心中的纠缠

最近很emo，但不知道要写什么。
我自己也不知道我在emo什么、在忧虑些什么。
心理有种莫名的担忧。
何解呢？
是朋友的关系呢？不是。
是家里的事情呢？不是。
是学校发生的事吗？不是。
但我能确定。。。。
似乎针对一些人的话而感到悲伤。
真的是有种很尖锐的刺插入心底。
可是，到底是谁跟我说了什么话，足以让我emo呢？
好奇怪，我还是捉不到是哪位咧。。。
还是，我自己心里作用？想太多而造成的？
或许吧。
这种感觉，何时才能摆脱呢？
纠缠着一些苦闷、能够让伤痕发芽，有好处吗？
要怎样才能觉得安心？我自己也不清楚 ='(
不可能每一天都要带着这种心情到处荡啊荡吧。
总觉得现在很无助。
有谁可以帮我呢？
最终还不是要靠自己才能解决？

Random post of Wednesday

actually, i don't really know what to blog about, and recently nothing special is going on

and yeah after Friendly Fire, 法网狙击 finished, there aren't really any good dramas to watch

Well, there's Inbound Trouble!! 老表你好野！but the episodes are slow

and it's actually quite funny to begin with HAHAHAHA

and now, urh..it's showing The Day of Days 初五启市录

quite a boring show but i like the main character雅媛

played by Sonijia Kwok 郭羡妮,my favourite actress of all times!

but then after i finished Inbound Troubles, i went to watch the 2012 dramas i missed

due to SPM -_______-

Well recently its just like this, nothing much, just can't wait to get out of house!

And this is how i spend every night, basically!

before watching dramas, i will do something at least....

and recently i've been doing my so called "nilam"

it's for the erican program called ERS 

So I think that's for now......

Sayonara!! ^^ Have a nice day!!

IELTS Finished !!!

Well actually, today is Tuesday
and I finished my IELTS test on Saturday HAHAHAHA
it took me quite sometime to blog about this thing
as i have been very lazy these days, especially after the exam
but then, i still need to update my blog and blog about something...

hmmm, im currently playing bubble blitz HAHAHA
so i still need a long time to finish this post :/
okay erm here goes

Saturday, on the 19th, i didnt sleep the whole night before the IELTS test
well because if i slept, at anyhow i will be sleepy
so at around 6am in the early mornings,
my dad drove me and my mum to cititel hotel in Penang Island
wow its actually rated as a 4 star hotel, and i thought it was a 3 star only, cool!!
so i made my way up to the 3rd floor, and guess what, there's girl earlier than me
hmm since it was pretty early, we head downstairs for breakfast
and when it was time, we waited at the waiting area

the rules were strict, no bags, no handphones
so i took my number, 1414, abit unlucky to say,
locked my handphone and my bag and got in to take my finger scanned and photo taken

at first it was a half-an-hour Listening Test
well, i have confidence that I will do best in this part!
although the conversation spoke was barely unable to testify what they're saying
at first when i listened to it, it sounded like a conversation between Jay Chou and 郭书瑶
but i think the most mistakes i will make is 7 so im steady with this
Next, was the reading test, i was okay at the first 2 comprehension
but got stuck at the 3rd one, it was really complicated
so i think i might do well in this and at the same time might not do well too :(
Then, it was the writing test.
well i wrote the Task 2 first as it contains more marks then Task 1
but seriously, i didnt know what i was writing about.
i just opened the paper, had a quick glance at the title and started writing
without any points beside me and just wrote everything on my mind
so im guessing im going to be dead in this part too
and as for Task 1, err,i dont quite know the format for this
but i wrote it as though im writing the ekonomi essay
but i dont think ive used any of the keywords in it :(

later, we had a short break and then its my Speaking test.
well my time was 13:10 but right after my writing test
i was called for a standby already, and im like, so fast？
around 12.30 i was called in to the examination hall as i was the 3rd one
when i walked in i was slightly nervous but okay still
until i met my examiner, OMG!!!! she is so strict!! no smiles or anything
and she gave me a question which i couldnt answer it!! without any preparation notes!!
i ended up with UMs and ERRs and ARRs and ERMss which was super bad
and you are not suppose to do this during any interview or any speaking test!!
so i hesitated for more ideas on how to answer her and i ended up with short answers
so basically I screwed my stupid Speaking Test!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!

