I did try not to make you look terrible.
I did try not to make you look like a jerk.
I tried. Seriously. But I get nothing at the end.
Instead of gaining something valuable, I lost something that has always been in my mind.
Maybe, it's God's will, you have to lose it to earn it back.
You have to gain the ones you want in return of letting go of something.
God made every human being fair. It's only their instincts that made them unfair.
When you've lived a hard, tough life in you past life, you're sure to get an easy going one in the future.
But, if you've lived a luxurious life in the past, you're gonna get hurt one day and this day will have to come.
First, you enjoyed so now you have to suffer for it.
Well, I may have lived a happy ever life in the past, now I'm starting to get a tough life
I must stay strong and face it. No one can get away with God's will.
When the day has to come, it must come.
It may be my decision to lose my dignity, but in return, I managed to save the ones I cared.
I may have lost to a battle of midgets, it doesnt mean that I am tall and strong.
It means strong will.
Now, it's my turn to realize what most is important throughout my life,
Who are the ones that stand tall for me and what are the little things that I did not realize before
I have to ensure that every single pride of yours come up to be stronger than yesterday
No one will look down in your past.
You know my person, but you dont know my story.
You may think whatever is a lie when its a truth, it's yours to decide what comes first and what goes next.
*starting to feel like Hell Girl once again XD*
I have no intention of being rude but as long as it's the truth, I have to voice out.
In the world of Law, Pride and Prejudice, nothing beats the reality of a truth
But a lie shall remain in the depths of Tartarus along with the almighty Titan.
No regrets shall remain upon one's self.
When one starts being their own self, suddenly a polite person in front of you
It's time for you to realize, how important that person was to you
It's a sign that you're losing what you want, try your best and gain it back
Win their heart back. Try.
I dont regret for what I have done. I tried everything I could.
If it doesnt come back to you then it doesnt, no mater how hard you try.
Maybe I'm stupid, maybe I'm dumb to let go of something I've earned for several years
But in return, A PRIDE OF RELIEF has just risen upon me
I have nothing to worry about but ease in the heart and joy to the rest of my times.
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