昨日之逛街

昨天我真是累得爬不起来更新部落了
竟然走了半天，脚板也开始酸痛
一开始就在metropoint 走走~walao eh 扫到几条RM10的糖果色短裤！
很值得真的！买了3条：黑色白斑点、糖果蓝、糖果肤色高腰裤
太美了！而且很值得！
之后就逛到 chatime... ochado...还有重点是。。。。我逛到龙猫！totoro!!
RM10 而已哈哈哈哈！好开心我终于买到了 Totoro耶~~~~~~
好想尖叫呢！
然后我就跟朋友独自走路到 kajang metro plaza...
哇！好多便宜的包包、衣服、指甲油！
可惜我为了省钱所以就没什么买到便宜的包包。。。。
我竟然在 metro plaza 找到一个专门卖动漫物品的店呢！好开心！
我就买了一个 K-On, Yui-chan 的模型吊式！好精致哦！！！！
and then.... 我竟然找到了糖果紫色的 ipod touch 5的壳！
阿拉！！！！！！我疯了！
而且也 zhap 到一个免费的电话壳，当然也要谢谢我朋友啊哈哈哈哈！
Hmm...回家的时候就 peh chek 咯。。。竟然没有学校的巴士搭、也没有 taxi 接。。。
不过昨天还过得非常的充实哈哈哈哈！

Random studies

By looking at my glorious title...RANDOM STUDIES
what came up in your mind?
Ever since I started my lessons on IT for Communications
I started activating my tumblr, pinterest, google+ and flickr account
We're told to explore the following social websites
So, I may as well be active in them again HAHAHA
Okay so whats tumblr?
Tumblr is something like instagram but not really as popular as insta..
Flickr, is the same as instagram and tumblr
Pinterest, previously I thought it was so damn boring
So right after I created an account for it, I left it for a very long time and eventually deactivated it
After I was told what was pinterest about, I realised that it's kinda fun XD
And I'm currently addicted to it .__. like seriously addicted to it...
I can go on pinterest till late night .... just pinning photos and posts .___. AHH...
What's google+? dont ask me... It's something like a google dashboard...
As long as you have a gmail account.. you'll get to access it everyday...
Okay so these are random studies HAHAHA
I dont need to study about instagram and twitter anymore..
I'm doing this like EVERY SINGLE DAY HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Just a random post to motivate me =)

Hmm, I'm actually gonna start updating my blog in a sense that I wanna keep it alive
I wanna be active in the blogger-world so I start active blogging again =)
I may blog just about everything but at the same time
I have come to realize that blogging does not only releases the pain and sorrows within one's self
but also we have to be careful about not to BLOG ABOUT ANYTHING

For instance, you blog about somebody in particular
Use critical thinking. if I blog this, will that person see it?
Will I be judged on this issue or matter? Will that person mind?
Will that person misunderstood me?
So, I'm just gonna treat my blog as an academic essay practice
Sounds good right? Well, it might be boring for those who prefer fancy writings hahaha
To me, academic writing is important, not only for my studies but also in my daily life
it teaches me how to judge things via different perspectives and  not just only at on side
We have to think of the arguments and the counter arguments

Like If I post this, who will go against it? and how will I face some situations
So I must be well prepared for just anything in future!
Planning for a better future is important as well in our daily aspects of our lives.
Okay so erm I'm gonna blog about my semester 1
Well in my uni, the second semester is sem1 but its actually sem 2
It's only a week since I have started my lessons and tons of assignments are rolling up
I am not going to do these assignments and presentations at the eleventh hour
as well as burn the midnight oil

I have learnt from my previous experience that I cannot procrastinate any further in my studies
It's for my own good.
I shall start planning for my assignments and presentation and hand them in earlier than the due date
so that I have sufficient time to check my work so that it becomes perfect
I too have a aim for this term, that is, I am prone to get at least an average of 60%
I need good results to qualify me for the UK and China student transfer program

I cannot play with my studies anymore!!
To succeed, you have to start now!!
By now, I mean this very moment!!
Goodluck to Mois~

我开回我的部落格咯！

哈哈哈哈我开放回我的部落格咯
不好意思，耽误了好多人
尤其是那些一直问我为什么要把部落格封锁起来哈哈哈哈
真的很不好意思，我不方便把部落格开放的原因很复杂
我想让些人忘掉我的字迹，这样就可以让我过得安乐些

