Die liao larh me /~\

SEI FOR!!!!
my akaun folio arh!
do here do there also cant IMBANG!!!!!
you want me to die is it?!
today wanna pass up liao eh!!
now im at the school's IT lab posting this post!!!
im rushing like HELL!!!!
now i have still have limited time until 1pm to finihs off my folio!!
cannot imbang...is the worst thing that can ever happen to me!!
if i cannot balance the imbangan duga i cant carry on doing the rest
"PENYATA PENDAPATAN & KUNCI KIRA-KIRA"
so of course i still left these 3 things to complete!!!
IMBANGDAN DUGA ive spent a lot of time redo-ing it!!
did you know that ive redone it almost 20 times???!!!!!!!!!!!
it is a WASTE OF TIME!
so even my penyata pendapatan also cant do!!!!
kunci kira-kira also cannot!!
wey yar!!!!!! why like that geh??
my teacher also cant imbang it how can WE student manage it?
forget it lar~~PASS UP also 0 marks...dont pass up also 0 marks~~
anyway if i dont pass up my folio...my parents will have to come to school and visit my leng luii teacher orh~
now everybody is helping me to vheck my folio see if there are mistakes but then NON!!!!!
what am i to do??!!!


Next....
ive got news about the form position
and i SUCKED at it!!!
im almost the last in the whole form!!
how can it be??!!!
if im that BAD then what about my classmates?
so it means that my class is all DEAD
bye bye!!!! gotta go now!!

无止的一天

每天上学的时候；都带着忐忑不安的心情上课

放学的时候；都带着战战兢兢的心情回家

若每天都这样过着生活

你不会觉得很烦闷咩？

好像都毫无意义的

我连写个BLOG的心情都没有

唉，好悲哀哦~

事情是这样的

最近很多人都一直给本小姐压力

好像一只摆不脱困境的小蚂蚁

不管是在活动方面、口试方面、AKAUN FOLIO方面都一样！

一定会有压力的！

不管别人怎么让我开心开心过着每一天

我还是依然地提心吊胆、一直担心下一刻会发生让我不舒服的事情

昨天

本小姐活动wakil到一半

有人叫我召见老师解释为何AKAUN FOLIO这样迟都还没交

甚至要我们给好一个日期准时交

我都在忙着做，都很用心去做料

都被叫去。

当时，我还要准备隔天口试、练音质等等

我很怕也很生气为何这样多事情一直烦着我不放过

结果给的日期是星期五。

哪知，今天又再次地被叫进纪律室

纪律老师说要打电话给父母

昨天那个老师也在里面

我很害怕为什么要打电话给父母

因为昨天都给好日期说是星期五才交的啊~

结果是纪律老师们都要我们那几个没做完AKAUN FOLIO的明天交@@

紧张到！

根本都没口惠而实不至，空口说白话咯！

赶啊赶、拼命地赶！哇！imbangan duga又错！

要重新做过！

天啊？为何本小姐的命要这样苦啊？

明天就要交folio了OK?

现在要重做？！

上天在开玩笑吧？！

算料咯，真的带放学都干不完T.T

我完蛋了！

还有....

今天我班有口试

我的组准备的是 诗歌朗诵

当然。。皇天不负苦心人！上天让我顺顺利利地过难关拉！

谢天谢地！27分特优分数！woohoo~~!!高兴死！

可是每当事情有一个正，就一定会有一个负

我们今天的口试多了一位面善的人来评分哟~

不告诉你们是谁，自己猜（知道的人SHH~了解我的人，BINGO!）

没想到我会拿到这样高分哦~

还以为她会吝啬到给我很低分而已~嘻嘻~

因为我华语的语音都不是很准确

但是要谢谢你咯！

说到这个人hor~嘻嘻~

其实她帮过我很多次了

以前我没那么珍惜

现在过去了，我后悔没有好好珍惜一切、珍惜拥有

今天放学的时候拿到PMR的SIJIL

成绩虽然比别人差

拿A的科目也很少罢了

可是，少少的科目中，我看到了那科耀眼的A

那科A对我来说很特别、很重要、是一件很难得的事情

我最最最满意的也是这一科！

你那用心的栽培、耐心的教导使我大开眼界

拿到一个A!

我不知如何该怎么向你说声谢谢你！

我买礼物给你，礼物都不知道跑到哪儿去了

然后真的真的不知道要怎样报答你

因为我实在是太感动了！

哈哈！嗨哟~

我知道这个post很长~

不多说了~萨扬娜拉！

做akaun folio去！

boring as ever

sunday~

what a boring day~

went for tuition~

then came back...

just touched my KAD STOK nia~

the rest havent do it yet

pathetic T.T

then stayed at home played some more new facebook games ive found from the internet

bejeweled blitz...

bingo blitz

bomb it II

bubble witch saga

chronicles of blood

city of magic

duck hunter

GEO challenge

guardians of light

king of kungfu

music challenge

mystery manor

fairy adventure

pokemon adventure

ravenskye city

school of magic

sonic

socerrer of darkness

street fighter II

magic land

super mario

tetris battle

the smurfs & co.

