splendid day~

well today woke up early and went for tuition in the morning
then around 10.45 or so..mum picked me up to go Penang Island
first we had lunch at Hard Rock Cafe
and LOL WOW!!! Hard Rock Hotel is huge!!
and FUN!!!! i really wish I can stay there for at least one night!
who wanna belanja me to a 5 Star hotel

well..today the cafe for quite crowded
because the check in system broke down
so all the foreigners went to the cafe to have a break or a snack haha
so fully packed!!!!
i ordered a Mexican dish!!
Grilled beef fujita!! haha
delicious but....costly la of course
then i had chcolate brownie for dessert
LOL!! i ate until RM111
which meant...i burnt a hole in my mom's pocket!
wakaka ><

after that we head on to Gurney Plaza
went to the music shop to buy instruments..
then my mum asked me to choose the cheapest guitar around
but i didnt ask the salesguy to show me the cheapest guitars
instead i went on and looking for some nice looking guitars
but in the end i found a guitar just my size
its a bit smaller than the others
but quite nice la the design..

my mum gave up on buying me a flute a it is too expensive
so she bought me this guitar hahaha!!

although its cheap...hehehe!

tomorrow going down to Genting...

nervous and a bit down but nevermind la~

last year already!!

wish that I have FUN!! :D

JSPO..JSCO..JSSO karyao!!!!

2011.2011 double happiness!!

today woke up early...
ok its not that early but its early for me
then went to jusco for then 11.30 show
and hor..at first my mum thought that the show was at 11am
so i rushed up and bought the ticket then mana tau..
the counter there write 11.30 hahaha!
then at the same time i met a teacher~
huhuhu~

i watched PUSS IN BOOTS!!
awesome cartoon!!!!
after that went down to buy jeans for my GENTING Competition
then went to NANDO'S for lunch!
dude~ the chicken is ok~
and i love the GARLIC PERI-PERI SAUCE!
and i saw on the menu about a chocolate cake
it looks delicious!
ok ive made up my mind~
next time im going back for the chocolate cake and not the chicken!
hahahahahaha! xD

then my mum told me tomorrow have to go penang
going to HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!
and im gonna have lunch there!!
i hope mummy will take me to THE SHIP for my favourite ESCARGOT!!
Escargot is a dish of french snails!!
mmm~ yum yum~~~!!!
i cant wait!!
thn going to gurney maybe...to buy a flute or a guitar!!
i have interest in them both LOL~

haha DOUBLE HAPPINESS for me today!!
i hope tomorrow comes faster

for every plus there is a minus
tomorrow might be a happy day for me
but also a SAD day for me T.T
simply because tomorrow is the LAST DAY of this year that i will be able to see her!!
OMG!! have to bear this kind of heartbreak during this time's farewell~
i think im gonna cry again like last year!

and hor tell you guys something la
yesterday i watched the last episode of LIVES OF OMMISION《潜行狙击》
i cried like there's no tomorrow!!!
tears running down my cheeks as if they were race cars!!
i cant stop crying!
why cant they change the script?
chen fala died in that scene!

another 2 more days and im off to Genting!
wish my school luck!!
HAVE A HEART and PRAY FOR US!! will YOU?

dont mind me alright?
im very emotional!
i cry easily!
anyay gotta go for my lovey dinner now~
im hungry~

又多一个了

我再次地说明！！
不爽我的人，scram!!!!
不要再让我不开心可以吗？
很多次料！！
虽然你不爽我 但是你可以 不要这样过分吗？
体谅一下别人啦
你自己知道你是什么身份
要公平地对待我们这些人啊！
可以不要时常用那种眼神看人吗？
别人看了也很GERAM的OK?
若你在社会上用那种惹人讨厌的眼神看着别人
我看。。迟早你被打罢了咯~
我已经劝你了！
你不听使你的事！

我知道你人很好但是你有一个坏习惯
不理解人！
跟你讲的东西
你把它当成耳边风！
以后你要我怎样做人啊？
讲了又不听

你不是说要让我们开开心心的吗？
哪有？
惹人家就有！
现在有几个人很生气你！
你知道吗？！！！？！！
做人不要太过分！
我已经忍你很久了
若你还是不改变的话
我会对你发脾气的！

以前
我还以为我们以后都可以变成好朋友
而且你以前也是对我很好的啊！
怎么现在换身份了？！
好像不再属于自己的你了!
你变成另外一个人了！
惨了！
以后我要怎样过生活neh?!

