College Life starting soon

Hi its just a simple post.
Well I'll be going to college soon, University of Nottingham!!
but the problem is..I can't decide which room to pick :(
I want a room with air con and 2 single beds but it seems like there isnt any room with these kind of facilities
so I'll have to pick the double decker one with air con
well yes Im a bit unsatisfied with it but it'll have to do
i have to bear the creeks of the bed, the rockings in the middle of the night
but well, as I said I want 2 beds with an air con :( I couldnt get it.
and good news approached to me..I found a room mate!!
but here's some bad news, I dont know whether she'll qualify to get in
We already told each other and kinda promised each other to stay in a room
well at least it's better than sharing a room with strangers that you dont know, right?

Hmm..2 more weeks in BM and Im off to study!!
even before I leave home, I already miss my home, even when Im still here.
I cant imagine...doing things on my own!!
washing my own clothes...dumping rubbish on my own..keeping the room tidy..
the most important part is COOKING!!
although there's a 7-11 in the campus but I cant simply just buy supper from 7-11 all the time right?!
one night is okay but how about the rest of the 4 years?!
I will be wasting a lot of money on my food!!
and yes I cant simply spend money like now = =
I dont have my parents with me, so I dont have unlimited cash...
I gotta learn to save it up bit my bit =D
I cant imagine living without my parents =( everything is on my own =(

Here's something that I cant wait...
Im getting a new bicycle so that I can cycle within the campus!! weepeee!!
cycle to class, and cycle from one block to another...so cool!!!
and.. my relatives are gonna bring me shopping when the time comes!!
buy new clothings and everything I need for college life hahahaha!!
and I cant wait to go down and at the same time Im gonna cry soon...

I do hope I can cope with everything in college!!
Please be good to me April!!
and oh yes!! I will be celebrating my birthday on campus!!
OMG!! a birthday without my parents =(
a birthday without my friends =(
a birthday without Baskin Robbins ice cream cake
a birthday without presents =(
Im gonna cry!!
I never get to celebrate my birthday in a proper way
well ever since primary school, my birthday always falls on exam week
so... I dont get to celebrate it on that day itself
and now, college life, I dont get to celebrate it on that day itself too
sad .______.

nevermind I can make new friends!! =)
college life HERE I COME!!!