ok the continuous part of this post
after school my beloved ah ling was 2 classes next to mine
i decided to wait for her and greet her or some sort
but she went passed me and i greeted her except she didnt reply me
hey!! this is the first time she didnt nod her head or say something,she didnt even smile at me!
i didnt bother about her after that.....i carried on my walk to Gate3
and suddenly i realised should i visit ah ling?
its been awhile though.but im scared she'll think im a burden to her
all i want was your warm smile and your voice telling me that you're okay after these days of hard work
so i decided to visit you
i asked you whether or not to help me revise my form4 chinese
you said no....you dont have the time ok i understand :')
but your words are so cold...they were trembling,rolling down my spine
as if they were made of ice....sharp knives.....
before that,your answers were always very warm-hearting
like Oh i might not have the time for you but i will try and help you if i can
see the 2 replies? 2 different kinds if tones in the sentences
i was deeply hurt by your words,but i hid it with a broad smile on my face
ling~ here's what i wanna say after today's incident.
i really miss your hug even though they were painful
you hug me but your nails are so sharp that they even pinch me hard on my shoulders
hahahaha i did complain it to my friends but its sorta like warm kinda feeling
but after you pinched me,you always say sorry was it painful then you would gently rub at the place u just pinched hahahaha a warm feeling ran down my heart,it melted mine though haha
and before that,you would always joke with me on some topics
but now......your jokes were never to be seen,your hugs never appeared again
what has happened to the lovely you who cared alot for me before?
you were always there for me when i needed you
i want our times to be like when i was in PMR
you carefully taught me how to manage well in my chinese i did score well u know?
arent you proud of me? i am proud of you,a person who cared alot for my chinese
without you,my life would be meaningless,miserably sorrowful
seriously MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
i miss the times that you would always smile back at me when i take a glance at you
i miss the times when you spend extra time on me,wanting me to be better in my chinese
i miss the times when u always joke about my personality in class
i miss the times that you chat with me or walk with me
i miss the times when you watched me play with some of my other friends
i miss the times when i always went and look for you and you'll never feel bored of me
i miss the times when you scold me when i am wrong coz i deserve it
i miss the times when you always warn me about the risks of using facebook too much
i miss the times when you would always inbox me and ask me to go offline and study
i miss the times when you stop me from facebook-ing so that i can concentrate on my PMR
i miss the times that you say my name
i miss the times when you say that im a good girl
I REALLY DO MISS THESE TIMES SPENT TOGETHER!
THEY WERE MY PRECIOUS GOLDEN MOMENTS!!
AND I WILL TREASURE IT FOREVER AND EVER
NEVER ENDING,EVER LASTING
i wish that you'll understand me more these years ok?
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
我EMO了一整天。。。[PART 1]
ok i know my title is in chinese but i really wanna post this in english
so it begins a new day! feeling nervous and all
i wanted to pass up akaun folio to my teacher
bare in mind.....*my akaun teacher is a disciplinary teacher*
so i went in to the staff room.walked into the disciplinary room
and good grief!! she wasnt there! so i went round the whole school looking for our dearest
and to my surprise none of the classes at block C have beauty in it
so i decided to round back to the classroom till i remembered she was suppose to be in c4
then i looked through the window..GOSH!! she's just 3 classes away from mine
and i ran round the whole looking for her WHAT AN IDIOT!!
later then i decided to pass it up during the next period
i went to c4 LOL! no sign of her!! and once again i went down to the disciplinary room
and once again! she wasnt there!!
so i decided to wait for her pressence
as i saw some form4 folio on her desk and her pencil case is till open
thinking maybe she's marking the folios so i waited and waited
and during that time,MDM LPS was checking some students hair
and she turned to the "waiting" me and caught my hair as well
she jotted down my name on her notebook and ask me to come again and see her after im done with my hair especially the bangs
i was freaking out! because i was just about to pass up my book and instead of passing up my book
i got caught of my hair!! im innocent you know?
im being a good girl passing up my folio and didnt know that i would be caught
so i went back to class fully handed haha and furious and frustrated
later on another period has gone i decided to go back to C4 to find her
our timing was just correct! she just came out of the classroom and i rushed to her
and there was a sign of relief
telling her that my hair was caught because of you,she didnt reply me
and that got my nerves blowing! darn.....