Okay啦，讲回正题
我最近心情真的很低调，每次在学院中看到一些人就觉得很压力
我真的很想知道他们到底在想些什么，也想知道他们下一刻会作出什么花样
不过，现在开始了新学期，还真的蛮期待，很期待可以交到新朋友、遇到新讲师
也没什么认真的对待每一个不在乎我的人了
每当我陷于这种情况，我总是会想起我大学里的其中一位讲师

我虽然不是她管理的学生，
虽然她不是我私人教师，
虽然决定也不是她帮我设下来的，但她对我非常好
每当她看到我面子书的状态出现一些有关痛苦还是困难的状态
她都会叫我去她办公室找她聊一聊，希望不会影响我上课时的表现与状态
而且，她还会 inbox 我协助我渡过难关，甚至早功课上遇到难题，
不管是什么科目都好她都会协助我解答

这一个学期，终于轮到我上她的课了！终于啊！
不过，当我得知只上2个小时的课，心好沉重哦
反而有些三个小时的课，又不会是她教，唉。。。
有得被这么好的讲师教，我已经很幸运了。。。
我也真心希望，我在她班的表现会其他的来得特出 =)

220902013 情逆三世缘大结局

喂！OMG!! 我实在是接受不了清逆三世缘结束了！
我的天！这么好的港剧这么快就结束了！好舍不得啊！
我比较舍不得关咏荷和欧阳震华呢！
他们俩合作的港剧又再次结束了！
真心希望有续集！请逆三世缘2！哈哈哈哈哈哈！
其实这部港剧我真的真的由此一来第一部能够让我哭得稀里哗啦的港剧！
好成功哦！这剧本真的很感人、很感功、很触动人心啊！
现在我真的相信三世情缘的来源了！
也真的很想知道我上一世是什么人，下一世会变成什么样的人哈哈哈哈

21092013 钟盛忠、钟晓玉 《最懂我的人》签唱会

哈咯大家好！我好久没更新部落了！
不要太像我的字迹哈哈哈哈！
自从回到大学后，开始用大学里的电脑，因没华文所以没更新了
如今，动回自己的平板电脑后就开始更新哦！
今天我回来了，我想要写关于 钟盛忠和钟晓玉的最懂我的人签唱会哦！
其实，能够在吉隆坡这一区读书还蛮好的
你看，我又有得去看艺人了！第二次了！哈哈哈！
应该是说我非常幸运哦
一个月前，我就跟我大学的朋友一起讨论说要去金河广场和 berjaya times square走走的
我没想到接近这个日子的时候，竟然有签唱会！
我就告诉我朋友说一定要去，一定一定要去！
我没想到我逛街的那天竟然安排了签唱会耶~是不是特地为我安排的啊？
接下来我就有请照片来说话咯~

晓玉姐姐好美哦！

盛忠哥哥好帅哦！

Benny!! 大马PSY哥！

看看这是谁哦~ 崧了帅爆哦！

吉米帅爆了！

我也很幸运地遇到陈吉米，王崧了，陈太，陈妹哦~

还跟他们合照哈哈哈！

erm... 我平时不放自己的照片上来所以我也不会放我跟他们的合照了哈哈哈！

不好意思！ bye bye 呀！

熟悉的脸孔，陌生的身子，听惯的名字....

