A bit scared and a bit sad..

Well the scared thing is

the sound of the motorcycles outside our school

with a gang of people

that really freaked me out

everyrone went out to see the situation

it was quite crowded there

but luckily one of our teachers managed to calm the situation down

but i gotta feeling it will rise again after some time

as the chinese proverb say : 野火烧不尽，春风吹又生。

it means that once a thing has stopped

it will risen again after sometime

so im guessing,

just guessing it might happen

i dont want to have a rotten-mouth

so i hope it will not occur again

sad thing is...

i heard her story

remember the HER i mentioned a few posts ago

well i really heard her story

through a good friend of mine

i heard that she overcomed her operation feelings

she only had 40% to live on

till she met a student of hers

her student gave her faith in recovering and healing

the students doctor put all his own trust in the operation

and wow it succeed!

i was so glad!!!

thank goodness!!!!

we must appreciate all things!

thank you thank you!!!

Sick Again...

Lolz...

I have been sick almost 5 -6 times this year

what has happenend to me?

why am i sick for so many times?

is it because my white blood cell has become less?

or is it there are virus in my body now?

as usual,

i was absent in school today

wasnt well, under the weather..

so now have to take care of myself

i was suppose to act in a drama from my lisan today

but because i was sick,

the teacher have to postpone it to another day

im sorry ya guys~

even if i went for the drama,

i was unfit to memorize the script

so it wasnt any use if i went to school right?

haiz..gotta run~

have to finish off my Chinese Literature homework

teacher is hollering us to complete it..

buh bye~ x(

and...Last but not least

Hope i get well soon :)

Its not fair!! insufferable moments!!

I was so excited today

that the night before this day i could close my eyes

even for a minute nor a second!

i was on cloud 9!!

and then the next day..

its here!

the day is here!

Monday is here!

after i reached school

i imemediately went to see her

Yes!! She is back!!

i was so elated and when i pass by her

she waved at me!

i cant believe it!

she actually still remembers me!

and my heart was pouncing

wondering who will be my next BC partner

so i searched for the answer

and searched and searched

until someone said

not changing..

i was so shocked!

so i went and find HER

she said not partnering my class

i was so DOWN IN THE DUMPS at that moment

i was gonna cry out loud!

i was praying hard every night

that one day she will take over my class

but then she...

made me sad...

its not fair!

she is suppose to partner my class

and then another news shocked me

they are only changing it after the finals!

lolz!

i will prove that i can do better!

i will!

haiz..im still crying...

even if im ont crying out loud

my heart still cries...

i wonder when she will accept my friend request...

who knows?

Today Peh-Chek-ing

Today went to school as usual
nothing special
but after assembly
all the senseis' acted weirdly
they all came and scold me
some even scolded the wrong person
without further ado
they did not apologize
nevermind
i realised that many senseis' are eyeing on me
i dont know why
but i feel like im being watched by somebody
except i dont know that person
i think 4 of them are treating me like no other student
and one more thing that worries me is
next week
someone is back in the school
and then maybe she might hear my news in the office
and then she is gonna holler at me like last year
i dont want her to holler at me
she's scary
but one more good thing
i get to have a good teacher to encourage me to study!
cool aint?
hehe~ im in IT class now
gotta run now~

--♥--That Girl Is Me?~~♥~~Yes! That Girl Was Me -.-

My name is Janice.

Nickname : Hell Girl

Codename : Jan

Imma 16-year-old girl

A taurus babe

Currently Studying in Jit Sin High School..

Woah WoAh WoaH WOAH!!!!

i dont need to introduce myself anymore right?

as you can see...

JSHS is my current school

a school haunted with many bright students

except a student named Jan.

Well,

she was in the first class when she was 13.

but it was not streaming..

she was just put in that class by coincidence

that girl,she had an average grade during elementary school

but now in secondary...

her results dropped tremendously!

so during her form 2 and form 3 years

she lived in darkness

no one to break the dark and rescue her to the light

until the year 2010

she knew she met someone special

that changed her life forever

it was her...

everyone in school adored her

except some

many appreciate her thoughfulness

except some

after she knew she was the right person who could change her life

she began to admire her

this particular person gave her hope

and in the end

she got several A's in her PMR

and of course including that subject

that subject,that changed Jan forever.

she instantly fell in love with that subject

and wanted to thank hat particular person properly

but she didnt have that chance

2011,

Jan wished to see her in class

but instead she did not appear in her class

Jan saw her but after a while,

she dissapeared and never return to school for almost 3 months half

but SHE is coming back next week

and most shockingly

Jan will be able to see her once more~

Jan is happy

Her 2nd clss test just ended few days ago

she did not do well in some subjects

and she failed THAT subject she fell in love with

she wanted to gave up in it

but someone else...special told her not to

so Jan started to study that subject all over again to excel in it next time

and Jan thought about HER...

she doesnt want to be a burden to HER

so she made a goal-list for her finals,which is coming soon in September

which include the following facts she is gonna fulfill..

1. Get 100% in her xx subject

2. Pass all her subjects,especially the major ones

3. study hard starting now

4. concentrate more in her studies

this is what she will do

so that she will excel more and overcome all feelings for the 2nd class test

and in the end i found out that..

that girl was me T.T

Pia Finals now!!!

now...

i know the 2nd class test just ended

but i have to continue and study further and

catch up with my studies!

i know many subjects in my 2nd class test is boring

and i failed mostly of them

but im not gonna fail most of them in the finals!

i cant bear to see my marks all red and everyone beating me up

if possible,

i wanna get the highest in xx subject in my whole form

i know that's im possible

but as the saying goes...

impossible will become im possible at the end if you work hard

yes i believe in that

so that's why now im starting to open up my books

and willing to sit down there for a few hours or so

and read and read and read....

my finals is 80%

others is only 50% as usual

so that's another reason i wanna study now

or never =.=

buh bye...gonna miss my bloggie again T,T

im doing graph now

accompanying my worst-off enemy MATHS!

i hate you!

can you dont be so difficult for me?

its hard for me to understand what you are trying to say to me

and im struggling to fathom what u have to say

can you dont always be so mean to me

i have phobia in maths

so i have to stay away as far as possible from you

but my exams wont allow me to do so

i got no other chances

i have keep on staying with you

accompany you till the very end!

haiz..aiksss....>,<

gotta go now!

its terrifying!

horrifying!

GRAPH!!!!!