我现在要告诉你
不要再打扰我了！
后果自负！！！！

我是法拉迷~！

嘿嘿！
我懂很多人都知道我超喜欢陈法拉的！
超欣赏、超羡慕陈法拉的！
法拉法拉！我几时可以见你？ T.T
我要你的签名！

哈哈！最近在面子书也时常upload法拉的照片！
惨了！越upload越多！有点够力一下~！

你知道吗？
法拉很美！！！
她长头发的时候很可爱！
短头发的时候很清秀！
超美的！

今年最佳女演员，我希望是法拉姐得的！
真的真的很希望！

连《潜行狙击》都是最多人看的！
我知道今年开始法拉姐的时间很忙
11月开始要准备东西宫略...一直准备到明年3月
然后四月就开始shoot冲上云霄2！
好期待这出戏哦！
可是很靠近我SPM的日子leh~~
伤心到！

我其实也不知带为何这样疯迷法拉的！

很奇怪

哈哈！

im so high!! and geram!!!!!

Hey~!原来上次的全级不是真的！
我好HIGH噢~~
上次还以为真的是最后十名，哪知这次进步到很多！
还有，最近本人很疯迷陈法拉！
我个人觉得她很有天分！又这样美！
哈哈！
她hor不但演潜行狙击，也在准备着冲上云霄2！！
好期待哦~
而且那出戏也有黄宗泽跟徐子珊！
WOW!!!又来，哈哈！
很HIGH咯我！！

Geram的列有咯~ >,<
想到都pek chek!
你啊你！可以不要这样过分吗？
可以不要玩到这样过火吗？
想一下别人的感受！
以前我们都不是朋友吗？
你知道我手受伤是因为你吗？
我也不曾告诉过你，因为你是我的朋友，我不想你为我陪医药费
你懂吗？
现在我的手不能治好的！
只能这样歪歪的！
不能拉直了的！

自从跟你不熟后
你就开始不爽我
我也看得出可是我不说出来而已
不要以为我笨的OK??
每次把不真实的东西讲出来
以为自己这样玩弄他人很好咩？
请你‘己欲立而立人，己欲达而达人’好吗？
难道你没读过名句的咩？

我跟她的事已经没有了！
我已经不想再勾起不美好的回忆！
你呢？不顾别人的感受的！
还大大方方地宣布出来！
我没有以不好的态度还是做法去hurt你
也更不想伤害你
我也没有post过不好的东西给你
但是为什么你要这样做？

请你好自为之，改过自新
不然不要怪我对你不客气哦~
可是我的不客气不会不好到哪里~
只有你会知道而已

难道我们的友情就这样结束吗？

真挚友谊

其实，还是针对我那个朋友
我没想到要找一个真正的朋友真的很难
我没想到你会再次让我担心你
你知道吗？
我曾多次为你流的泪
流的泪一点都不白费
流的泪是因为关心你
流的泪是因为想尽快找个方法治好你的病！

玲，你知道我很担心你吗？
你最后一天缺席
我很辛酸！你可以告诉我你现在很好吗？
免得我又为你哭泣
我知道你是不想我为你流泪
但是我逼不得已啊！
我们都是好朋友嘛~

我不懂为啥去年跟你特别好
过一阵子好像得罪到你
就因此而停止了联络
原本可以在面子书内 页信息你的
就是因为这场误会，你block掉我了
你陪我过着PMR的日子
曾经叫我不要上网
还当场message我要我现在、立刻、马上下线！
我有点不听你的话哦~
过后你说若现在不做最后的冲刺，你会后悔的！
我现在是有点后悔考到这样差
但是某一科拿到A我已经很满意了！
谢谢你！