今天，顿时显得非常无忧无虑

也许是时候离开父母，继续过着独立的大学生涯

离开课日也仅有6天，但一个星期呆在大学的日子

若无 assignment若无功课，还蛮轻松悠闲甚至郁闷

这里的娱乐，根本就配不上城市人生

离最靠近的娱乐地点也需要30分钟的车程

没车的时候就需1个小时的行程

或许这对我来说是一个非常好的经验

离城市太近，整天只顾着吃喝玩乐，甚至最怕连课都不想上，功课不认真

离城市越远，整天只顾着完成功课、功课又功课哈哈哈！

不错一下，至少不会分心，也不用想：这个星期要去哪里逛街，要看什么戏..之类的

虽然今天父母已正式把我关在宿舍里，但我身边还有学哥学姐们啊哈哈哈

可以说我是个幸福的学妹，也可以说我非常幸运认识几个非常好的学哥学姐

今日之旅中，5位当中有其中2位是来自我中学，所以比较熟

虽然我们从来没正式见过面，但至少面子书页聊过天

他们也有主动找过我哈哈哈哈，所以就这样认识了哈哈哈哈

我也没想到，没见过面的也可以随意带你出去吃晚餐

还带我去Puchong IOI mall这么远的地方吃sakae sushi =_= 也太豪华了吧

整个来回车程总共需要2个小时多，senior 们也对我太好了！

sushi...我最爱吃的sushi..为了省钱，我眼睁睁的看着桌上美味的sushi

心想：我要吃我要吃我要吃！就是怕越吃越上瘾越叫越多盘，所以吃了3块就停了

就假装说饱了，最后付钱的时候，我只需付RM3 哈哈哈哈！好便宜的sushi 餐 XD

我们吃完了sushi 就去听一个讲座，是有关amway 的 business marketing

在这讲座讲解的人的，口才一流，虽是一场广东讲座，但也谈得津津有味

这讲座也连续了2个小时，虽然屁股也做到酸了，

但有得认识新朋友，学到东西，一切都值得~

我也没想到讲座会后还有 mamak 吃哈哈哈！好吃哦！

至少这是便宜餐，再怎么吃也不会贵到哪里去哈哈哈所以我就尽管吃咯 XD

回到来也1点咯 =( 不过今天也过得蛮充足的哈哈哈哈！

有了新体验，遇到新朋友 XD

你看，连一个我没见过面，不怎么认识的学哥学姐也竟如此对我那么好

我真的该珍惜他们的，惜福 =)

❤ 温馨❤

嗨，这次是我第一次用手机更新部落，其实还蛮不错的说。。。

没有电脑的时候，至少还有电话哈哈哈

这次的主题呢，是温馨

为什么温馨呢？

也许我人生中遇到的人都在我心里留下了重要的部位

也许这些人是因缘分而成朋友的

也许这是上天命中注定的安排

也许我们真的适合互相认识

不过我想谢谢这些能够在我生活中添了不少色彩的人

没有了你们，我的微笑也不会重现于脸颊

星期六，正好是我在槟城的最后一天

正当我上着吉他班的时候，老师突然捧给我一杯水

那杯水，不是普通的水，而是一杯又美味又温暖的罗汉果

原本的我不怎么喝罗汉果，不过看上是老师的一份辛苦换来一杯请我喝的水，

我也只好乖乖地把它咕噜咕噜地喝进肚里了

虽然表面上很直接的告诉老师：我不喝！

不过心想老师请我喝的，哪里可以不赏老师的脸呢哈哈哈

不过当老师递给我那杯水的时候，我还真的有些惊讶，所有学生中，老师只请我一个人喝

是不是因为我即将离开槟城，下次再见到老师的时候，也不知何时

是不是因为我跟老师比较熟呢

还是老师本来就比较疼我呢？

原因，我也不想知道

知道了又怎样啊，重要吗

重点是老师肯请我啦

虽然是一杯我不爱喝的罗汉果

但至少心里有所满足、感到温暖

我这才发现，原来身边还有许多人是珍惜我的

只是没有表面上的那么明显

只要自己肯付出真心，他人也会以一样的行为对待你

做人也别要求得太高

奢侈的物品未必能让你感到幸福

不过小小的惊喜也可以让你感到温暖

这是理所当然的

Final Day of outing with Bestie =)

Okay so 8.9.2013 was my final outing with my 6-year-bestie
She's going to Taiwan to further her studies and wont be back too soon
I'm gonna miss her =(