after this I felt super tired and when i hopped on the car, i was nearly asleep
but then my parents said they wanted to go Balik Pulau, and im like are they serious?
I didnt even bother about their conversation and I slept soundly in the car
by the time i woke up, we were on the way to Balik pulau!!
and did you know how i got up? i was awaken by the winding slopes!!
gosh and when i woke up i was so giddy and was so uncomfortable!!
seriously feel like throwing up but I held back!!
we went to Balik pulau to look for some houses and then I saw........
Prince of Wales Island International School!! so pretty!! and huge!!
it has a huge field, a tennis court and a swimming pool!
and as from what I heard, this school is really good!! hahaha
how i wish I could study there :/

well that's the end of my day HAHAHAHA sorry for the long post!!

Randomly wrote out of no sensation and no ideas

recently I have this weird habit of opening my friends blogs and listen to their blog music
and im like : why am I so weird? like a weirdo
and i will sing to the lyrics and the rhythm of the beats [LOUDLY of course]
well my mind tells me that I have to study but my ego disallows me to start my action
so im grounded between my ego and my mind,totally mixed up from right or wrong.
well these kind of feelings, many people sure experienced it
but too often leading yourself into this disintegration will cause you to go topsy turvy

seriously, i really have to study for my IELTS if I wanna get band 6 and above
but, im still stuck!! imma still surfing the internet like there's no examination coming up
well basically, my IELTS test is just this coming Saturday LOL
i know im dead meat!!
im very scared of the writing and reading part
im so afraid that I will not have enough time to complete both sections
well the writing part is probably essays
you gotta finish off 2 essays in one hour [Gosh! i gotta rush myself...]
and for the reading one, its erm something like ICAS
but ICAS is just comprehension and objectives
and of course you have to read it quickly and answer it correctly
but the IELTS one are comprehensions and subjectives!!!
at least you have an idea for what the answer might be for objectives
NOT FOR SUBJECTIVES!!!! this is going to kill me rather soon.

well I hope im ready for it by Saturday, ive still got half a Thursday and a Friday for my last preparation
and tomorrow I'll be staying int he Jusco's library for revision
so I will leave my laptop at home and concentrate studying back in the library
Back to me olden days where I used to study for hours in the Jusco library for my SPM
now im currently going there to get prepared for my IELTS test!
Wish me LUCK!! =D

放下。迷惑

放下，这两个字，好难 :'(
原本真的以为我已经把你放下了
但与你的回忆就像旋转木马那样一直旋转在我脑海里 
叫我怎样忘记你呢？
我努力的想把你给忘记，但为什么，回忆会一直困扰我？
难道，这是一种暗号？复合的暗号？（假的吧）
但说真的，明明很在乎，却要伪装这种感觉，真的比熬夜还要辛苦呢
但自己知道在乎了，想要表达也是一种疑惑。
但，像你这种喜欢妹妹型的人，是不可能跟一个同岁的人很要好的
要交朋友的话，你也是选效果你的人，对吧？
上次你说你不怎么喜欢跟同岁的人交往，难道曾经跟你同班的，你也没把她们放在眼里？
连纯粹做个朋友也不行？

为什么我要对你这么好？
当你需要人陪的时候，我都一直在陪你
当我需要人陪的时候，你都不理我
既然你已经这么冷淡地对待我，我为什么会这么傻去在乎你呢？
我也不明白为什么我会对你这么好
但，我真的不想你占我便宜
你真的没有发觉到，以前和现在的语气逐渐地在改变吗？
难道你的人也就是读书读书读书而已吗？
你能不能多多观察你的四周啊？顾虑你朋友的感受？
难道你这一生都是要人家服侍你？
在我们人生中，没有这回事的，你也不是什么少爷还是少奶LOL

