Ridiculous!!

Recently I saw some heartbreaking scenes about lovers..
Gosh they really made me shed pails of tears
but I dont know whether those stories were true or not but they were heartbreaking

Some are like,

I've been paying my girlfriend's phone bills for 6 months and she passed away 6 months ago.
I called her mobile just to hear her voice on the voicemail.

Or some are like,

We were meant to fulfill our dreams and travel to Hawaii but in the end, she left with another guy and went to Hawaii together, instead of me.

I mean I can feel how harsh it is to lose someone you love or let go of someone you truly love.
Likewise, I feel ashamed of those people who steals their friend's girl/boyfriend.
I mean it's like, why do you wanna steal him/her?
He and she can be forever and always, they are meant to be together
and out of a sudden, this LITTLE THREE comes out and spoils every moment
Is It fun? ruining people's life?

The worst part is... He/ she already knows that both of you ARE going to be together
and this HE/SHE just snatches this piece of love life from you = =
Oh gosh how I dislike these kind of person
You now that they are meant to be together in future, you are jealous and snatches that bit

My My, are you really that almighty??
Aren't there any other people in this world that really can suit you in your life?
Does it have to be the same target as your friend?
You should be happy for your friend that they can both live with happiness
and not ruin their lives!! SHAME ON YOU!!
It's not right judging these situations but i truly despise people like this.

Get your own life!!!

明知道她喜欢他，为什么你还执着要破坏人家的恋情？！

Mother's Day special?

Okay erm It's Mother's Day today!! YAY!!
Well, It's like I have so many mothers in this world (different kinds of course)
Okay so there's my BLOOD-RELATED mum, Adelaide Mum, Foster mum, God mum and Half mum -_-
Dont ask me what does God mum and Half mum means *damn lazy to explain*
Okay so here's to my BLOOD-RELATED mum =')
Dear mum, thanks for everything throughout these 18 years =')
I appreciate every moment with you and treasure every bits and pieces of our life

Thank you for loving me all these while and thank you for being tolerant to my behaviour
Thank you for the education and the music life
Thank you for the books that guided me through every moment of my needs
Thank you for all the overloaded costly tuitions that guided me to the right pathway
Thank you for every instrument you bought me
Thank you for bringing me overseas and experience the different cultures of the world
Thank you for allowing me to participate in the student exchange program
Thank you for bringing me out for movies
Thanks for bringing joy to me
and Thank you for bringing me to this magnificent world :D

I know sometimes I can be a pain in the neck but I promise you I'll be good person
I know sometimes I tend to overspend my budget but I will try and control it
I know that I'm lazy and have to rely on you, but I will show you independence soon
I know that I'm not good in studies but I will prove to you my success one day
I know that I'm not really perfect in music but I will prove you that I can be a Richard Clayderman lady
Before I end this, I just want to let you know that I Love You with all my heart
and You'll always be in my heart, forever and always!
Have a safe cruise with daddy in Thailand

Next, to my Adelaide mummys Lynn and Cherie
Thank you for taking care of me all these while during my stay in Adelaide
The exchange program really benefit me a lot
I apologise if I had gave you both trouble and problems
I will give you my word that I will repay you guys one day =D
I do hope that both of you are in the pink of health and be as fit as a fiddle
I cherish every moments with both of you in Adelaide!!
Please do tell me when are you guys coming to Malaysia so that I can host you guys :D
That's all peeps ;D

Okay, here's to God Mum!!
Hey without counting the passing days,
I wouldnt have realized that I've known you for 5 years already!
Gosh time passed in a blink of an eye!! Too fast!!
Anyway thanks for listening to my thoughts and giving me advises
thanks for guiding me through my lonely life
thanks for bring me joy and happiness =)
thanks for caring  me all these while although you didnt show out
thanks for hanging out with me sometimes when I didnt even expect that you will
I know that im a menace and disturb you alot *do I?*
but it doesnt mean that I simply just disturb you
I do care for you beneath my heart but I just wont show you any in reality :P
I do pray for your health every night before I go to bed :O
Although no matter what I say, you'll always scold me
but I just wanna say, do whatever you want or say whatever you want to me
It doesnt matters though, you;re a grown up and im just a kid
I'll eventually just listen to you
Oh yes and, you said that I'm still the same person as before
Sorry :( you're wrong :(
im not the same as before. I've tried to become a better person.
You just didnt notice ='(