自从你block掉我后
我很孤独
没有人陪我聊一聊

上一次你再学校里骂我一顿
我哭到很惨！很惨很惨！
你知道吗？
我多么地希望明年（也就是今年）我们会改变些
但还是被你折腾了！
而且你没像以前那样跟我好好的
反而变严肃了！ T.T

希望你会勿忘我拉！
友谊天长地久！
晚安！

那些年，我们这捣蛋的一班 /.\

哎哟！长假了！
朋友们！我好想念你们耶~
我们几时可以再出去玩？我在家很闷列！

想念我们一起在校园内走来走去
想念我们一起到食堂用餐
想念我们一起进办公室找老师
想念我们一起被骂
想念我们一起做AKAUN FOLIO
想念我们一起进行口试、oral、lisan
想念我们一起换班 从block C转去block B再回去block C又再转回去 Block C
想念我们一起在班上文学课！

这就是乐趣~
我班的乐趣~ 请记住我这特别的班！
独一无二的 4C3!

假期了，有点想念她
大我几岁的~
她虽然不是很在乎我啦
但是很多告诉我说他们看得出她是疼我的
我不觉得这样咯
可是身为朋友的我要照顾她啊~
我没有办法劝她别做坏事
我没有办法阻止她
我觉得我很失败咯！

朋友啊朋友！
你最后一天没有来
真的有点可惜
我很想找你说声：假期愉快！
你却缺席了，好心伤哦~
我知道很多人遇到这种离别的确是有点不舍
不懂明年还会不会见到你！
你知道你对我很重要吗？
没有你的安慰，没有你的陪伴 我不懂怎样做人了
当初我变乖去是因为你啊~
有你的指导、有你的栽培啊！

好想说声：谢谢你哦~
还有我想告诉你
我减少讲粗话了哦~
替我光荣一下下！^_^

明年，我们一起加油！
我不会辜负你的期望的！！

S.A.D-ness and F.U.N-atic year end

SORRY THIS POST IS KINDA LONG
IF YOU HAVE THE HEART AND THE PATIENCE
I WILL BE VERY HAPPY IF YOU READ IT HAHA XD

Alright its quite special that yesterday was 11.11.11
and ive made a wish during my school's activity wakil at 11.11.11 at 11.11am 11 secs :)
i hope the wish come true!
and its also sad that yesterday was the last day of school
and i didnt even have time to spend it with my classmates :(
it already has been 2 years :( but its ok~
think on the bright side im going to Genting!!

well as i said..this holiday is gonna be fun!!!
firstly im going to genting for the international arts festival :)
but before the fun-atic moment!
hard work is needed through out the way to success!
as the chinese saying goes~ 输赢不重要，过程才是最重要！
you learn something during the process to success!
if you dont go throught the process how is it to win a competition?
天下没有白吃的午餐！everyone must Gambateh!!!
we have gone through this far,we cannot give up!! aza aza fighting!

after genting its fun-atic moment!!
going down to ipoh for tuition xD
i know im a bit weird but i quite enjoy having tuition at ipoh
because i think that's the only place i can study LOLZ
dont know why~awkward isnt it?
akaun tuition...maths tuition...science tuition hahaha xD
actually....having tuition during this long term holiday is for my own good
as next year SPM awaits me!
i have to score my best during my trial and my actually test!
i dont mind having hardships for my test though because i want to fulfill my dream~

i want to score an A for my Chinese again!
break my record!! i want to prove that my chinese aint that bad!!
getting an A+ in that subject is kinda out of my mind for now haha xD
that SO RANDOM if u can score it!
well i also wish to get an A in my EKONOMI,AKAUN and 中国文学！
akaun i S.U.C.K. at it~! so i want to have crash course from the 2st chapter to maintain my skills in my akauns before next year's first class test...
i made a stupid promise to my akaun teacher this year ==
i told her that i will score an A in my first class test if not I will have to chop off my head
a promise is a promise i cant break it..
so if i dont want my head to be chopped off..i may as well eat some BITTERNESS this year
and eat some SWEETNESS next year ! i wont regret anything!!
中国文学, although ive passed 2 times and failed 1 time this year~
my final average marks for my中国文学is still a FAIL...oh gosh!!
nightmare T.T im so dead!!!!