我真的希望，有一天，你会醒过来
你会领悟到你身边的朋友，还有很多是关心你的
希望以后的日子，你对某人好一些 :')
真诚的祝福你吧，请求那些不美好的事尽快远离你
希望以后我们会是很要好的朋友吧 :)

久违了，老师

老师，过得好吗？想起以前4、5、6年级老师都是我班的级任老师
是我们K班最好的级任老师，我们很荣幸有您这位老师 :)
没想到，已经第5年不见老师，别来无恙吧？
想起老师以前不管我们四年级都好还是5年级，甚至六年级
老师都会一直说自己是18岁，哈哈哈，永远18岁、长不大的18岁！
但，老师这18岁善意的谎言，还能维持多久呢？
感觉上当年一直说自己18岁的老师5年后，白发苍苍，真辛酸 :'(
以前老师当我3年的级任老师的时候，头发还乌黑，如今，变了 :'(
岁月的流逝，谁能阻止啊？

如今，今晚，啊，应该说是凌晨4点出吧
突然看到老师暂我的状态，就知道老师在线，便找老师去。
原来老师还记得我啊！老师还记得我小学的时候华语跟数学较差=3=
老师啊老师，好的不记去记那些不好的哈哈哈
可是我真的很惊讶老师还能记得我华语跟数学不怎么好咧！
果真是记忆力超强的！好棒哦您，老师！
谢谢老师3年的陪伴，其中3年小学的回忆，是由老师的陪伴，所以才会更精彩！
说真的，当我在跟老师您聊天的时候，眼泪莫名的留下了。。。

真的是很久都没见老师了，到现在都不知道老师的状况如何
哈哈哈！当我告诉老师我在熬夜读书，真的是遐思老师了！
老师还万分地提醒我不要熬夜会对身体不好 
没想到，4点多，老师起身了，我，还没睡 .___. 真的吓坏老师了，不好意思哈哈！
好啦，我的post就到此为止，5点了 .____.

Friendship or Frenemies?

Well,i'll be typing this in English as i dont have much time to type it in chinese
im rushing to start off with my IELTS or Erican sylabus if not i wont be able to catch up with the course this Sunday.
Cant help it that im a fast track student.

Okay erm let's get to the main point of my view.
Well, to someone special.
I wanted to thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me for the pass few years
Although we kinda like freak out when we see something we truly love or admire
and sometimes we do get on with some fights and arguements
its just a small portion of what is friendship.
its really a normal thing in your life of friendship.
sometimes, trouble just loves to come over and spill every bits and pieces
but we'll have to get use to it
I do treasure our friendship really much as i dont get to chat along really that well with any other people
but surprisingly, i do chat along well with you
maybe you dont think that way but i do =)

its really hard to have a friend, who accompanied you through thick and thin
bearing every moment of your life with you for several years
but ive found one ,although we have known each other for so many years
and sometimes we were really mad with the other party but we still forgive each other
until one day, when every changed...things have gone topsy turvy....
i still have many question marks floating over my head, why are u mad at me @@
we were just discussing on what to sell and suddenly everything changed.
you wont reply my messages, or even reply my comments
you blocked my from viewing part of your facebook (you dont have to know why i know it)
you blocked me from twitter, and i knew that this thing has gone serious

but here's the thing, i still, dont know what ive done wrong
when i asked you what was the matter, you woulnt answer me
and all of a sudden these things happened.
well seeing that you wont bother about me that much
i tried to avoid having contact with you or any other interactions
in case your fire starts burning again and i think you wont forgive me by then
but even though you were mad at me, i still think that our friendship still remains
but only it has turned to frenemies.
*frenemies are those who were good friends and suddenly turned out to be enemies*