after that it was close to the ending of the school period
i decided to once again go down to find her to get back my folio
ooh no!!! she's not there AGAIN!! but then just as i was about to get out of the scary place
i saw her walking outside the staff room door
asked her whether our folio is ready to be picked up but she said no and never did she bothered about me again.....does she always have to be like that?so i didnt care about her and went back to class
this time......empty handed hahaha!
so it begins a new day! feeling nervous and all
i wanted to pass up akaun folio to my teacher
bare in mind.....*my akaun teacher is a disciplinary teacher*
so i went in to the staff room.walked into the disciplinary room
and good grief!! she wasnt there! so i went round the whole school looking for our dearest
and to my surprise none of the classes at block C have beauty in it
so i decided to round back to the classroom till i remembered she was suppose to be in c4
then i looked through the window..GOSH!! she's just 3 classes away from mine
and i ran round the whole looking for her WHAT AN IDIOT!!
later then i decided to pass it up during the next period
i went to c4 LOL! no sign of her!! and once again i went down to the disciplinary room
and once again! she wasnt there!!
so i decided to wait for her pressence
as i saw some form4 folio on her desk and her pencil case is till open
thinking maybe she's marking the folios so i waited and waited
and during that time,MDM LPS was checking some students hair
and she turned to the "waiting" me and caught my hair as well
she jotted down my name on her notebook and ask me to come again and see her after im done with my hair especially the bangs
i was freaking out! because i was just about to pass up my book and instead of passing up my book
i got caught of my hair!! im innocent you know?
im being a good girl passing up my folio and didnt know that i would be caught
so i went back to class fully handed haha and furious and frustrated
later on another period has gone i decided to go back to C4 to find her
our timing was just correct! she just came out of the classroom and i rushed to her
and there was a sign of relief
telling her that my hair was caught because of you,she didnt reply me
and that got my nerves blowing! darn.....
after that it was close to the ending of the school period
i decided to once again go down to find her to get back my folio
ooh no!!! she's not there AGAIN!! but then just as i was about to get out of the scary place
i saw her walking outside the staff room door
asked her whether our folio is ready to be picked up but she said no and never did she bothered about me again.....does she always have to be like that?so i didnt care about her and went back to class
this time......empty handed hahaha!
Saturday 28th April
well i had a wonderful evening with my parents!!
they celebrated my birthday earlier than ever
as my birthday was during my exam week and my mum's not around on that day itself
so we decided to carry forward this day
we went to jusco to gobble up some Korean food for dinner
the whole menu was on to me hahaha! i am the main character of the day haha
so i ordered KimChi Bibimbap,Kim Chi Soup and Rib eye BBQ yummy!!
i came there just for the ribeyes and the kimchi bibimbap teehee~
wow! i was so full~! after this heavy meal.......
we went down to the ground floor to visit the TM NET gallery
wow free internet for us to test the speed of the internet
quite fast though hahaha! ad there are display games of guitar heroes! cool!
so there was one vacancy on the laptop so i went there and pressed on youtube
clicked on Fantastic Baby! *wow~ fantastic baby BOOMSHAKALAKA*
and Jennifer Lopez's Papi and the crowd came and watched the MV hahahaha
after the trip in Jusco,went for tuition
OH YEAH and 1 more thing!
i wanna thanks my friend *Caydence* for making me a birthday cake and belanja-ing me at Sesame Street this Friday hahahahaha im so touched...1st time ever that someone would celebrate my birthday with me in my secondary years! haha lol my birthday always falls on exam week so of course exam is far more important than celebrating my birthday hahahahahaha
anyway that's all folks!!
they celebrated my birthday earlier than ever
as my birthday was during my exam week and my mum's not around on that day itself
so we decided to carry forward this day
we went to jusco to gobble up some Korean food for dinner
the whole menu was on to me hahaha! i am the main character of the day haha
so i ordered KimChi Bibimbap,Kim Chi Soup and Rib eye BBQ yummy!!
i came there just for the ribeyes and the kimchi bibimbap teehee~
wow! i was so full~! after this heavy meal.......
we went down to the ground floor to visit the TM NET gallery
wow free internet for us to test the speed of the internet
quite fast though hahaha! ad there are display games of guitar heroes! cool!
so there was one vacancy on the laptop so i went there and pressed on youtube
clicked on Fantastic Baby! *wow~ fantastic baby BOOMSHAKALAKA*
and Jennifer Lopez's Papi and the crowd came and watched the MV hahahaha
after the trip in Jusco,went for tuition
OH YEAH and 1 more thing!
i wanna thanks my friend *Caydence* for making me a birthday cake and belanja-ing me at Sesame Street this Friday hahahahaha im so touched...1st time ever that someone would celebrate my birthday with me in my secondary years! haha lol my birthday always falls on exam week so of course exam is far more important than celebrating my birthday hahahahahaha
anyway that's all folks!!