Last but not least, Half mum from Camp Half Blood!!*gosh, I've watched too much Percy Jackson*
I was a bit shocked when you said you were my Half mum
damn shocked!! and of course, I was teased by my friends because of this
but I'm glad that I have you as my half mum
you cared for me always
you corrected me whenever I was wrong
you critisize me so that I can be better
you'll always make me laugh whenever im down in the dumps
you'll always consider about me no matter where and when
and thanks you Jesus that I've met you in my life
HEY!! I WANT TO SAY...EAT MORE!! YOU'RE TOO SKINNY!!

THE END!! THAT'S ALL FOLKS!! BUH BYE~~~!!

Happy Mother's Day to all mother's in this planet.

无聊的一篇 =3=

从前的你曾说过，外表一点都不重要，最重要的是适合你。
前几天，我向你做了个小测验
我问：我给你个选择，你会选择我还是 xx？
你的答案 ， zzz...很明显你换了主意
你说， xxx的profile picture美，但若是感情上，就肯定选你的！
哦，是咯 -,- 你不是因为我的美貌而选我的 =3=
你是看在我跟你比较好所以才选我的，你厉害咯！
我知道我长得不漂亮，可是就是偏偏有人一直说我漂亮=3=
我不漂亮但我有颗纯真的心去爱一个人
我肯承认我不是那种容易变心的人，我不花心就对了！
信不信由你哈哈哈！天知地知就好 XD

其实我讲了好多废话
我搁笔了，bye bye TT hahahaha!!

感恩有你啊~~

有时我觉得我很惨，到处玩弄人家
有时，玩弄人家，就因要找个原因、找个结论、找个答案
有时，要找出真相也不是问题，但是技巧要把握得好
但我还是对不起你哦，我就是为了要找出真相，所以。。。

其实，我没有所谓的伴侣。
其实，我没有对这件事很开心罢了。
其实，我不想玩弄你的，对不起。
但近来的几天，我真的对你的话而感动
我真的好久没听见你说出一些温暖的话
此刻真的想涌出热泪，表示感激，上天让我遇见了你。
你的一言一句，打动了我的心
心中开始浮出心满意足的思念

其实，说真的，自从我离开槟城以后，脑海中竟然会浮现当年的回忆
而且，几乎每晚临睡前，你，自然而然会出现在我脑海里
睡觉时，偶尔就会梦到你，这就是所谓的日有所思，夜有所梦吗？
但是，因为生活开始忙碌的一段，你就很少出现了
现在的你，也和我一样开始了新的生活，不懂你习不习惯哦？
会不会开始想念我的唠叨、我爱哭的性格、软弱的身子呢。

以前，你就一直很敷衍地回复我
以前，你偶尔会逃避我的问题
以前，你会装傻
以前，每当我哭成泪人的时候，你的回复总是 ：LOL
以前，身体不好的时候，一直生病，你会叫我多多休息，好好保养身子
现在，虽然我不是每天都找你聊天
但是你的好意我会心领的

一个人扮演着两个的角色，真的蛮辛苦的，何必为未来而牺牲形象？
当我扮演着另一个角色的时候，我开始发现，你是真心的
我不懂当时另一个我告诉你一些善意的谎言时，你的心情是如何？
哈哈，当我看到你写：她很信任你，别辜负她
你告诉另一个角色的我，别辜负一个女生，其实我蛮感动的说
也就是，你没有那种辜负别人的期望，很好！
还有就是：若你再关心她多一点，她一定会觉得温馨，比较好。
HOHO!! 多谢你的关心蛤某人哈哈哈哈！
最后那句：叫她早一点睡觉，一定要时常提醒她因为她身体很弱。

说真的，我看到这句的时候，热泪盈眶，好想说声：谢谢你
但因为我是另一个自己的角色，所以我只说：好的，我会告诉她的
hana hana 我知道在你心里还有一个我 =')
不懂那一些些的空间，是否是留给我的。
当你一直问真实的我：有男朋友了吗？
哈哈哈哈哈！你好单纯哦！我好对不起你啊啊啊啊傻瓜！
最后我还是找个话题扭曲你的问题哈哈哈：那你找女朋友了吗？哈哈！