actually, i think you are a superb friend
just ignore what i say in the past or any actions
well, everyone has their own disadvantages and their own weakness in themselves
you cant blame them for what they are
i know im weakness, im stubborn, i always wanna win in every fights or arguement
but i do have a strong will inside, nobody could see it.
i dont know what you are mad at but, im truly sorry for what i did in the past
and yes you really are a remarkable friend to have with.
although you are mad at me for some reasons
but you are not like the others..or like me

when im unsatisfied with some people, i will scold them behind my back or scold them on fb or twitter
but this thing seldom happens unless im really really REALLY MAD
or maybe i will unfriend that person or even block you.
but You, my friend.
you didnt unfriend me, u didnt block me and also what surprised me, you didnt even delete me as your sibling on fb
im happy with you, truly happy i have you as a pal

when i was in singapore, i saw a shop in Chinatown (dunno whether u have been to that shop or not)
who sells kpop stuff!!
and i saw a headphone a SUPER JUNIOR headphone
with eunhyuk's name and signature? on it and its diamond blue with an ELF on it
but when i saw the price,
yeah its a bit costly but i was wondering whether i should get it for u or not
as ive got some pressies for my friends back home
but then i thought that you were mad at me and might not even accept my gift when you are mad
so i decided not to buy it but instead i bought my friend a SNSD headphone ._____.

and then i saw the picture of you in chinatown
i wanted to tell you that i was living there and about that shop but yeah im afraid to do so, you were still mad at me, so i decided to pass on ._____.
but anyway wil you forgive me someday? o.o like i mean really is someday
i dont like frenemies. i prefer friends to frenemies
and yes i wouldnt wanna lose you as a friend.
so, erm if you ever see this post of mine, contact me maybe? to let me know?

天真之友

朋友啊朋友，你会不会太天真了啊？
你很不顾人家的感受lehh，只顾着自己。
当我更新状态，在指某一个人，你真的以为是你，怕我针对你？
对啊，我表面上是告诉你：我不是在说，请别想太多。
说真的，我很开心你能对号入座！你终于醒悟你是多么地冷酷吗？
你别说我对你狠哦~ 你以前怎样对待我，我也会以一模一样的方式对待现在的你
所以，别说我变了哦，我是因为你而变的呢，要怪就好好怪自己吧 @@
好好去想为什么我会变成这个样子。

平时不怎么关注我的你  突然会对这个状态这么有兴趣？
如果你觉得自己没做错事的话，就别怕哦~
如果你觉得你真的是以很冷酷的样子对待我，那真的很谢谢你对号入座了。
为什么我更新写说我生病还是哪里痛之类的状态
你都没来问我：你怎么了？哪里痛？好了吗？怎么不去看医生
你理都不理睬我啊
我现在想说的是，如果你发现你错了，想要回到我身边，对不起，我不接受了。

当时，我很需要你的时候，你破我冷水，不理睬我，很冷酷的回答我。
我花了好多的时间来摆脱你，放下一切。
现在你重新开始过这份友谊，对不起，来不及了。
你想回到从前去改变自己也太迟了，时间一去不回头的，呵呵。

如果你现在不管我更新什么东西，让你敏不敏感都好
只要你有真心来关注我，还是真心问候我，关心我，我还会接受回你。
但我要说，我已经给你第二次机会了，是你不好好珍惜。
若你还是那样冷酷，对我更新的东西产生任何的敏感，然后才来关注我
对不起，我不要这样的你，我要回以前的你
而且我也知道，我已经找不到、挽回不了从前清纯的你。

2013年，新花样，新希望

2013年，已经过了九天。
今天也就是 chapter 2013, page 9 of 365 pages =)
这显示说2013年已经走了9天
在这9天里发生好多事情哦！

第一：我以后再也不必到日新上学去。原来毕业的日子，比上课日还要痛苦。

曾经的我们，还在读中学的时候，我们都很期待毕业，一直计划补液后要做些什么。
说真的，我们好像有很多任务都还未实行的 都是表面上顺口说说而已哈哈哈 
原来，毕业，不是我们想象中的快乐，原来曾经讨厌上课的我们，讨厌校规的我们，讨厌学校臭气翻天的厕所，讨厌一些针对学生的老师及学长都还会想起往事