LOLZ~~~~~

nothing is nice to play T.T

and then play till headache already now..T.T

i had KFC tom yam crunch for supper

yum yum but i still prefer HOT & SPICY more though

garh garh~~~~

well...ok....im trying to say is...

im going to change for the good

im trying to change my personality

i want to control the bad words i use

i want to control it and hold it

so that i dont burst out any bad behaviour

i hope i can succeed

i want to be just like her

no disadvantages but advantages

it will take me ages to fulfill this task

but i will try for my future :)

well she is my role model so SHE as a role model

i have to follow right?

she is nice,caring,never had bad words coming out from her mouth

hardworking,NOT-lazy,helpful

SHE IS THE BEST!!!!

haha xD the best ive ever seen ^^

im so glad that i get to meet her

glad to be friends with her

haha xD

i tihnk it is a gift form God to change me hahahaha xD

im grateful that i have her :D

good night people!

hope to be better some day xD

haha bored and busy after exam...

sorry sorry readers...

ive neglected my blog for somedays

sorry!! as i was busy with many things

you will know if you've read my previous posts

Friday....November 4th

yesterday i went for wakil in the morning

then came back to class for chinese aural

suppose to be yesterday but my group postpones to next wednesday

LOLZ!!!! and im rushing through my akaun folio!!!

then when i got back

i didnt see the SOMEONE as that SOMEONE said she wanted to see our aural

so i went and called her but in the end kena her marah T.T

well actually it was a mistake!!

she has mistaken my words!!!

i think she heard wrongly though T.T

so i kena scolded for no reason actually

it wasnt really my fault at all..

ive got prooves!!!

well she was really angry so i went back to class

and before i went back

i keep saying sorry to her for like a million times ady lolz...T.T

went back to class after

afternoon...afternoon sesison students have debate finals

i was the MC there

and the best debator for FORM1 is : CHONG KAI SEN!!

and for FORM 2 : EMERLYN NE YEE THENG!!

CONGRATULTIONS!!!

then after the debate ive got pizza vouchers for becoming the MC!!

cool eh?

after that night time i have tuition and thats all for FRIDAY~~

Saturday......Novenber 5th

well today had activities

tiring~~

then when i gt back home and switched on my Facebook

i heard news that WASABI SHEMAN LOH passed away

Let's pray for her shall we?

T.T May God Bless her in heaven T.T

why must you die in such a young age? T.T

people weep for her too T.T

REST IN PEACE~

**P/S : later going to watch The Adventures of Tin Tin-the secret of the unicorn xD**

Down in the dumps!!!

Why is my luck so miserable?
its like I dont have any freedom T.T
and that's very bad you know!!
its not that i dont want to fulfill anything but...
ok!! blame it on me then!!!
ALL MY FAULT lorh~!!
well all the words I say wasnt EXCUSES
to you maybe they are
but seriously I didnt puposely NOT go for it
its just that...im BUSY for the whole week!!!
and its not that this thing is still fresh to you
but Ive already told you that im busy for a whole week and I ask for your apology!!
Ive already repeat this thing over and over again
did you ever saw it?
it was there...right there before your very eyes
you closed your eyes by then right?
you didnt accept my apology
thats ok then....
but I cant believe that you dont believe my words
i was being very sincere with you
you wouldnt put your trust in it
im truly hurt and worse off Ive lost my appetite!!
I went to find someone for help
and she consoled me nicely
but she also wouldnt believe that you guys did that to me
shocking too
I told her everything that i suppose to tell
she ask me to consult another person
but im scared...really scared that this thing will become bigger and bigger
and everyone will....you know T.T
I do not want those kinds of attitude
I just want a normal,happy life
no sorrows everything
did you all know that you've ruined my life?!
now every time when I come to school I will be living in lives of sorrow
pitiful shadows surrounding me
nobody is there to lend a helping hand
but im there standing there in the rain waiting for someone
but none came
and how do you call true friendship?
did you know what someone had did to me?
she sold my pride and prejudice away!!!
How could you!!!
my pride is all I have and now the game has ended
I have no lives back!
I wish to abolish this situation
Please help me......and let me live my own happy nice way :')

Rush Rush Rush！！

Oh Mu Goodness!!!

did you know that this week is my most busy week of them all?

i got lotsa things to manage!!!!

Firstly: Akaun Folio

Secondly: English Debate

Thirdly: I have to finish collectin all my money

Fourthly: Attend activites

Fifthly: Be the MC for the afternoon session english debate!!

what a tiring week!!!!

how can I get rid of these suferrings?

haiz....

Ive already said im busy

yet you people dont even understand and fathom me!!!

i told you i have my own business to do

you guys also need to know so i told you so

but you all wont believe

now i typed out all the stuff that im busying with this week

do you guys believe me now?

my akaun folio is already late for one day

today is the due date

and i only finished till imbangan duga!!!

I really hope it can imbang though

if not i have to do it all over again!

thats very pathetic to redo it all over again!!!!

Please Lord hear my prayer!!

make it imbang!! so that i dont need to redo it again!!

then i cant believe what im hearing!!!

my activities time actually crashed with my busy busy week!!

4 days in a row got activity!!!

you gotta be joking right?

im so busy!!!! and every activitying~

are you going to make me go nuts??

if i dont go...you guys will find me until you guys see me!

if i go i wont be able to do my stuff!!!

and i think both are important to me too

but first thing comes first!!!

last minute only say got activity

i have to postpone my non-curriculum activities

and move them away thanks to the school activities :/

anyway its getting late though

im suppose to post this at the last day of October!!

i hope November is a good month for me!!!

countdown to the holidays!!!!

bye guys~~sleep tight!!

been lack of sleep for almost 3 days in a row!!

and i dont feel sleepy at all!!

farewell :)