意的,谢谢你的体谅..

后来就在考试期间,满怀压力的时候,我最爱的亲人去世了
那个时候对我打击算大又不算大,因为她这个人,植物人很久了,或许,是时候了
一开始的时候,发生在两年前,她打着太极忽然晕了过去
没想到这一晕就这样昏迷了好久,大约一年后,终于醒来了
但因为脑细胞几乎没了,她..... 失忆了.... 已经忘了身边所有的人事物....
连我这个亲手养了好几十年的宝贝也给忘了... 那个时候对我打击真的很大
但没想到,原本几个月,甚至几天的寿命,可以耐到一年多,已经很不错了
她的离世,其实一开始我会觉得很伤心,后来我觉得很欣慰,她可以安心的走了
这个人呢,在我两个月大的时候,开始把我接进了她的郑家
就这样,养着养着,我也变成她们家里的一份子了
从一个宝宝,到幼儿园毕业,到小学毕业,到中学毕业...
只能说,我的童年,我的岁月里,我的青春里,因你的陪伴而精彩

小时候,父母因工作而把我放在你的家,吃的喝的拉的住的也都是你的家
甚至被父母骂的时候,第一个打的电话都是给你,然后在电话里哭哭啼啼的
然后,你家里有好多只毛孩儿,都是陪着我长大的毛朋友,都很爱惜我的毛亲人
想起以前在你家的那些欢乐日子,我也想要时间倒退,回到那些日子
喝着你做的冻柠檬茶,还有鸡汤,还有面,真的很好吃!
想起以前会在你的家,无歌词无旋律的唱起自己的创曲,跳着自己想跳的舞
模仿电视里的广播员,天气报告员,还有闽南剧里的夸张剧情
偶尔看着卡通台的时候,你会告诉我,等下几点几点给你看你的戏之类的
真的,一切都是美好的回忆....
没想到,就这样在这么的一瞬间,在那么一次的晕倒,那么一次的昏迷
从昏倒至昏迷至植物人的状况,突然变成了一具冰冷的遗体
在棺材里笑得如此得安详,看到你躺着的那一丝微笑,我也觉得你很安详的走了
可能之前放不下某些事情,所以选择不这么快走,现在,放下了心头,你终于安详的离去
你在世选的照片,挂在棺材前,真的好漂亮,当我上前去看你的时候,仿佛照片里的你在看着我
我不敢相信,一个曾经那么爱我,那么保护我的你,就这样躺在我面前的棺材里
毫无病痛的折磨,毫无挣扎的痕迹,一笑而过的走了

我也没想到,到了你的家,那个时候,你的儿女在为你祷告
而我和父母却挤到一个角落去,然后突然有两个长得很像你的女人坐在我面前
第一句问的是:请问你是不是 Janice?我很吓到竟然还有人会认识我?
原来他们都是你的妹妹,来找你的时候会见到我的亲戚
后来就因为这样,变成全场的人都认得我,也记得我
大多数的人都说:哎哟,以前看到你的时候很小咯~ 现在长大了!
要不然就是会问我:你记不记得我是谁,你记得你见过我吗?
后来才知道,原来全场来的嘉宾都是,认识我的人.... 原来我在郑家也很有名吧.....
原来大家都还记得,你以前有照顾个小女孩,名叫 Janice 的,原来我是你家的小红人啊
但也因为你对我满满的宠爱,满满的溺爱,所以大家才会认得我呢

我就在你身边,默默地看着你,无助地看着你,就像是我想告诉你好多事情
我想说我找到一个可以爱我的男人,一个可以保护我的人,我找到了真心的朋友
好学了很多乐器,未来得及给你表演你就走了,就这样,脑海中闪出我们俩之间的回忆...