Well I have something to say to her...I'll type it in Chinese, it's more convenient
哈咯，朋友！你今天要飞台湾了，要好好照顾自己！
顺便帮我购物 XD 哈哈哈哈！我知道你很好的！
你要快点回来知道吗？So that we can hang out again XD!!!
这篇会很长，因为我跟你都储蓄了好多美好的回忆！
你知道吗？这是我第一次那么不舍一位朋友，还为你滴下几滴珍贵的眼泪呢！
感动吗？哈哈哈哈哈！
记得以前Form1 的时候我们因为乐团而互相认识的吗？
当时的你很快就进了 Saxophone，而我还呆在 Oboe .___.
之后你的 Saxophone 技术就越来越好了！
我也没想到我们竟然就从 Form1 开始混到现在 18岁了
也很惊讶为什么我们没有吵过架，没有任何的纠纷却可以维持这份友谊
也甚至，真正的一个误会都没有 ...
不是说，朋友之间应该至少要吵架一次才会走得更远吗？
看来我们的友谊一点都不简单啊哈哈哈哈！
6年了，没有任何的吵架骂架及误会，令我超级惊讶！
谢谢你一直以来的陪伴，活动时期你也是陪我，休息节也陪我，放学也陪我，逛街也陪我，追星也陪我，看戏也陪我，shopping也陪我~
就这样的你陪了我6年料~ 奇迹咧？！
还记得以前 Form2的时候，因为我爸要去载弟弟了才来学校载我
你每天放学的时候都陪我等我爸来了以后才回家
这种朋友不懂在哪里才能找到啊~
然后还有老师来顾学生，哈哈哈！以前我们还玩老师，在老师背后说些是非
你就这样每天放学都陪我，转眼间就陪了我足足一年！
我们啊，从以前到现在还在讨论 TVB TVB AND TVB!!!
那个法拉怎样怎样，那个bosco 怎样怎样，那个马明怎样怎样。。。做么徐子珊没有微博的？。。。那部港剧几时上映啊？！。。。做么这部情节这样的。。。你看了没？某某港剧，很好笑！哈哈哈哈哈！。。。就这样聊了几年 @..@
偶尔还会讨论，eh eh eh!! 那个谁谁谁来马来西亚咧！你有去吗？我要去！
eh eh eh!! 那个谁谁谁来马来西亚取景呢！哈哈哈哈哈！
每次说到港剧，就一定会找你聊的 XD 你就像我的侦探一样，去查港星的底细哈哈！
接下来，每次出借的时候找不到人陪的时候你都会陪我！
真的很谢谢你！也非常不好意思，每次叫你帮我拿这个拿那个 XD
郁可唯的签唱会也是你陪我去的，没有你，我就没有得去咯
每次问起意见的时候也会顺便问你一下哈哈哈互相分享意见
唉，你就可怜啦，去到台湾应该也没什么时间看港剧了
那我也不能跟你一起讨论了 =(
哈哈哈哈！最好笑的就是那个 Sam哥 and Holiday hahaha!
讲他们讲到好像爷爷跟孙女拍拖一样哈哈哈哈哈！！！
还有，谢谢你一直以来的支持！不管是哪个方面有种感觉你都在支持我那样！
也谢谢你教我好多东西，尤其是 bowling XD!!
希望我们可以友谊万岁，友谊永固！
好好加油！Bye Bye I Will Miss You!! Oh 我爸也会想念载你回家的日子 哈哈哈哈！
Remember come back liao buy many many things for me!!

So erm I'm not gonna post a picture of me and her..
I dont really post pictures of my friends or myself so....hahahaha!!
Anyway, let's carry on with my post...
We went to pacific to buy stuff and play bowling yay!!! XD
Bought 2 shorts.. a 2 tone dip dyed hot pants and a skinny short jeans
So sad, the skinny short jeans does not suit me at all =(
So I had to sell it off

oh and by the way
my friend helped me to collect the minion shoes!!!
Do you guys know what's a minion shoes??!!
Hears a picture of it...
I finally made Fala Chen stand XD HAHAHAHAHA!!
Looks cute right? HAHAHAHA!!!

不该结束的已结束了

好久没上来这里了哦！不懂有没有人想念我的字迹 @.@
以前，几乎每天都会看到我写的东西，现在我相隔了好久才post..
今天是要post我对冲上云霄2的想念 =(

为什么，43 天这么快就结束了啊？！
冲上云霄在9月8日圆满结束了 =(
现在没得追 冲2，好像少了什么东西，觉得很空闲
也许就命中注定 冲上云霄2真的是为我而播的哈哈哈
现在它播完了，我也要回大学了 =(
我会很想念很想念冲上云霄2 里的每一个角色
当然，印象最深刻的当然会是 Holiday, Coco, Heather, Sam, Jayden, Isaac, Roy..
我会很想念你们的！
我永远都不会记得你们的！你们每一位都超棒的！
我真的很希望有冲上云霄3
期待期待！

唉，我也不动何时才会看到 张智霖 演的戏
虽然他的名声很旺，但几乎不是每部港剧都有他的踪影
Chilam，I will always be your fan!!

这部港剧也虽是陈法拉的最后第二部港剧
但我已经感到依依不舍了
女神，你这么快就退出 TVB 了 =( 我会很想念你的
想到以后还剩下传爱情物所可以追，就没有其它的港剧了
不过，心想应该没射门那么机会可以追你的戏了
万分的不舍 =(
我想，冲上云霄2 是我最后一次看你的演出了
谢谢你给我一个最美好的结局！
在美国一定要好好修学，出来后就演高水准的戏剧好不好？

胡定欣，9月9日，也就是昨日，是你的生日
生日快乐哦！
从以前小时候就一直看你的戏至今日的冲上云霄2
你，真的进步很多！演技也有很大的进步！
看来，未来的女主角及视后应该归你了！
你的 coco 的角色实在是太棒了！好喜欢！
希望以后你能演更好的角色！太喜欢你了！

