我知道不是Bae的错但是那种讲话讲到很high被打断的感觉真的和难受
毕竟自己是个又平静又很多话讲的人，有时候找对人分享的时候都不能
每次想要分享一些故事的时候，总是在最起劲的当儿不是被打断就是话中不被珍惜
每次不分享的时候，别人就会找机会说他不了解我
所以我的人生只和一些人分享，你可以领情我，你也可以怜悯我
但请别在我兴致勃勃的时候打断我，那种感觉就像是小三打入了感情生活一样痛
可能你么没有这样的经历，但对于一个爱分享的自己，实在是 非常痛苦
我很不喜欢半途被人打断，我一定要讲完才可以讲 下一个话题，这是我的原则
可是最近我的原则一直被打断，真的真的好辛苦，而且不是第一次了，已有好几次了
就算是被打断了，不是你的错，但也别因为打而真的把我要讲的话题给挂了....
很讨厌那种每次没讲完话，被打断了，又挂死我的话题，憋在心里好难受
就这样一天一个话题，慢慢累积在心里，累计的越多，感觉背负得越多
我真的希望我可以有一天是可以把我的话题讲完，吊着说不完好难受啊啊啊啊啊啊
真的很对不起自己，因为又再次没把话题讲完自己又抱着枕头哭了一场
我真没想到，那种感觉真刺痛人心，希望哭过了安好，但我觉得还是弥补不了这次的伤痕
Like what this picture said
# To You, I'm just a chapter
To Me, You're were the book #
You are my book and my duty is to fill up this book with interesting contents of my life
When a person is interrupted when he/she speaks, it's like the author can no longer continue to write
Those motivations and piles of words just got stuck there
Will they feel comfortable or uneasygoing?
You once had that feeling of voicing out your stories
And all of a sudden, your thoughts were flooded away because you were interrupted
I know it's not your fault, dear one, but I just feel very uncomfortable that's all
I hope you care for me more in future cuz this didn't happen just once.
I fear once day I can no longer speak and just silence myself since nobody cares or listens
I was once like that, only till when someone brought my courage to speak
I realized speaking can change the perception on how a person judges you
To be frank, I don't share my personal stories to just anybody, only the special ones who cared
So dear one, please let me finish my story, if I didn't wanna share with you, I wouldn't have told you
Give thanks and God bless me in future.
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