Memories never fade when they are suppose to.

I cant sleep =(
I am tired but I'm not sleepy =(
I lied in bed, did my normal prayers before bedtime but still nothing could knock me off =(
As I lied in bed in the dark, something somehow triggered me to think back about my past
People come and go as flash memories flickered in my mind
I saw people who I know for a long time, I saw people who were close to me
As their memories struck my heart, I couldnt help but shed joyful tears
Warm tears because I remember them, sad tears because I miss them
And I couldnt tell them how much I missed them

I remember my primary school friends and teachers
Wondered how its like to meet them again after so many years
Maybe I should contact them or maybe hang out with them when I get home
Then I remembered the trophies I earned during primary school for English and BM
After that, high school came along.
Friends, BFFs and teachers.
Thinking about some of them who I'm still in contact with, and those who left after graduation.
Thinking about how much they supported me throughout my years
Thinking about how much the teachers cared for me
Then suddenly, varsity came.
Thinking about how I even get enrolled in this course, meeting new people.
How I even get into Nottingham, how I even had this dream of pursuing my studies in UK

After all these thoughts, I'm back to my own self, thinking why am I in bed thinking about these memories
If I cant sleep then I should be up studying for my World Economy test or preparing for my Critical Thought presentation
But what I'm actually doing now? Blogging.
Okay, so I've expressed what was in my mind and it's time to come to an end of this post.
Goodnight to the owls and latenighters.
Pleasant dreams. =)