Friendship or Frenemies?

Well,i'll be typing this in English as i dont have much time to type it in chinese
im rushing to start off with my IELTS or Erican sylabus if not i wont be able to catch up with the course this Sunday.
Cant help it that im a fast track student.

Okay erm let's get to the main point of my view.
Well, to someone special.
I wanted to thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me for the pass few years
Although we kinda like freak out when we see something we truly love or admire
and sometimes we do get on with some fights and arguements
its just a small portion of what is friendship.
its really a normal thing in your life of friendship.
sometimes, trouble just loves to come over and spill every bits and pieces
but we'll have to get use to it
I do treasure our friendship really much as i dont get to chat along really that well with any other people
but surprisingly, i do chat along well with you
maybe you dont think that way but i do =)

its really hard to have a friend, who accompanied you through thick and thin
bearing every moment of your life with you for several years
but ive found one ,although we have known each other for so many years
and sometimes we were really mad with the other party but we still forgive each other
until one day, when every changed...things have gone topsy turvy....
i still have many question marks floating over my head, why are u mad at me @@
we were just discussing on what to sell and suddenly everything changed.
you wont reply my messages, or even reply my comments
you blocked my from viewing part of your facebook (you dont have to know why i know it)
you blocked me from twitter, and i knew that this thing has gone serious

but here's the thing, i still, dont know what ive done wrong
when i asked you what was the matter, you woulnt answer me
and all of a sudden these things happened.
well seeing that you wont bother about me that much
i tried to avoid having contact with you or any other interactions
in case your fire starts burning again and i think you wont forgive me by then
but even though you were mad at me, i still think that our friendship still remains
but only it has turned to frenemies.
*frenemies are those who were good friends and suddenly turned out to be enemies*

actually, i think you are a superb friend
just ignore what i say in the past or any actions
well, everyone has their own disadvantages and their own weakness in themselves
you cant blame them for what they are
i know im weakness, im stubborn, i always wanna win in every fights or arguement
but i do have a strong will inside, nobody could see it.
i dont know what you are mad at but, im truly sorry for what i did in the past
and yes you really are a remarkable friend to have with.
although you are mad at me for some reasons
but you are not like the others..or like me

when im unsatisfied with some people, i will scold them behind my back or scold them on fb or twitter
but this thing seldom happens unless im really really REALLY MAD
or maybe i will unfriend that person or even block you.
but You, my friend.
you didnt unfriend me, u didnt block me and also what surprised me, you didnt even delete me as your sibling on fb
im happy with you, truly happy i have you as a pal

when i was in singapore, i saw a shop in Chinatown (dunno whether u have been to that shop or not)
who sells kpop stuff!!
and i saw a headphone a SUPER JUNIOR headphone
with eunhyuk's name and signature? on it and its diamond blue with an ELF on it
but when i saw the price,
yeah its a bit costly but i was wondering whether i should get it for u or not
as ive got some pressies for my friends back home
but then i thought that you were mad at me and might not even accept my gift when you are mad
so i decided not to buy it but instead i bought my friend a SNSD headphone ._____.

and then i saw the picture of you in chinatown
i wanted to tell you that i was living there and about that shop but yeah im afraid to do so, you were still mad at me, so i decided to pass on ._____.
but anyway wil you forgive me someday? o.o like i mean really is someday
i dont like frenemies. i prefer friends to frenemies
and yes i wouldnt wanna lose you as a friend.
so, erm if you ever see this post of mine, contact me maybe? to let me know?