Friday, April 27, 2012
hey its been awhile since i posted in english haha!
recently im so busy with so many folios and homework
my nightmare is approaching.....well not to say approaching,but it has approached~!
but before i start the story of my nightmare story-line
here's a suprise~!
yeah the new baby in the house!! hahahaha~
well after i bought this ipad3,i was absent to school the next day
its not that i purposely wanna be absent but my muscle hurts so much
that i dont have a choice but to stay at home and rest the next day
whole body ache-ing ouch!
and so...i couldnt walk right or sleep right and of course....
i cried the whole night,it was so painful and i couldnt get enough sleep
the next day came and i was so tired that i could barely open my eyes
it was wednesday........and i did nothing for the whole afternoon
i was suppose to go to school as usual and went for the Chung Ling High School higher China education
but i was in such pain that i decided to let go of it...and there goes my one in a million chance
til night came....i had tuition and.......i still couldnt walk right~!
it was really hard for me to climb the stairs or even walk to the room
took my baby to a PROFESSIONAL IPAD USER
hahahaha which my teacher claims that she's not! AHAH! dont deny it teehee~
when i got back home,mummy bought me chocolates and sweets from China
AND here are the highlights of them hehehehe~
alright thursday it was a truly normal day,nothing special
except rushing through Foliossssssss TOO MANY!!!
FRIDAY,which means today..........
i had my teeth mended...well i had a slight hole in 2 or of my teeth so i had to mend it of course
well before i even got started with it,i was so panic
i was afraid that it'll be a pain in the hatchet!
so eventually i refused to sit on the chair or even get close to it!
i cried solemnly but then when the dentist yelled hollered at me to be quick
i timidly walked to the chair,sat down and started to sob
the dentist tried to calm me down even though i didnt even yell or anything .____.
and she keep on saying its not pain at ALL so i believed her
well when she started on with the drilling and stuff i realised it wasn't at all that painful
and before then i was misunderstood her
i thought she meant drilling on my front tooth which has a big hole
but instead she mended the 2 teeth behind hahaha so i stopped crying :)
the dentist said i was a total disspoinment to her
17 years old and still crying or a drilling in the teeth? hahahaha
im like that~ im scared of dentists and drills,so you cant blame me for anything
after that went for tuition,finished my moral folio then
and went to Tweety's house to snap some pictures hahahaha! its so funny!!
and that's all for today~ hahaha!
STAY TUNED for more! ^^
my nightmare is approaching.....well not to say approaching,but it has approached~!
but before i start the story of my nightmare story-line
here's a suprise~!
yeah the new baby in the house!! hahahaha~
well after i bought this ipad3,i was absent to school the next day
its not that i purposely wanna be absent but my muscle hurts so much
that i dont have a choice but to stay at home and rest the next day
whole body ache-ing ouch!
and so...i couldnt walk right or sleep right and of course....
i cried the whole night,it was so painful and i couldnt get enough sleep
the next day came and i was so tired that i could barely open my eyes
it was wednesday........and i did nothing for the whole afternoon
i was suppose to go to school as usual and went for the Chung Ling High School higher China education
but i was in such pain that i decided to let go of it...and there goes my one in a million chance
til night came....i had tuition and.......i still couldnt walk right~!
it was really hard for me to climb the stairs or even walk to the room
took my baby to a PROFESSIONAL IPAD USER
hahahaha which my teacher claims that she's not! AHAH! dont deny it teehee~
when i got back home,mummy bought me chocolates and sweets from China
AND here are the highlights of them hehehehe~
rocks? edible? hahaha
silver sugary mints^^
alright thursday it was a truly normal day,nothing special
except rushing through Foliossssssss TOO MANY!!!