还记得那天吗?你从幼儿园接我回家,我一直在唱大长今的歌
一路上雀跃地唱着,连自己都不知道在唱什么,当我们经过陌生人身边,你给了对方尴尬的微笑
还记得那天吗?我不小心吧笛子敲到万万(斑点狗)的头上,真的很大声的磕到
还记得那天吗?你的邻居时常在后门找你,而我看见了你的朋友都会喊:Aunty 阿妮找你咯!
还记得那天吗?我坐着你的摇篮椅上吃着零食看着卡通?
还记得那天吗?你带我出去吃好料,还带我逛街,偶尔会买芭比娃娃给我
还记得那天吗?你把一只玩具熊送给了我,我至今还把它收着不舍得丢呢
还记得那天吗?你女儿穿不上的衣服都会让给我穿
甚至还有好多好多的回忆,在天国的你,你还记得吗?那全是我们的点点滴滴

没想到这些点滴就在你昏迷的时候结束了,我们再也没有任何的接触
而我也特别后悔为什么不在你醒来的时候托着妈妈一起去医疗院陪你
为什么我会有那种去医疗院看你会吓着你的心态
若当初没怀着这种无聊的心情,也许不会在你走前有任何的遗憾
我后悔了,对不起.... 但愿我们这段感情可以维持到以后,也请你来向我报梦...好么?
我想如果现在遗体可以说话,我想你应该有很多话也想对我说的吧?
我会好好地活下去,我会一直记住你这个好人
很可惜,在我还未到达报答你的年龄时,你走了...
而我找不到我们任何一张合照,我想,这真的是一件很遗憾的事情吧...
无论如何,时间一去就是不回头,不管有多少的抱怨和遗憾,都往事随风了吧....
只能说,要有孝心,就要趁早发挥它,别等到最后走了才来后悔莫及
安息吧,我亲爱的保姆 Aunty Teh,我们来世会再相遇的,相信我们缘分未尽!
2017年,刚开始你就给我压力了,接下来的日子让我顺利好么?
顺利给我及格,顺利给我多点钱,顺利让我去宁波,顺利让我毕业,顺利让我陪我的杰宝
............................. 好么 ..........................................



Sunday, January 1, 2017

2016 再见 | 2017 你好

2016年,对我来说不算是一个特别的一年
没有 exchange program 没有出国,见到的明星也比较少(姐懒惰追了)
身边的朋友不是到UK交换,就是毕业了,只剩下孤零零的我
比较特别的是,2016年我在我生日那个月份找到男朋友啦!感谢主聆听我的祷告!
还有就是,一千零一夜的 Tri Campus Arts Festival(那也算是交流吧)
但因为是在马来西亚分校举办的,所以也没得出国哈哈哈哈
好在,可以交更多的朋友,一起学新的东西,一起演奏
然而,Tri Campus 后,也和男友一起跑去云顶 Paktor,隔天就回来了
真的好棒啊,一起牵着手,吹着冷冷的风,一起逛着街,幸福感满满的!
而今年的生日,虽然没什么特别,但我有礼物收欸!
好友大便穹竟然买了我喜欢吃的巧克力蛋糕,而雪盁买了香水给我,感恩!
男朋友虽然没什么送东西给我,但他亲自弄了生日卡片,还演奏了生日歌给我呢!
真的好特别好特别好特别!谢谢鼻~  
生日后就跑去 Penang Anime Matsuri 见 LiSA!真的超兴奋的吖!
还有暑假的时候在 Autocity 见到 Janice 阎奕格啦!
暑假的时候也因为远距离,无法见到鼻,所以也办了个 Daytrip 去找他
再多一个月就一起去 Alor Setar 还有 Langkawi  
Langkawi 后的那一晚就住在男友家哈哈哈哈还接的我睡的那张床超舒服的!

接着,七月尾就参加了男朋友的毕业典礼,自己一个人搭飞机过去看他
然后因为我是早几天到所以就在大便穷家里呆几天,顺便拍闺密照(感谢宏立的帮忙)
7月23日,我男朋友正式毕业啦!顶着忐忑的心情到 PICC 见他
那一次还要跟他一起回到 campus,然后跟他一起住,嘻嘻!
回味起哪天的浪漫,真想回到那一天,让时间停顿在那一刻
好喜欢他来电脑室找我的时候那种满满爱意的眼神看着我
然后吃晚餐的时候一直狂摸我的手还喂我吃了呢,好棒呀!(手被摸得好温柔呀)
今年 Pokemon Go 也开始了,他的出现让我和弟弟的感情稍微加深了点,真的感恩!
刚好男朋友也有同样的喜好,就是玩 Pokemon Go,所以我们也有同样的话题
再来就是,男朋友愿意陪我一起玩 Tsum Tsum 啦!还一直发 Hearts 给我呢!感动~
也很谢谢你,不管怎样都一直买礼物送我,对不起让你破费了,我以后不会亏待你的!
再来就是原本要去看 Bigbang 和宋智孝,结果错过了,白费了一趟,啥也没看见