okok~after speaking out all these tired stuff~ (actually kinda fun...@@)
recently i have interest in learning kpop dances!

i wish to dance many songs like:

The Boys-SNSD

Heart to heart-4Minute

Magic Girl-Orange Caramel

Shanghai Romance-Orange Caramel

Syndrome-Chocolat

and etc.

ive got a friend who has introduced me to chck on a dance centre :)

but i wish to learn but..i dont think i have the time to learn it T.T

that's a pity though! I want to change my style a bit

try a new one :)

well after all these fun-atic time!

19.12 is my annual training camp T.T

have to go back to school for my last traning camp

then im going to say farewell to my beloved school~

and SPM is coming soon~ 

gonna continue watching my HK drama 潜行狙击

tata for now~~~ :)

ALL THE BEST to my seniors and friends in their coming SPM!!

Die liao larh me /~\

SEI FOR!!!!
my akaun folio arh!
do here do there also cant IMBANG!!!!!
you want me to die is it?!
today wanna pass up liao eh!!
now im at the school's IT lab posting this post!!!
im rushing like HELL!!!!
now i have still have limited time until 1pm to finihs off my folio!!
cannot imbang...is the worst thing that can ever happen to me!!
if i cannot balance the imbangan duga i cant carry on doing the rest
"PENYATA PENDAPATAN & KUNCI KIRA-KIRA"
so of course i still left these 3 things to complete!!!
IMBANGDAN DUGA ive spent a lot of time redo-ing it!!
did you know that ive redone it almost 20 times???!!!!!!!!!!!
it is a WASTE OF TIME!
so even my penyata pendapatan also cant do!!!!
kunci kira-kira also cannot!!
wey yar!!!!!! why like that geh??
my teacher also cant imbang it how can WE student manage it?
forget it lar~~PASS UP also 0 marks...dont pass up also 0 marks~~
anyway if i dont pass up my folio...my parents will have to come to school and visit my leng luii teacher orh~
now everybody is helping me to vheck my folio see if there are mistakes but then NON!!!!!
what am i to do??!!!


Next....
ive got news about the form position
and i SUCKED at it!!!
im almost the last in the whole form!!
how can it be??!!!
if im that BAD then what about my classmates?
so it means that my class is all DEAD
bye bye!!!! gotta go now!!

无止的一天

每天上学的时候；都带着忐忑不安的心情上课

放学的时候；都带着战战兢兢的心情回家

若每天都这样过着生活

你不会觉得很烦闷咩？

好像都毫无意义的

我连写个BLOG的心情都没有

唉，好悲哀哦~

事情是这样的

最近很多人都一直给本小姐压力

好像一只摆不脱困境的小蚂蚁

不管是在活动方面、口试方面、AKAUN FOLIO方面都一样！

一定会有压力的！

不管别人怎么让我开心开心过着每一天

我还是依然地提心吊胆、一直担心下一刻会发生让我不舒服的事情

昨天

本小姐活动wakil到一半

有人叫我召见老师解释为何AKAUN FOLIO这样迟都还没交

甚至要我们给好一个日期准时交

我都在忙着做，都很用心去做料

都被叫去。

当时，我还要准备隔天口试、练音质等等

我很怕也很生气为何这样多事情一直烦着我不放过

结果给的日期是星期五。

哪知，今天又再次地被叫进纪律室

纪律老师说要打电话给父母

昨天那个老师也在里面

我很害怕为什么要打电话给父母

因为昨天都给好日期说是星期五才交的啊~

结果是纪律老师们都要我们那几个没做完AKAUN FOLIO的明天交@@

紧张到！

根本都没口惠而实不至，空口说白话咯！

赶啊赶、拼命地赶！哇！imbangan duga又错！

要重新做过！

天啊？为何本小姐的命要这样苦啊？

明天就要交folio了OK?