FRIDAY,which means today..........
i had my teeth mended...well i had a slight hole in 2 or of my teeth so i had to mend it of course
well before i even got started with it,i was so panic
i was afraid that it'll be a pain in the hatchet!
so eventually i refused to sit on the chair or even get close to it!
i cried solemnly but then when the dentist yelled hollered at me to be quick
i timidly walked to the chair,sat down and started to sob
the dentist tried to calm me down even though i didnt even yell or anything .____.
and she keep on saying its not pain at ALL so i believed her
well when she started on with the drilling and stuff i realised it wasn't at all that painful
and before then i was misunderstood her
i thought she meant drilling on my front tooth which has a big hole
but instead she mended the 2 teeth behind hahaha so i stopped crying :)
the dentist said i was a total disspoinment to her
17 years old and still crying or a drilling in the teeth? hahahaha
im like that~ im scared of dentists and drills,so you cant blame me for anything
after that went for tuition,finished my moral folio then
and went to Tweety's house to snap some pictures hahahaha! its so funny!!
and that's all for today~ hahaha!
STAY TUNED for more! ^^
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
弟弟的生日~ 也是我校sukantara~
弟弟啊弟弟~生日快乐啊~
不要以为姐姐不爱你，其实我心里面像的东西你都不知道的，哈哈！
对不起，我连一声生日快乐都没告诉你
等下出房门后才来祝福你啦~
虽然是弟弟的生日
但我这个姐姐却在学校收折磨哦~可怜我吧~
一早到学校，就集会了。
还以为集会后可以回班，因为sukantara之前我想搽counterpain
怕脚等下承受不了压力而倒塌
结果没机会搽咯，集会后直接sukantara啊~
青组第一项目是跳远，接着抛铅球、200m、跳高、100m，总共有5项要完成~
哇！为什么form 5的sukantara这样难的？
跳远，以往都会至少夺去1分；今天，我连1分都夺不到啊！太远了！差一点~
抛铅球，很远。。。球很重！真的！屁股啦~
看着朋友一个接一个的抛，拿到1分也不多
心想：死定啦！这个拿不到分，那个拿不到分，青组怎么赢啊？
结果到我的时候，一脸gong gong很害怕的样子随便抛出去
woo~~~~1 分咧！1分咧！！！那个1分我拿到了！
所以这证明我力度很大。。。OMG!我人很小只罢了！
所以以后的最我的人，你们知道我的力度了吧！哈哈哈哈！
200m，我很失望！昨晚我一直很想在这项拿到2分拿不到也至少拿1分回来吧
还没到我那一群赛跑的时候，前面那一队缺少2个人
结果我跟我另一个朋友被逼去前面
OMG！！！老师你为什么要把我放到最外面？我跑不赢的！！！
我那时很害怕我躲不到分！很紧张！！毕竟这项是我每年的big event哈哈！
哔~！口哨吹了！OMG!!!我竟然跑最后！都说不要给我跑外面了咯！！！
跑到要接近终点的时候我冲上去了！结果冲到我不小心折到我的小脚趾
我已经跑大盘我的极限了，还是应不过这项。。。。
我真的跑最后，而且，最令我失望的是我连1分也拿不到！