那些年，我们在班上一起上课的日子
那些年，我们时常在上课时间骗老师说要上厕所，实际上是去找朋友
那些年，我们在班上会一起顶撞老师
那些年，我们欺骗级任老师说我们都有做值日生，却没有得最肮脏的班级
那些年，我们一起上体育节上到一半会到处溜。。。。。。
原来，我们的那些年还真的是蛮多的啊~ 想也想不完。
想到自己不必再踏入校园，其实还蛮心寒的。
现在的我，无校可归，毕业了，日新还要收回我吗？
都不知道能不能进校园看一看老师及学弟学妹们咯。

第二：我开始吉他及钢琴班了！

圣诞节的时候，我二姨看到我在弹吉他，认为我对吉他很有兴趣
就叫我找了个吉他老师，学费二姨付完哦~
还是二姨最疼我了 :D
上个星期六，我开始了吉他班。
说真的，教我吉他的那位美女老师是我朋友的姐姐来的 :D
老师的人为还蛮清纯的
印象中好像还有一个跟老师类似的人，对！我的表姐 :(
我业蛮想念我的表姐的 :(
我不知为何我会把他们两个归类在一起，应该是他们两个都是完美主义者的吧
所以，我每个星期六都会看到我的“表姐” 哈哈哈哈！
而且上吉他班也不会有任何的压力，老师也蛮友善的，很谈得来 :D
至于，钢琴班呢，没什么分别，只是觉得很开心能够见到我的老师！
为了应付SPM考试而停了接近3个月钢琴课的我
能够回到学院弹钢琴，享受那里的环境，已经能够满足我了。
可是，我现在弹着的钢琴歌是sonata和sonatina哦，一首歌，好多页 /.\

第三：我要去考IELTS咯！

1月19日，我即将到cititel hotel考 IELTS
这个IELTS呢，跟MUET没什么分别
至于课程呢，因为是在槟岛上课的，所以父母也不方便时常载我过去
所以被逼这次的考试自修了。
没有老师，没有补习，没有课程没，有人帮助。靠我自己了！
希望能够及格，不必重考 :(
之后，就到几个语言学院考了入门考试，个个都考得优秀，很满意！
可是在当中的学院，我选择了 erican ，这个星期日开班了 :D
很开心很兴奋！可是，会有点辛苦哦。
我要应付IELTS还要自修erican之前的课程。=(
我就是因为怕得要命，就打电话给我中学的英语主任求救英文。
不管我向谁求救者问题，个个都告诉我，我英文没什么大碍，一定能应付得了
问题是，我缺乏信心 :( 这是一个贬义的性格 =( 很希望我克服得来。

超越了朋友这东西

好的，还没开始这长长的一篇之前我现介绍里边的人物
那就是我和他。
那个他，你们可以把他想成一个女生或是一个男生
有你们做决定哈哈哈，因为这是“朋友”啊
是朋友的就请看完它，了解我的心事，我是需要的。='(

朋友，
当我们踏入中学的那一刻，你与我是不认识的。
可是，因为缘分，就让我们在中学的最后一年留下一些薄浅的印象。
当时的我，因为在中四那年参与了学校举办的交换生计划
中五的那年也必须继续参与下去。
而当时的你，因为对这交换生计划感到非常地有兴趣。
就时常在我的面子书赞我的状态，赞我的照片和我的post。
此时的我，觉得很奇怪，为何这位不熟悉的陌生人会贸贸然地关注我。
而且那时的我又不太认识你
所以就有一天在面子书信息了你。
而你，就告诉我你对那交换生计划有感兴趣，还问了我好多的问题
因此，双方就成了朋友。