吴卓羲，我梦中的情人
虽然你是黑面神，没什么笑容，没什么笑话
但也希望你以后笑多一点
虽然我也迷上了你的小脾气，但真诚希望你笑容常开哈哈哈！
冲上云霄2里的Isaac Tong，真的让我很惊讶！
比起冲上云霄，笑容真的加了好多哈哈哈！
I AM THE KING OF SAN GUO!! 哈哈哈哈！
加油啦！看我以后还会不会梦见你？

梦中的温馨妈妈——江美仪
温柔如天使，体贴般的贴心，通融中的体谅
你的Heather 角色真的令人刮目相看呢！
跟以前的名媛望族比起，你温馨了好多！
懂得关心身边的人，也就是 Pink Pink!
虽然她不是你亲生女儿，但你也把她照顾成自己亲生的那样！
哈哈哈，你永远会是我梦中的好妈妈 XDDDD
希望以后还会梦到你哦！

话说，我也不懂监制还是导演是怎么找到剧中这么多好听的英文插曲呢！
当中我喜欢的有：
I Just Wanna Be Here ~ Andy Powell (sounds like Heather)
Dry Your Eyes ~ Tim Ellis
Eternally Yours ~ Tim Ellis
Peter Marsh ~ Stop The Clock
Mark Britten ~ Forever!!

泪水，我请你别滑落！
还是有机会见到这些角色的！哈哈哈哈！
Smile =)

It's only just a dream~~

I was thinkin bout her, thinking bout me,
thinking bout us, what its gonna be,
Open my eyes yeah, It was only just a dream~~~~
STOP!! *MUSIC PAUSES*...
I'm not blogging about this song by Nelly...
I'm blogging about real dreams that will never happen in real life XD
Let's head on to my story XD It's gonna be a long-winded story though..

Okay, erm I hope everyone who reads this watches Triumph in the Skies 2 (冲上云霄2)
Well, maybe I'm too over paranoid with this drama till I've dreamt of this drama =__=
Okay here goes, I dreamt that I was Isaac Tong (唐亦风)'s girlfriend = = and I'm dating him!
What in the world??!! Why Isaac Tong?? O.O and not Jayden Koo??!!
I dont know whether I should be happy with this but...
YES I LIKE RON NG and whatsoever ISAAC TONG but I never thought of dating him
I never thought of dreaming about him... hahahaa wrong person in my dreams XD

Alright, no matter whether you wanna hear my story or not, I'm still gonna blog about it
Okay, I dreamt that I wasnt only Isaac's girlfriend, but also Heather's daughter
My name? PURPLE. I dunno why but is it to match with Pink Pink?
Well, Pink Pink was Heather's God-daughter but me? I'm her real daughter LOL

When I was dreaming, me, Heather, Tony, Rachel and Pink Pink were at some beach by the airport
I cant really remember where the airport is but all I'm sure off it's next to the beach
Why are we there? Well, I'm suppose to go on a vacation with Sam, Isaac and Holiday and Coco
But, Heather, Tony, Rachel and Pink Pink are with me by the beach to accompany me for my next flight to Thailand
Sam, Isaac, Holiday and Coco werent there with me, they are far too busy for their flights hahaha
So left the 4 of them hahahaha XD

As I was tagging along the seashore with Pink Pink and Heather, a huge wave swallowed me up and made me wet from head to toe
I was thinking : Now how am I gonna go on board the plane with this wet body?!
As I finished speaking, Isaac and Sam came to pick me up.
Before I went off with Isaac and Sam, Heather handed me my passport along with a paper stated PAR meal
I didnt even know what's a PAR meal till Heather explained to Isaac that Purple wants the same PAR meal with the captains.
I was like .. LOL doesnt captains eat leftover set meals from the passengers?
The next thing I know was.. Sam had to rush off to see Holiday at a counter (I dont know what counter)
so it's just me and Isaac.

Isaac was terrified when he saw me : Wah!! Why are you soaked in salty water? Since we have some time left, let's go get you a new outfit okay?
So we went to the first shop, Isaac said the clothing there doesnt fit me at all so we moved on
and then, we saw a shop full of Mickey Mouse clothing!!
Isaac saw a dark green shirt with a grey skirt and he said it suits me well and asked me to try it on
I really didnt even imagine that a fitting room.. with a water heater??!!
As I was about to hang my clothes on the wall, I accidentally hit the water heater and oh yes = =
Water spurted out, splashing my new clothes!!! ARGH!!! I was so angry!!