十一月就音乐会了,哈哈哈哈哈终于圆满了我的华乐生活,我的最后一场音乐会
很开心可以在大学成为华乐的一份子,重新学过一种乐器,考验真的非一般的大
但我还是成功了,这次音乐会也是我最满意的一次了,以后我也会加油的!
音乐会后,男友又来看我了,连续一个星期的陪着我,怕我孤单怕我哭哈哈哈哈
然后那一次我们还去了 Port Dickson 一日游,真的真的好开心啊!我们的第三次小旅游~
在上面也提到,没见到 Bigbang 和宋智孝没关系,至少见到了 Bii 毕书尽吖!真的好帅!
后来就踏入年尾了,男朋友就在11月27日那天晚上飞往纽西兰继续他的修学
但还没飞的那一天,他也来Kajang 找我和其他朋友聚餐,那一刻起,心情超低落的
没想到这一天这么快就到了,还要面对异地恋和时差
但说真的,习惯了时差后,真的没有想象中的那样差,因为男友还愿意抽空时间陪我聊天
而且尽管异地恋了,我真的很骄傲有个 PHD 那朋友,以后毕业了,他就是 Dr. Lim 了啦!
好消息在于跟父母和家人公开了我的恋情后,所有的一切都松了一口气
我还很快地提起说要跟随男友到纽西兰一起生活,一起工作,没想到父母也支持我去
我们就打算我今年毕业后,就跟男朋友去了,所以从今天算起,还剩大概7个月的时间
但这一切只要是计划失败了,就可能需要延迟我的行程啦,我都不知道能偶毕业得了呢
但现在就得做出好多的准备,准备冬天的衣服,秋天的服侍之类的
就因为要出国,所以就减少买夏季的衣服了,虽然有好多都很漂亮但我必须忍住!
还有就是,纽西兰那里的淘宝代购没马来西亚的那样发达
最后还是决定在马来西亚买完想买的东西,不管是不是实用的,只要是未来有用处就买!
纽西兰就算有淘宝代购,邮费真的好贵好贵的吖!所以,马来西亚买下是最好的选择,呵呵

2017年已降临,自己来了一岁,也发现自己即将踏入毕业季,还有一个sem就毕业了
虽然有点不舍,但因为即将要和男友出国工作,就显得有些兴奋!
可能是因为,我不太喜欢我现在的大学生活.... 
我一直以为大学都是一大班朋友一起上课,一起做事情之类的
但目前为止我都是一个人.... 现在有了男友后虽然没有以前的孤独,但他都不在我身边呀
我以为会继续做朋友的,到最后也没啥理会我,就一直在换朋友圈子,寻找一个适合自己的
至今,真的融入不下任何一组人... 但好在华乐里增加了二胡组,还有 mussoc 也有新朋友
我非常感恩你们的出现,真的增添了好多色彩,一直陪我聊天,陪我用餐也是你们,感恩!
但我以前的朋友也怎么理会我了,的确是有点伤心
然而,每次回到槟城的时候都忐忐忑忑的,原因是,可能我逐渐失去了在家乡的朋友
连聚会的时候也没人等我回来了才聚餐的那种悲伤,但我会忍着,这只是一个考验
每次回来槟城,想逛街,也不知道要找谁一起,大家忙着的时候,我竟然放假了
但我觉得2016年过去了,我的2017年就不会那么单调了,希望如此吧
希望我可以顺利地毕业,顺利地在我最后一年的大学季里交更多的朋友
最好是找到真心的朋友,我真的不需要虚假又不理会我的朋友了,善哉!

New Year Resolutions

CCMO 音乐会顺利(最后一场管乐音乐会了
2017年 Tri Campus Art Festival(这一次去宁波分校啦
七月尾毕业(希望可以顺利
New Zealand Life (跟男朋友一起

2017年,我准备迎接你了!