你，几乎每一天在面子书看到我有什么就赞什么，毫无顾虑是有意义还是无意义的。
尤其是有关系到我交换生计划的东西，你都赞爆它啊。
我就想，这个人应该是我交换声计划结束后就应该会停止他的赞吧
不过，出乎意料的是，你还是这样继续赞爆我的东西。
就这样，我跟你就开始在面子书聊天起来。
也许，你对我的了解也开始积少成多
而我，只是个半桶水。
就这样，我们就一直聊天聊到SPM到来的时候，还一直聊到很开心。

虽然我们是在面子书聊得很开心，但我们真正在学校是没有见过面的
甚至连打声招呼也没有。
直到还未考SPM的前几个礼拜，你向我借了参考书。
我看在我们聊得蛮熟的，就答应你我会借你。
没想到第一次见面的时候，我当时的班就移到你的班隔壁。
所以你就趁老师不在时来找我。
当时我同班的同学说你来找我了
我也有点惊讶你是真的肯来找我，你向我答谢了，就回班去。
晚上来临的时候，你说我借你太多了，怕你做不完。
我呢，看在你很努力的份上故意丢多多书给你做的
我也不想看到一个对学业有着希望的念头的人就这样而放弃

SPM到了的时候，我因为得不到我干妈的鼓励与推动力才来找你的
因为我深信一个学业好的人肯定能让我有读书的动力
而且，从那一刻开始，我就已经把你当成我的好朋友，甚至我的知己。
SPM的时候，我不在的时候或是没开面子书的时候
我都会与你一起发短信，而且聊得很温馨，很快乐。
你每次都会陪我陪到深夜，陪我一起读书，陪我一起信息。
对不起，从那一刻开始我对你有感觉了。
可是因为太熟的关系，有时信息里会出现我骂你的状况
但你也不会骂我哦，还很冷静地继续陪我。
我说我讨厌你，其实是讲爽而已，我不会讨厌你的啦
而且还时常骂你不懂女人心哈哈哈哈！

当时我还骂你说你不要把我给生气咯那你很可爱耶~还发给我sorry哈哈哈哈
每次我醒来的时候会问你，醒了没？还没睡得时候就是：睡了吗？
要睡的时候就是：晚安哦~ 或是无聊的时候就是：你在干嘛？我很闷，陪我TT
有时你说你累，我说不累的时候你竟然会陪我聊到半夜聊到真的很累的时候才晚安
有时你也玩你喜欢的游戏玩到一半，因为我突然发来的信息，就会停下来陪我聊天
很多次你都叫我读书读书，我很乖的，我有听你的话去读书哦
但我会信息你说我不要读哈哈哈

有一次你说你很累，你就在下午的时候要睡午觉又深怕没人叫醒你，
就叫我当了你一天的闹钟，那时的我很讶异你的要求，但还是答应了你。
当我打电话叫醒你的时候，你竟然还继续睡 == 猪头啊你
半个小时后，你自然而然地醒来了，还打来通电话告诉我你醒来了 ==
不好意思啦，当时我婆婆突然进来，若她发现我在跟你聊天我一定会被骂的
所以就聊到一半，挂了你的电话，很不好意思。
又有一次，你电话没钱，我偷偷进了给你，你说你要还我，我不要。
就这样你在学校追我追到我收你的钱为止。LOL 我真的是不要收嘛~
我呢因为顽皮想知道你到底是有没有喜欢上我的
因为你真的对我很好很好很好，我很感动的你知道吗？
就因为我顽皮的性格，搞到现在，很难过。
想知道什么顽皮的东西，就自己来问我，不方便在这里说。