现在要重做？！

上天在开玩笑吧？！

算料咯，真的带放学都干不完T.T

我完蛋了！

还有....

今天我班有口试

我的组准备的是 诗歌朗诵

当然。。皇天不负苦心人！上天让我顺顺利利地过难关拉！

谢天谢地！27分特优分数！woohoo~~!!高兴死！

可是每当事情有一个正，就一定会有一个负

我们今天的口试多了一位面善的人来评分哟~

不告诉你们是谁，自己猜（知道的人SHH~了解我的人，BINGO!）

没想到我会拿到这样高分哦~

还以为她会吝啬到给我很低分而已~嘻嘻~

因为我华语的语音都不是很准确

但是要谢谢你咯！

说到这个人hor~嘻嘻~

其实她帮过我很多次了

以前我没那么珍惜

现在过去了，我后悔没有好好珍惜一切、珍惜拥有

今天放学的时候拿到PMR的SIJIL

成绩虽然比别人差

拿A的科目也很少罢了

可是，少少的科目中，我看到了那科耀眼的A

那科A对我来说很特别、很重要、是一件很难得的事情

我最最最满意的也是这一科！

你那用心的栽培、耐心的教导使我大开眼界

拿到一个A!

我不知如何该怎么向你说声谢谢你！

我买礼物给你，礼物都不知道跑到哪儿去了

然后真的真的不知道要怎样报答你

因为我实在是太感动了！

哈哈！嗨哟~

我知道这个post很长~

不多说了~萨扬娜拉！

做akaun folio去！

boring as ever

sunday~

what a boring day~

went for tuition~

then came back...

just touched my KAD STOK nia~

the rest havent do it yet

pathetic T.T

then stayed at home played some more new facebook games ive found from the internet

bejeweled blitz...

bingo blitz

bomb it II

bubble witch saga

chronicles of blood

city of magic

duck hunter

GEO challenge

guardians of light

king of kungfu

music challenge

mystery manor

fairy adventure

pokemon adventure

ravenskye city

school of magic

sonic

socerrer of darkness

street fighter II

magic land

super mario

tetris battle

the smurfs & co.

LOLZ~~~~~

nothing is nice to play T.T

and then play till headache already now..T.T

i had KFC tom yam crunch for supper

yum yum but i still prefer HOT & SPICY more though

garh garh~~~~

well...ok....im trying to say is...

im going to change for the good

im trying to change my personality

i want to control the bad words i use

i want to control it and hold it

so that i dont burst out any bad behaviour

i hope i can succeed

i want to be just like her

no disadvantages but advantages

it will take me ages to fulfill this task

but i will try for my future :)

well she is my role model so SHE as a role model

i have to follow right?

she is nice,caring,never had bad words coming out from her mouth

hardworking,NOT-lazy,helpful

SHE IS THE BEST!!!!

haha xD the best ive ever seen ^^

im so glad that i get to meet her

glad to be friends with her

haha xD

i tihnk it is a gift form God to change me hahahaha xD

im grateful that i have her :D

good night people!

hope to be better some day xD

haha bored and busy after exam...

sorry sorry readers...

ive neglected my blog for somedays

sorry!! as i was busy with many things

you will know if you've read my previous posts

Friday....November 4th

yesterday i went for wakil in the morning

then came back to class for chinese aural

suppose to be yesterday but my group postpones to next wednesday

LOLZ!!!! and im rushing through my akaun folio!!!

then when i got back

i didnt see the SOMEONE as that SOMEONE said she wanted to see our aural

so i went and called her but in the end kena her marah T.T

well actually it was a mistake!!

she has mistaken my words!!!

i think she heard wrongly though T.T

so i kena scolded for no reason actually

it wasnt really my fault at all..

ive got prooves!!!

well she was really angry so i went back to class

and before i went back

i keep saying sorry to her for like a million times ady lolz...T.T

went back to class after

afternoon...afternoon sesison students have debate finals

i was the MC there

and the best debator for FORM1 is : CHONG KAI SEN!!

and for FORM 2 : EMERLYN NE YEE THENG!!