其实，我告诉你，若你跟“她”在一起，我会开心，你真的相信吗？
心淌着血就有
每次都暗示不成功，not my fault LOL XD
最后，我很感恩有你啦！BFF forever吧！<3 p="">okay啦今天就到此为止，很夜了，晚安！

光明变黑暗

其实，我没想到事情会发生得太早吧
本来还很开心地迎接这新一年，哪知，最后一无所有。
还以为，新一年、新学期、新朋友，
呵呵，什么屁话呀？！
我很早就知道我是参不进那些属于性格比较HIGH的人
没想到，几乎每个跟我同一个科系的人，都是这样的人啊！
非常hyperactive！！
好吧，坦白说吧，我与4个人是属于比较文静的，所以参不进他们
每次上课的时候，都是我们5个在一起，剩下的19人就挤在一堆
而且，要参进他们的话题真的很困难
不是我们选择要这样，而是，我们不懂要如何接近他们 ='(
甚至到一种不知道要怎样跟他们沟通的这种地步 ='(
我真的希望有一天，像这样的事情可以慢慢改变
我不想被排斥、被分成两组 ='(

第二，我室友要搬出去一个人的房间哦 ='(
我当初以为她只是开玩笑而已，哪知，是事实 ='(
听到这个消息真实心如刀割！
我好不容易找到一个知己，能互相通融，和睦相处的室友
到最后她说要搬出去，我哪里能接受啊？！
想到以后我一个人与新的人一起住在同一间房
不懂新的室友会不会像现在的那样好
说不定，他是那种时常旷课、时常熬夜的人
这样我嘛死定了？！最怕是被影响而已！
而且，我目前的室友真的非常好！
我真的无法接受我将会失去一个小知己 ='(
我怕以后没有了她，我会失去自我，
单独一个人的时候面临困境，无人奉陪到底 ='(
最后，我真想搬出去一个人的房间
我觉得以后住跟别人都毫无意义了
我干脆一个人住在房里！
但是，我妈咪很早就交完我一年的房租！！！！
要我怎样搬出来呢？！
哎哟！有时早点减轻负担也不是件好事来的！！！

This is not for Uni Assignment

一个星期的课程已经过了

当然也上过了好多课程，

如：Global Issues, Writing and Speaking for Academic purposes, Social Science, Perspectives on Learning

还有最最最衰的是：Malaysian Studies!!! 

为什么读过了的sejarah要重复地再读？

一个国语、一个英语而已啊！

而且这个超级废的科目还要做Assignments和Presentations，会不会废了点？！

还好我还没开始Moral Studies，要不然肯定很烦躁！

第一次上 Global Isssues的时候，我真的听不懂那些历史

什么Karl Marx，什么Adam Smith and bla bla bla的

而且这一堂课是3个小时的，非常久！

接着，Writing for Academic Purposes

我觉得蛮好玩的，只是比较不同而已。

它是教我们要有Critical thinking的态度

什么是critical thinking leh??

critical thinking就是You can't judge something without proof, evidence and facts!

所以我们上大学所写的作文都不能像中学那样废话连连

我们最多只能写重点，而且一定要跟题目有关系

说真的，我真的不知道要不要huraikan那个point咯 @.@

下一个，Speaking for Academic Purposes

老师只是给我们一些小小的练习而已

然后它要我们把它分清楚。

其实，这堂课，没有什么的。

Perspectives on Learning....

老师叫我么写 Learning Journal啊！

我真的崩溃到打电话给我中学的老师求救！

我很怕我的分数非常地低  ='( 很不值得！

我到现在很想写一写那个Learning journal

可是我不敢写！我怕我写的不是learning journal来的

所以当天的功课就托到现在啊~~~

最死的还是。。。Malaysian Studies
我们上4个小时，前面3个小时老师在讲废话，最后1个小时才上课啊！
而且，我们还要做Assignments and Presentation!!!
为什么这么废的科目也要做这么辛苦的东西呢？
很废好不好？！
又不是什么重要的东西啊！！！
我们很衰的咯！