SPM后，我在面子书玩了一个什么：看看谁是你的关注者
当然有你啦，因为你从以前到现在都一直在赞我的东西，而且从不曾漏过一个赞
你呢好像是排第四，因为我时常骂你的关系我就comment：讨厌的！原来你有关注我的！
就因为发生了此事，你再也不关注我了，什么赞都消失于人间
而且，我跟你聊天聊得很不开心，甚至每次都会流泪。
你以前跟我聊天的时候都是用 :)  ;) >< >_< ^^ ^_^
而我是那个 = = =,= = =!! -,-
现在为什么是倒转的呢？而且我也很少用 = = 之类的符号
大多数都是用 :'( TT ^^ ^_^ :)
所以每次看到你的来信，我都会含着泪水回复你
心想着我多么希望我能回到从前的那些日子，聊到很开心的日子。

久而久之，我在面子书看到你赞其他人的东西的时候，我也是会掉泪
脑海里浮现出你以前的赞，原来我是多么的怀念你赞爆我的东西啊
最近，我也发现，我默默地为你付出那么多，原来，我们只是普通朋友
甚至连好友都还没到，我呢很想跟你告白，
但时机未到，怕你会一次过深深地伤透我的心
这种滋味，很难熬下去 ='( 心想都会心疼。
以前我伤心的时候你会问我：怎么啦？为什么伤心？
然后我就会告诉你我的心事，而你会给意见。
现在？告诉你我伤心，你只是“哦”一声就算了
告诉你心事的时候，你会说：你为什么要告诉我？
而且你也越来越冷淡。

当我问你：你为什么变到这么冷淡？
你的答案，让我留了好多次的眼泪，你知道吗？
你告诉我你跟我不熟。
我为你付出那么多，你竟然跟我讲我跟你不熟？
你知道我很后悔吗？我后悔我会为你付出，对你这么好。
你知道吗？我的 =) 相等于 ='( 我只是不想你知道而已
因为我知道，你都不在乎了。
就这样我的心一次又一次的心疼，就像那玻璃碎片，碎去了都无法接回去了。
我希望以后的日子我会忘掉以前的你与我，而继续我的旅程
because, i deserve someone far better than you, i guess ='(

迎接2013

Hai，迟来的更新哦。
新年已经过去了，2013年终于到来了
没想到我们人类竟然熬过了传说中的世界末日啊哈哈哈哈！
好光荣哦！
今天，1月2 日，该上课的就要去上课了
该做工的就要开工了
而我呢？呆在家做宅女 哈哈哈哈
我真的很懒惰去做工拉
趁现在换了的时光不是应该要玩够吗？
等到不能再享受到俄时候才来熬吧
反正如果我SPM的成绩能够把我带到UK去
我在uk就要做工了，要不然每个月的学费是肯定不够还的

现在，1月2日，朋友们都去上课咯
那我也跟你们一起上课吧，但不不在日新上课哦
为了消磨我多余的时间，妈妈决定让我去学吉他哦！
而且偷偷告诉你们哦，我的吉他老师很美的哦~ 哈哈哈
我很兴奋终于有得去学吉他哈哈哈哈梦想成真啊！
原本因为钢琴美没得考试，妈妈也起初不答应我去学的
但之后经过我多次的说服，她终于肯让我继续弹钢琴了哈哈哈！
好高兴！
但同时，我平时也有上课啊
妈妈打算帮我报名cambridge可erican的english uk syllabus
因为我之后也是很需要的啊所以没办法咯必须先在做好准备

2012年的最后一天的时候
我去报名吉他班和钢琴班
之后就走过去erican那边看一看要不要报名英文课程
他们给我入门考试
没想到，我竟然合格进入最高级的那一班，也就是第六级 =,=
一开始就进第六班，有难度哦，毕竟我没有参与过这课程
所以一开始的时候应该会比较难应付吧，希望以后会比较轻松点啦

之后，就到pacific对面的cambridge
也是一样，他们给了我入门考试
也没想到我也是进最高级的那一班，advance class
可是那边我有朋友哦，我的学弟学妹们 :D 比较不孤独，呵呵。
但是，我怕两边都应付不来哈哈哈
而且两边的学费也很高
两边加起来的话，哇！破产了哦！
但为了我的未来，我就必须先这么做。

Erm,我今晚的post就到此为止。祝大家开学快乐！=D