CONGRATULTIONS!!!

then after the debate ive got pizza vouchers for becoming the MC!!

cool eh?

after that night time i have tuition and thats all for FRIDAY~~

Saturday......Novenber 5th

well today had activities

tiring~~

then when i gt back home and switched on my Facebook

i heard news that WASABI SHEMAN LOH passed away

Let's pray for her shall we?

T.T May God Bless her in heaven T.T

why must you die in such a young age? T.T

people weep for her too T.T

REST IN PEACE~

**P/S : later going to watch The Adventures of Tin Tin-the secret of the unicorn xD**

Down in the dumps!!!

Why is my luck so miserable?
its like I dont have any freedom T.T
and that's very bad you know!!
its not that i dont want to fulfill anything but...
ok!! blame it on me then!!!
ALL MY FAULT lorh~!!
well all the words I say wasnt EXCUSES
to you maybe they are
but seriously I didnt puposely NOT go for it
its just that...im BUSY for the whole week!!!
and its not that this thing is still fresh to you
but Ive already told you that im busy for a whole week and I ask for your apology!!
Ive already repeat this thing over and over again
did you ever saw it?
it was there...right there before your very eyes
you closed your eyes by then right?
you didnt accept my apology
thats ok then....
but I cant believe that you dont believe my words
i was being very sincere with you
you wouldnt put your trust in it
im truly hurt and worse off Ive lost my appetite!!
I went to find someone for help
and she consoled me nicely
but she also wouldnt believe that you guys did that to me
shocking too
I told her everything that i suppose to tell
she ask me to consult another person
but im scared...really scared that this thing will become bigger and bigger
and everyone will....you know T.T
I do not want those kinds of attitude
I just want a normal,happy life
no sorrows everything
did you all know that you've ruined my life?!
now every time when I come to school I will be living in lives of sorrow
pitiful shadows surrounding me
nobody is there to lend a helping hand
but im there standing there in the rain waiting for someone
but none came
and how do you call true friendship?
did you know what someone had did to me?
she sold my pride and prejudice away!!!
How could you!!!
my pride is all I have and now the game has ended
I have no lives back!
I wish to abolish this situation
Please help me......and let me live my own happy nice way :')

Rush Rush Rush！！

Oh Mu Goodness!!!

did you know that this week is my most busy week of them all?

i got lotsa things to manage!!!!

Firstly: Akaun Folio

Secondly: English Debate

Thirdly: I have to finish collectin all my money

Fourthly: Attend activites

Fifthly: Be the MC for the afternoon session english debate!!

what a tiring week!!!!

how can I get rid of these suferrings?

haiz....

Ive already said im busy

yet you people dont even understand and fathom me!!!

i told you i have my own business to do

you guys also need to know so i told you so

but you all wont believe

now i typed out all the stuff that im busying with this week

do you guys believe me now?

my akaun folio is already late for one day

today is the due date

and i only finished till imbangan duga!!!

I really hope it can imbang though

if not i have to do it all over again!

thats very pathetic to redo it all over again!!!!

Please Lord hear my prayer!!

make it imbang!! so that i dont need to redo it again!!

then i cant believe what im hearing!!!

my activities time actually crashed with my busy busy week!!

4 days in a row got activity!!!

you gotta be joking right?

im so busy!!!! and every activitying~

are you going to make me go nuts??

if i dont go...you guys will find me until you guys see me!

if i go i wont be able to do my stuff!!!

and i think both are important to me too

but first thing comes first!!!

last minute only say got activity

i have to postpone my non-curriculum activities

and move them away thanks to the school activities :/

anyway its getting late though

im suppose to post this at the last day of October!!

i hope November is a good month for me!!!

countdown to the holidays!!!!

bye guys~~sleep tight!!

been lack of sleep for almost 3 days in a row!!

and i dont feel sleepy at all!!

farewell :)