当场很想哭！我牺牲了我的脚就是为了要跑这项目啊。。。
跳高我没跳反而跑到班上休息，做STRETCHING，好好筹备100m的赛跑！
我很不甘愿！！很自卑为何要跑最后！
到100m的时候，我。。。冲！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
哈哈哈！我跑第一哦~第一次那么爽快地跑啊跑！
虽然跑的过程脚muscle因为那200m就觉得很痛，但我还是忍了那数数的几秒。
sukantara后，我不能走了，很痛！
但还是要去看拔河啊~拔河，我到日新第一年青组输了
我很伤心！很伤心！很伤心！对咯~我们青组最后咯！
唉~现在要等下午班的放学报告他们的成绩！
最好不要再最后了！拜拜~睡个小睡先~等下有钢琴班
（不知道能爬那边的楼梯吗~2楼咧，对我这个musce痛的人来说已是很高了）
不要以为姐姐不爱你，其实我心里面像的东西你都不知道的，哈哈！
对不起，我连一声生日快乐都没告诉你
等下出房门后才来祝福你啦~
虽然是弟弟的生日
但我这个姐姐却在学校收折磨哦~可怜我吧~
一早到学校，就集会了。
还以为集会后可以回班，因为sukantara之前我想搽counterpain
怕脚等下承受不了压力而倒塌
结果没机会搽咯，集会后直接sukantara啊~
青组第一项目是跳远，接着抛铅球、200m、跳高、100m，总共有5项要完成~
哇！为什么form 5的sukantara这样难的？
跳远，以往都会至少夺去1分；今天，我连1分都夺不到啊！太远了！差一点~
抛铅球，很远。。。球很重！真的！屁股啦~
看着朋友一个接一个的抛，拿到1分也不多
心想：死定啦！这个拿不到分，那个拿不到分，青组怎么赢啊？
结果到我的时候，一脸gong gong很害怕的样子随便抛出去
woo~~~~1 分咧！1分咧！！！那个1分我拿到了！
所以这证明我力度很大。。。OMG!我人很小只罢了！
所以以后的最我的人，你们知道我的力度了吧！哈哈哈哈！
200m，我很失望！昨晚我一直很想在这项拿到2分拿不到也至少拿1分回来吧
还没到我那一群赛跑的时候，前面那一队缺少2个人
结果我跟我另一个朋友被逼去前面
OMG！！！老师你为什么要把我放到最外面？我跑不赢的！！！
我那时很害怕我躲不到分！很紧张！！毕竟这项是我每年的big event哈哈！
哔~！口哨吹了！OMG!!!我竟然跑最后！都说不要给我跑外面了咯！！！
跑到要接近终点的时候我冲上去了！结果冲到我不小心折到我的小脚趾
我已经跑大盘我的极限了，还是应不过这项。。。。
我真的跑最后，而且，最令我失望的是我连1分也拿不到！
当场很想哭！我牺牲了我的脚就是为了要跑这项目啊。。。
跳高我没跳反而跑到班上休息，做STRETCHING，好好筹备100m的赛跑！
我很不甘愿！！很自卑为何要跑最后！
到100m的时候，我。。。冲！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
哈哈哈！我跑第一哦~第一次那么爽快地跑啊跑！
虽然跑的过程脚muscle因为那200m就觉得很痛，但我还是忍了那数数的几秒。
sukantara后，我不能走了，很痛！
但还是要去看拔河啊~拔河，我到日新第一年青组输了
我很伤心！很伤心！很伤心！对咯~我们青组最后咯！
唉~现在要等下午班的放学报告他们的成绩！
最好不要再最后了！拜拜~睡个小睡先~等下有钢琴班
（不知道能爬那边的楼梯吗~2楼咧，对我这个musce痛的人来说已是很高了）
repost //:歌唱比赛:\\ 20.4.2012
我的几个好朋友参加了当天歌唱比赛
收获也不少哦~
前5名的都是我的朋友哦~哈哈！真的是替他们高兴！
当然，当天我朋友也有在场当评审哦~
尤诗珺老师和孙艺绫姐姐~ ^^
她们都是我的偶像哦~很厉害的！真的！
厉害唱歌、厉害跳舞~
呵呵~
这是他们哦~哈哈！看到两位美女吗？:D
尤老师唱得《错的人》很好听！声音很稳！！
艺绫姐姐的《你的微笑》也是很好听！！
这首歌把全场给HOLD住了！哈哈哈！
回去的时候哇！很开心有得听尤老师和艺绫姐姐唱歌！
心满意足的level 100%!! 当天也把所有的烦恼都忘掉了！
谢谢你们哦~ ^^
收获也不少哦~
前5名的都是我的朋友哦~哈哈！真的是替他们高兴！
当然，当天我朋友也有在场当评审哦~
尤诗珺老师和孙艺绫姐姐~ ^^
她们都是我的偶像哦~很厉害的！真的！
厉害唱歌、厉害跳舞~
呵呵~
这是他们哦~哈哈！看到两位美女吗？:D
尤老师唱得《错的人》很好听！声音很稳！！
艺绫姐姐的《你的微笑》也是很好听！！
这首歌把全场给HOLD住了！哈哈哈！
回去的时候哇！很开心有得听尤老师和艺绫姐姐唱歌！
心满意足的level 100%!! 当天也把所有的烦恼都忘掉了！
谢谢你们哦~ ^^
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