When I came out, once again, fully soaked from head to toe = =
then I told Isaac :  Isaac, can I choose another outfit, I'm wet again.
To my surprise, Isaac said : We dont have much time left, either you take this soaking wet new outfit, or wear your own clothes or I dont buy this new outfit for you.
Okay, when I heard him saying I WONT BUY THIS NEW OUTFIT FOR YOU
I rushed over to him and hugged his hand saying : Alright, alright!! Please buy me this new outfit
I'm telling you, I'll never do this in real life!!

After Isaac paid for my new clothes, we rushed off to the departure gate
Along the pathway, I was STILL hugging Isaac's hand without letting go an inch till we saw SAM
Why did I hug his hand??? LOL
Lastly I went in the departure gate and THE END OF MY STORY HAHAHAHA!!

Nothing special but... the dating part with Isaac was a bit surprising HAHAHA
I never thought that I'll have a dream like this LOL
Watched too much Triumph in the Skies 2 HAHAHAHAHA!!
anyway it was a lovely dream
maybe I should be happy that I dreamt about Isaac being my boyfriend HAHAHAHA!!

Starting to feel like a journalist or an author again XD HAHA!!

I did try not to make you look terrible.
I did try not to make you look like a jerk.
I tried. Seriously. But I get nothing at the end.
Instead of gaining something valuable, I lost something that has always been in my mind.

Maybe, it's God's will, you have to lose it to earn it back.
You have to gain the ones you want in return of letting go of something.
God made every human being fair. It's only their instincts that made them unfair.
When you've lived a hard, tough life in you past life, you're sure to get an easy going one in the future.
But, if you've lived a luxurious life in the past, you're gonna get hurt one day and this day will have to come.
First, you enjoyed so now you have to suffer for it.

Well, I may have lived a happy ever life in the past, now I'm starting to get a tough life
I must stay strong and face it. No one can get away with God's will.
When the day has to come, it must come.
It may be my decision to lose my dignity, but in return, I managed to save the ones I cared.
I may have lost to a battle of midgets, it doesnt mean that I am tall and strong.
It means strong will.

Now, it's my turn to realize what most is important throughout my life,
Who are the ones that stand tall for me and what are the little things that I did not realize before
I have to ensure that every single pride of yours come up to be stronger than yesterday
No one will look down in your past.
You know my person, but you dont know my story.
You may think whatever is a lie when its a truth, it's yours to decide what comes first and what goes next.
*starting to feel like Hell Girl once again XD*
I have no intention of being rude but as long as it's the truth, I have to voice out.
In the world of Law, Pride and Prejudice, nothing beats the reality of a truth
But a lie shall remain in the depths of Tartarus along with the almighty Titan.
No regrets shall remain upon one's self.

When one starts being their own self, suddenly a polite person in front of you
It's time for you to realize, how important that person was to you
It's a sign that you're losing what you want, try your best and gain it back
Win their heart back. Try.

I dont regret for what I have done. I tried everything I could.
If it doesnt come back to you then it doesnt, no mater how hard you try.
Maybe I'm stupid, maybe I'm dumb to let go of something I've earned for several years
But in return, A PRIDE OF RELIEF has just risen upon me
I have nothing to worry about but ease in the heart and joy to the rest of my times.

羡慕之眼神

其实，我还蛮羡慕一些人哦
可以跟这么多歌星明星相见 =(
所以啦，我想跟他们打好关系
可是，他们都不怎么跟我讲话的 =(
很伤心啦，我真的希望跟那些人打好关系，
之后他们见明星的时候可以顺便带我去
可是，他们也好像不怎么爱跟我讲话

虽然我已经以很柔很温和的语气跟他们聊天
但我也有想过，我跟他们不熟，所以他们不会透露好多东西给我
最多也告诉我，靠运气
靠运气？不可能次次都中到那么准吧
而且这些人，每当什么艺人有什么活动啊，他们都被选上台跟明星有互动的
我看到了一个秘诀，他们其中一个说：使用就秘方
他们的秘方到底是什么呢？

每当看到他们 post 他们跟明星拍得亲密照，我真的羡慕不已啊
而且，都是在少人的地方跟这些明星拍照的，没有任何的拉拉扯扯
就像 今天 姚子羚 登入吉隆坡的时候，看到他们拍得照片
真的，真的让我觉得好失望，为什么他们可以，我就不可以？
我也要啊 TT 尤其是见徐子珊的时候 。。。。
何时才会轮到我啊？